Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by breathing » Fri Feb 06, 2009 5:54 am

I really don't want to be rejected again...

I hate everything.
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Post by volta » Fri Feb 06, 2009 6:50 am

greenstar wrote:It feels like I have to be depressed to be loved.
me too.
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Post by breathing » Sun Feb 08, 2009 9:02 pm

anonymous08 wrote:
greenstar wrote:It feels like I have to be depressed to be loved.
me too.
Me too. :/
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Post by steady hands » Mon Feb 09, 2009 5:56 am

I wish I could love myself for who I am.

I wish I could let you love me.
I know you're trying hard, and this is killing me.


I wish I wasn't so fucked up.
I wish I didn't fuck up everything I touch.


god I hate this.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Feb 12, 2009 9:26 pm

:star:I wish I could just be open about what all I am. But I know I can't. And because of that, I'm going to pretend till I can fully support myself and the one I love.

:grnstar: ..and I want to take care of you for as long as I can and as long as you let me. You amaze me every day, and I am completely and utterly in love with you.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by vampirelover » Thu Feb 12, 2009 9:52 pm

i f*** hate valentines day
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by travelgirl » Sun Feb 15, 2009 7:57 pm

I'm terrified that i'm only trying to quit because it hurts you, and even more scared that once you move I'll relapse without a second thought.
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Post by *Kate* » Mon Feb 16, 2009 6:21 am

im terrified of you. hit me again and i call the cops and your ass is going to jail
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Post by catylyx,ver.2 » Mon Feb 16, 2009 7:20 am

i'm scared to tell my parents that your the man i'm going to marry.
i'm afraid of them telling me i'm throwing my life away and that i'm only making more bad choices.
but i'm more afraid of not marrying you, because i know that it will be the best decision i've made so far.
i love you

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Post by kalayla » Mon Feb 16, 2009 6:13 pm

my dealer wants to screw me
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Post by KLove24 » Mon Feb 16, 2009 9:54 pm

I hate myself
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Feb 17, 2009 4:58 am

This was the first year that I've not dreaded Valentine's Day... or my birthday...

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Feb 17, 2009 1:17 pm

Dying doesn't scare me, what comes after, does. It's the only reason I think I'm still alive right now, I have no reason to live. Which is really quite sad.
*NO HUGS PLEASE*

Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!

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Post by falllingdown » Tue Feb 17, 2009 4:00 pm

I dont believe i will last, few more years maybe but this does not upset me in someways it gives me more peace knowing i have another way to go
Justice for the 96

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

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Post by nomad2207 » Tue Feb 17, 2009 8:08 pm

:1soothe:
"i took the path less traveled and it has made all the difference."
nomad's place...here i grow again
if you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it's like to be me.
if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave.
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my bus family:a7xcncangel sister
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Post by Cuppy » Thu Feb 19, 2009 9:32 pm

I'm hiding from the whole world.
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Post by Eisa » Thu Feb 19, 2009 11:21 pm

I don't know if I can fix myself anymore. Although I'm trying my hardest.
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

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Aunt~Mande
Sprinkled Cupcake~Noldo

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Post by KLove24 » Sun Feb 22, 2009 5:33 am

I can't do this anymore
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Post by zombiepeople » Sun Feb 22, 2009 5:38 am

I've screwed up...I feel like such a waste of space :(
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Post by ambivalent red » Tue Feb 24, 2009 4:11 am

I kissed him and I've been texting her.
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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