Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- Chaocontrol6
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Okay J (Not best mate, this girl at school) If you keep going on about fucking sexuality in front of my face then I will tear your fucking throat out. Stop moaning on and on and on and FUCKING ON about your so-called "Lack of sex drive" and just get on with your bloody schoolwork!!!
H.A.L.T!!! (Genius!!)
These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
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- Stefani140
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I know I'm not good enough. You can disagree all you want, but the fact that you need them is proof enough. Stop trying to make me feel better when your actions contradict your words. I'm not good enough and I never will be. I just want to hide and let you get on with your life.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
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PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
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- acdcrocker1909
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..if you don't want to talk to me fine. Just tell me.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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You forgot about me today.. you said you wouldn't..
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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- HakunaMatata
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B: Why the fuck should it always fall on me to tidy up and clean? How hard is it to open your eyes, see it's clean, and say, use a plate instead of the counter to make your sandwhich on. Thus no mess. Or how to operate a washing maachine. Or how to work the vacuum. Cause you don't seem to care. I love you very much but something has to give before it's me.
M: Please, I have all my hopes pinned on you being in an amicable mood sometime soon so I can ask again about having a cat. Yet I'm sorta of scared cause I know the answer will be no. Yet it's all I have, so the hope you may say yes is all I'm really holding on to.
Mum & Dad: Thankyou for all you do, I don't deserve it, but I'm so greatful. I jusst wish I could reflect that in my actions towards you.
M: Please, I have all my hopes pinned on you being in an amicable mood sometime soon so I can ask again about having a cat. Yet I'm sorta of scared cause I know the answer will be no. Yet it's all I have, so the hope you may say yes is all I'm really holding on to.
Mum & Dad: Thankyou for all you do, I don't deserve it, but I'm so greatful. I jusst wish I could reflect that in my actions towards you.
Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!
'Love is worth everything. How much are you willing to risk?'~Umara, gone forever, forgotten never.
'You can't put a price on happiness. Follow your dreams'~ Mithz
I don't like country and western. I don't like rock music, I don't like rockabilly or rock and roll particularly. I don't like much, really, do I? But what I do like, I love passionately. ~ The Pet Shop Boys
I don't want to be here. I do not want to be here. I tried to go to sleep a quarter of an hour ago but I couldn't stop crying. I need to sleep now to get over jet lag but I need to keep my mind occupied so I do not break down again. I'm lonely, I have no friends, and I am too fucking terrified to try.
I want friends so I don't feel alone but I don't want any because I don't want anything to bind me to this school in case I choose to leave. Which seems more and more likely if I continue to be alone. But it is academically better for me to leave anyway.
I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE.
I want friends so I don't feel alone but I don't want any because I don't want anything to bind me to this school in case I choose to leave. Which seems more and more likely if I continue to be alone. But it is academically better for me to leave anyway.
I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE.
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- Chaocontrol6
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Sorry J (Best mate who isn't anymore) my life is my life and your life is your life, and it's remaining that way for a while, but I sincerely hope not forever...
H.A.L.T!!! (Genius!!)
These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
The power lives in me!(Place)
M - just shut the hell up and leave me alone. all you do is continue to make things worse.
S - deary what did i do wrong? i cant fix it if you wont tell me what needs to be fixed? im sorry
J - thanks for understanding and being someone i can talk to about anything and everything
M - i dont think i'll ever understand what i did to make you want to leave all those times, and i dont think you'll ever realize how much i've hated myself for practically tearing apart my family singlehandedly
S - deary what did i do wrong? i cant fix it if you wont tell me what needs to be fixed? im sorry
J - thanks for understanding and being someone i can talk to about anything and everything
M - i dont think i'll ever understand what i did to make you want to leave all those times, and i dont think you'll ever realize how much i've hated myself for practically tearing apart my family singlehandedly
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- Chaocontrol6
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Bye J...you owe me my stuff back, and your life is yours and my life is mine. For your safety and mine, I'm drawing the line. Sorry.
H.A.L.T!!! (Genius!!)
These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
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I hope your new dog bites you
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C: I lied to you. I'm really not "good." I wish you could see that...
S: Yes, I really did want to talk last night, but I felt like it would be selfish of me to push the issue. So i stayed quiet.
P: I can't believe you said those things to me...it was...so liberating. So freeing. I needed to hear that I'm not letting you down.
S: Yes, I really did want to talk last night, but I felt like it would be selfish of me to push the issue. So i stayed quiet.
P: I can't believe you said those things to me...it was...so liberating. So freeing. I needed to hear that I'm not letting you down.
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe
My Place: waiting for the morning Feel free to read along! Hugs and replies are welcome!
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe
My Place: waiting for the morning Feel free to read along! Hugs and replies are welcome!
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