Place to cry
Crying into my cup of tea and feel too stupid to phone anyone...
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
- kittyfever
- driving instructor
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i wish is cud cry
Its coming up to the anniversary of the car accident in which my niece died aged 18yrs and i didnt die, i so wish it had been me it shud have been me. I have never wanted to live due to being abused from age 6 til 15yrs im now 38 and so want it to be over,,,,,,
Lynne-Anne u will be missed forever u died on the cold rocks that day, im so sorry i lived! Never got to say goodbye but i love u..xx
- Joseph
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I cant cry in real life. I will see a show with a father and son scene and a tear will leak out but real tears I only remember once. I tried to find my brother who was taken away when my father passed away. I decided it was my time to act like an adult I was over 30 at the time. I tracked down my sister who also left from my mom. When I called her "I hated her" she told me that my brother had died of cancer a year earlier. I spent the day in shock and later that night in bed hiding under the covers I fell apart for the first time in memory. My wife was there to hold me which I am great full.
I have a heart full of tears that I wish I could let out maybe someday.
For now this will have to do
I have a heart full of tears that I wish I could let out maybe someday.
For now this will have to do
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SprinkleZ, Kate, and a7xcncangel are my sisters
- vampirelover
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It's too much...I just wanna cry...
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe
My Place: waiting for the morning Feel free to read along! Hugs and replies are welcome!
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe
My Place: waiting for the morning Feel free to read along! Hugs and replies are welcome!
- ultimate starshine
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I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy
"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."
"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story
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- Joseph
- quintessential regular
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The tears will come Kat when you are ready to let them flow. Unfortunately it is outside of your control.
Until then kind thoughts and wishes from the many here you have helped including me.
Until then kind thoughts and wishes from the many here you have helped including me.
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*Hugs & PMs Welcome*
I have a BUS family now
SprinkleZ, Kate, and a7xcncangel are my sisters
- leemc77
- postinating the countryside
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99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
- a7xcncangel
- bus conductor
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To everyone who feels like crying....
(if ok)
I'm here to talk/rant/etc to if needed.
I wish I could comfort each and everyone of you (again, if ok)
Please know that's it's ok to have a good cry. I can be very emotional, but it's ok. It's better to let out all your feelings then to bottle them up.
I love you all!
(if ok)
I'm here to talk/rant/etc to if needed.
I wish I could comfort each and everyone of you (again, if ok)
Please know that's it's ok to have a good cry. I can be very emotional, but it's ok. It's better to let out all your feelings then to bottle them up.
I love you all!
Mum: ReineDuSommeil
Sister: waydownsouth, nomad2207, noldo
Brother: sirjnj
Daughter: Azira
Cousin: DuchessN, jadestarwalking
Aunt: Cheycatsgarden
Sister: waydownsouth, nomad2207, noldo
Brother: sirjnj
Daughter: Azira
Cousin: DuchessN, jadestarwalking
Aunt: Cheycatsgarden
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