Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

Geordie · Post by **Geordie** » Mon Nov 17, 2008 1:51 am

I wish I could go to church, not just to be with God, but because you're there. She's right, I'm obsessed with you.

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Tue Nov 18, 2008 8:53 pm

I know that I will. It scares me the most.

SplinteredGirl · Post by **SplinteredGirl** » Wed Nov 19, 2008 12:51 am

im depressed.

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Wed Nov 19, 2008 3:47 am

I miss you more than I could ever tell anyone. More than I ever would tell anyone including you. I wonder if you ever miss me too.

EggEm · Post by **EggEm** » Wed Nov 19, 2008 7:57 am

You're one of the best things that's happened to me.
I just wish I could tell you everything.

OneWay · Post by **OneWay** » Wed Nov 19, 2008 9:44 pm

sometimes i feel like i dnt know myself

Neviah · Post by **Neviah** » Thu Nov 20, 2008 9:58 pm

i always seem to want to hurt myself, i'm afraid of how much i've changed and i'd like to go back now...

ursulabear · Post by **ursulabear** » Thu Nov 20, 2008 10:34 pm

i can't ell you this, but you are my trigger.

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Fri Nov 21, 2008 5:22 am

I'll never be ok

manda · Post by **manda** » Sat Nov 22, 2008 9:11 am

im too scared to get wat i want. always. its easier to not try and never be disappointed. even though it means ill never be happy.
i hate being like this.

lucky_lenny · Post by **lucky_lenny** » Sun Nov 23, 2008 4:34 am

I'm kinda paralysed in place. I have exams - the ones that decide my future - and I've decided to quit SI at the same time and that seems like a really stupid idea, because in order to stop it, I've ended up finding all my study time is being taken over by coping methods.

I look down the track -- to March, when I start uni -- and like, I try to visualise myself as this whole, cutless person, and it seems as futile and unattainable as shining a torch up at the night time sky and waiting for the beam of light to reflect back from the black.

And I look at where I am now and I feel so god-awful horrified at the state I'm in now; like... locked in a cold war with my own body.
And I hate the way I'm fully trapped in a cycle like that.

ursulabear · Post by **ursulabear** » Sun Nov 23, 2008 1:40 pm

sometimes i think i will never be clean.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Mon Nov 24, 2008 1:19 am

and it's clear to see,
you're nothing special,
you're a skeleton key.

ursulabear · Post by **ursulabear** » Mon Nov 24, 2008 1:16 pm

i know you will always be in my life.

and it hurts me more than anything else.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Mon Nov 24, 2008 6:25 pm

Sometimes I'm not even sure if I want to get better

ursulabear · Post by **ursulabear** » Mon Nov 24, 2008 6:28 pm

i will never feel beautiful enough for you

catylyx,ver.2 · Post by **catylyx,ver.2** » Thu Nov 27, 2008 1:09 am

i secretly hoped i was pregnant just so i would have a seemingly serious reason to say fuck florida and move back to you. i don't think my love is enough of one.

pm's okay

Siofra · Post by **Siofra** » Fri Nov 28, 2008 6:55 pm

I'm afraid of getting better.
I'm afraid of scheduling an appointment, admitting to a doctor that I have a problem is terrifying, espicially when I don't believe it myself.

pm's ok.

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Sun Nov 30, 2008 1:16 pm

I want her, even now.

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Sun Nov 30, 2008 3:19 pm

I really really really need someone right now. But there's no one. I hate being so alone.

bus

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