Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Geordie » Mon Nov 17, 2008 1:51 am

I wish I could go to church, not just to be with God, but because you're there. She's right, I'm obsessed with you.
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Post by (*Haven*) » Tue Nov 18, 2008 8:53 pm

I know that I will. It scares me the most.
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Post by SplinteredGirl » Wed Nov 19, 2008 12:51 am

im depressed.

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Post by KLove24 » Wed Nov 19, 2008 3:47 am

I miss you more than I could ever tell anyone. More than I ever would tell anyone including you. I wonder if you ever miss me too.
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Post by EggEm » Wed Nov 19, 2008 7:57 am

You're one of the best things that's happened to me.
I just wish I could tell you everything.

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Post by OneWay » Wed Nov 19, 2008 9:44 pm

sometimes i feel like i dnt know myself
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words


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Post by Neviah » Thu Nov 20, 2008 9:58 pm

i always seem to want to hurt myself, i'm afraid of how much i've changed and i'd like to go back now...

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Post by ursulabear » Thu Nov 20, 2008 10:34 pm

i can't ell you this, but you are my trigger.
blessing all the birds that died so i could live. be a women, being a woman.
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Post by KLove24 » Fri Nov 21, 2008 5:22 am

I'll never be ok
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Post by manda » Sat Nov 22, 2008 9:11 am

im too scared to get wat i want. always. its easier to not try and never be disappointed. even though it means ill never be happy.
i hate being like this.
There is still that singular perfection, and its perfect in part because it seemed, at the time, so clearly to promise more. Now she knows: That was the moment, right then. There has been no other.

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Post by lucky_lenny » Sun Nov 23, 2008 4:34 am

I'm kinda paralysed in place. I have exams - the ones that decide my future - and I've decided to quit SI at the same time and that seems like a really stupid idea, because in order to stop it, I've ended up finding all my study time is being taken over by coping methods.

I look down the track -- to March, when I start uni -- and like, I try to visualise myself as this whole, cutless person, and it seems as futile and unattainable as shining a torch up at the night time sky and waiting for the beam of light to reflect back from the black.

And I look at where I am now and I feel so god-awful horrified at the state I'm in now; like... locked in a cold war with my own body.
And I hate the way I'm fully trapped in a cycle like that.
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Post by ursulabear » Sun Nov 23, 2008 1:40 pm

sometimes i think i will never be clean.
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Post by steady hands » Mon Nov 24, 2008 1:19 am

and it's clear to see,
you're nothing special,
you're a skeleton key.

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Post by ursulabear » Mon Nov 24, 2008 1:16 pm

i know you will always be in my life.


and it hurts me more than anything else.
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Post by zombiepeople » Mon Nov 24, 2008 6:25 pm

Sometimes I'm not even sure if I want to get better :oops:
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Post by ursulabear » Mon Nov 24, 2008 6:28 pm

i will never feel beautiful enough for you
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Post by catylyx,ver.2 » Thu Nov 27, 2008 1:09 am

i secretly hoped i was pregnant just so i would have a seemingly serious reason to say fuck florida and move back to you. i don't think my love is enough of one.


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Post by Siofra » Fri Nov 28, 2008 6:55 pm

I'm afraid of getting better.
I'm afraid of scheduling an appointment, admitting to a doctor that I have a problem is terrifying, espicially when I don't believe it myself. :oops:

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Post by Beasty » Sun Nov 30, 2008 1:16 pm

I want her, even now.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Nov 30, 2008 3:19 pm

I really really really need someone right now. But there's no one. I hate being so alone. :cry:
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'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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