Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Nov 09, 2008 5:00 am

content but nervous

in the mood to clean! lol
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Nov 09, 2008 11:00 am

angry
scared
frantic
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by Jamas » Sun Nov 09, 2008 5:29 pm

So anxious I can barely concentrate
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Nov 09, 2008 6:04 pm

too numb to function
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Post by Kaelyn » Mon Nov 10, 2008 1:22 am

stressed and anxious and not being able to concnetrate/focus which in turn makes me angry and even more stressed :-?
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Nov 10, 2008 4:02 am

like the lonliest person in the world
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by ambivalent red » Mon Nov 10, 2008 4:14 pm

who gives a shit?

angry
confused
fearful
anxcious

I dont give a shit.
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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Post by vampirelover » Mon Nov 10, 2008 4:16 pm

ill
hyper
happy
excited
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by Stefani140 » Mon Nov 10, 2008 4:25 pm

confused
tired
annoyed
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."

PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.

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Post by Jamas » Mon Nov 10, 2008 6:25 pm

I feel like I want to crawl out of my skin. About 20% of my consciousness is usually occupied with intrusive images and sounds (less real and more under conscious control than hallucinations would be, but more real and less under conscious control than fantasies or daydreams could be) and today the goblins and ghoulies are out in full force. Like a horror show.

At any rate, thank you for listening and being there. It helps me to know that my community is here.

Take care,

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Post by caged bird » Tue Nov 11, 2008 12:12 am

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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
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The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Nov 11, 2008 3:54 am

I'm really anxious at the moment...it's like i"m on the brink...on the verge of something, and am just waiting for it to happen. The only problem is I don't know what that something is :(
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Nov 11, 2008 9:06 pm

...like tonight I don't give a damn and I just want to show my inside hurt on the outside and cut. Lots. The only reason I'm not is cause I don't want to upset my boyfriend...but I want to and can't cope with being ok anymore.

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Post by ambivalent red » Tue Nov 11, 2008 9:19 pm

withdrawls...uggghhhhh shakey legs, shakey arms, shakey mind.
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There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Nov 12, 2008 6:00 am

twitchy
conflicted
anxious
excited
nervous
scared
hopeful
empty

bit of a mish mash eh? :roll:
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by Jamas » Wed Nov 12, 2008 2:43 pm

Nauseous, lightheaded. My ears have been ringing loudly since yesterday and the world is spinning, as it has for the last few days.

Why?
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Post by vampirelover » Wed Nov 12, 2008 2:57 pm

sick
cold
hyper
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by kermit » Thu Nov 13, 2008 8:59 pm

Kind of empty... Like I'm being defeated... Like giving up...
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

Image

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Post by zombiepeople » Thu Nov 13, 2008 9:39 pm

urgy, depressed...and I have a tummy ache and cramps :(
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
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Post by joho » Thu Nov 13, 2008 9:48 pm

hateful. angry. sad depressed thinking about peers want to kill everybody who rejected me tortured me ignored me. still in my minds eye 10-15 years later! i'm never going to move on. just hated ugly disgusting gross mean angry beautiful

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