Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

DecemberLivy · Post by **DecemberLivy** » Sat Nov 01, 2008 10:16 am

I'm not crazy about him anymore. I don't know whats changed but somehow this life long crush has just fizzled out. But I feel I have to pretend to still be in love with him to keep his spirits up. I still do love him, in a sense, but I've realised what a mistake that is. I confused love for friendship.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Sat Nov 01, 2008 4:54 pm

I never knew what falling head over heels felt like.. now I think I do. And the scary thing is, I've fallen in love with a girl. And I can't tell anyone..

kgraff · Post by **kgraff** » Sun Nov 02, 2008 11:55 pm

sometimes the only reason i dont kill myself is because of you, because im in love with you. but i cant tell you because your a girl and you can never love me back.

i want to tell you everything. my dad hits me. im anorexic, i cut...alot, i take lots of pills, and drink by myself to ingnore my pain and i think about SU all the time.

but if i did tell you then whatever small chance that you could love me like i love you would be gone. im so alone

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Mon Nov 03, 2008 6:27 pm

I want to move in with my best friend. I love my husband, but I think we want different things.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Wed Nov 05, 2008 2:02 am

ugh

I hate being sick.
hate hate hate.
I need to eat healthily to get over this.

I don't know if I can handle that.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Nov 05, 2008 5:28 am

I've always had this thing where I wanted to get you, I wanted you to fall for me, even though I didn't "like" you that way and knew you were dating another friend. And then unexpectedly we became best friends and its as if I still stive to have you fall in love with me EVEN THOUGH you are STILL in this relationship. And maybe the more I deny the fact that subconciously I am trying to get you to fall for me the more I fall for you on some level.

WHAT IS THIS. god this is bad news

Dorky&Weird2 · Post by **Dorky&Weird2** » Wed Nov 05, 2008 6:30 am

i think ur really cute and funny and i wish you would have flirted with me instead of someone 6yrs older than you,i know shes 100 times prettier than me but i still wonder if you will ever like me

kgraff · Post by **kgraff** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 4:24 am

i hate myself so much. it makes sicude feel like a good option. like the only option

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 6:54 am

I have fallen in love with a girl, and I don't give a flying fuck what people think at the moment. But, I am terrified my brain will kick in with "you dumbass" and rattle off how fucked I am due to loving an amazing woman.

Never Again · Post by **Never Again** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 6:58 am

i feel like i'm a different species. i have never fit in, ever. and i dont expect that i'll ever find someone who will understand me, or put up with me. i can't even find someone to pay to listen to me. i call my mom to talk about regular stuff, but i know she only talks because she feels obligated because she's my mom. i feel like the most gigantic loser ever.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 1:12 pm

i have more self hatred then i ever thought was humanly possible

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 2:35 pm

your the only thing keeping me from slipping back , but im afraid thats not enough

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Fri Nov 07, 2008 3:35 am

the three things i need most seem to be the things i will never, ever have

Geordie · Post by **Geordie** » Fri Nov 07, 2008 10:39 am

I really want her out of my life. I lied about it just being a 'personality clash' between us. I HATE her. And she hates me. I don't know how you missed this.

I hate her because she's an immature, manipulative, selfish bitch. And because she has you.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Fri Nov 07, 2008 2:23 pm

I'm more suicidal at the moment than I have been in 5 years.

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Fri Nov 07, 2008 10:52 pm

I want the phone call to say 'I'm outside- lets go!'

Geordie · Post by **Geordie** » Sat Nov 08, 2008 12:40 am

I think I'm too lazy to live.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sat Nov 08, 2008 1:08 am

surprise surprise my secret is about the same person as the last secret I posted was about so lets just make this blunt

I've fallen for my best friend & she is taken.
and I'm sure there is some reason I am a horrible person because of it

Geordie · Post by **Geordie** » Sat Nov 08, 2008 3:42 am

I lied about everything.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Sun Nov 09, 2008 6:10 am

I don't want you to join me at my college. I love you to death, but I don't know if having you around will be good.

bus

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