Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Nov 04, 2008 5:01 pm

that video was compleatly unessisary and has only caused unnecisary stress and anxiety. I hope next week's video on sa is not as graphic as the other abuse topics.

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Post by Eva » Tue Nov 04, 2008 5:13 pm

Couldn't you just answer? I feel so stupid for writing that to you...and now not getting an answer :cry:
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Post by vampirelover » Tue Nov 04, 2008 5:22 pm

To the same person

im avoiding you because im scared you wont accept me for who i really am i it would hurt to much for you to reject me , I want you to now about the suffering i went through and the real me but i dont want to tell you.
I can't help but think wouldnt have still got ED if i had told when i saw the warning signs.
Im scared i have nothing in common with you anymore but it hurts to much to let go 13 years of friendship (where 17) .
You will always be in my heart but i just have other best friends now
I love you but im scared and I would rather faze you out that have you reject me.
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Post by Beasty » Tue Nov 04, 2008 6:57 pm

I don't know what I'm doing.
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Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Nov 04, 2008 7:56 pm

what dosnt kill you does make you stronger, that dosnt condone violence, its empowerment for those of us recovering from the impact of other's violence and misguided judgments.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Nov 04, 2008 11:35 pm

that really hurt me
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Post by Luscious Peanut » Wed Nov 05, 2008 12:42 am

Why don't you ever call me. I'm the only family you have left and you act like you don't want to bother with me.
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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Nov 05, 2008 5:57 pm

to T:

I know you say that what I did was a good thing, but it doesn't feel that way. I feel guilty, I feel bad and I want to avoid repeating it as much as that will annoy you.

to BF:

I am not going to sit around all day if you're in the same mood as yesterday. I'll chatter until I get frustrated and then leave, I don't feel like stressing myself out again. And while I'm at it, don't you dare accuse me of putting you second in importance in my life! I risk my job every single day just to talk to you, when half the time I am basically talking to myself. I have nearly put myself in debt for the past 6 months to call you 3 times a week, does that sound like your not important? Really?
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Post by John Galt » Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:03 am

You're really cool, you know. Pay attention to me a little, please?

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Post by KLove24 » Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:06 am

I'm sorry that I don't love you the way you love me. I wish I did. It would make this all so much easier.
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Thu Nov 06, 2008 2:04 am

I'm getting better for me...........but you made me want too.

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Post by Geek101 » Thu Nov 06, 2008 3:45 am

I lied when i said i'd do things for myself, i do them just for you.

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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Thu Nov 06, 2008 4:35 am

I-

i am so over you right now its ridciulous,i got over you now get over yourself!
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Nov 06, 2008 6:49 am

--Why are you such a bitch with C and I? You seem to point out we're negative, or we don't do our work, or SOMETHING that you don't like. We know you are pro-life, pro-mccain/palin, anti-gay marriage.. etc.. and we know you'll hate it when we officially say "yes, we are dating"... you annoy me.

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Post by Stefani140 » Thu Nov 06, 2008 4:08 pm

Thank you for apologizing, even if you don't exactly what you are apologizing for. I still won't tell you that you made me cry and really hurt me. I can't expect you to apologize for that, but now just come back...I miss you, I stopped being mad HOURS ago, come back and talk to me.
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Post by Spidey » Thu Nov 06, 2008 5:14 pm

Hey, I completely understand that I am only here for your personal amusement, and that goes for the other three of you as well. That's fine. I'm kind of used to it =/ since, eh, I don't really *belong* anywhere.
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Post by Roxi » Thu Nov 06, 2008 6:26 pm

I wish you were around in my life to tell me how proud you are of me....
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Post by Stefani140 » Thu Nov 06, 2008 7:32 pm

Baby, I'm being stupid again! You weren't here and I wanted to talk to you sooooo much. Now you're here, and I don't because I don't want a repeat of yesterday. Can anyone say irrational? Yeah, that's me.
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Post by Callisto » Thu Nov 06, 2008 11:29 pm

I can't think of you without feeling sad and betrayed now. I can't hear about you without feeling like you're half doing things to hurt and upset me. As much as I wish I could be accepting, right now its very hard to even think of you in my life because you seem to be so determined to hurt me.

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Post by chickenbug2 » Fri Nov 07, 2008 1:15 am

i hate you soooo much right now. i don't care if i never see you again. i've never lied to you before, why would you think i would now? why? did i not do my best? i hate you for turning into what you've become. and for showing me what a truly nasty person i can be. i never thought it would be like this. i'm not sorry.
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The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?"
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