Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- vampirelover
- spiffy maximus
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To the same person
im avoiding you because im scared you wont accept me for who i really am i it would hurt to much for you to reject me , I want you to now about the suffering i went through and the real me but i dont want to tell you.
I can't help but think wouldnt have still got ED if i had told when i saw the warning signs.
Im scared i have nothing in common with you anymore but it hurts to much to let go 13 years of friendship (where 17) .
You will always be in my heart but i just have other best friends now
I love you but im scared and I would rather faze you out that have you reject me.
tears in eyes sniffles
im avoiding you because im scared you wont accept me for who i really am i it would hurt to much for you to reject me , I want you to now about the suffering i went through and the real me but i dont want to tell you.
I can't help but think wouldnt have still got ED if i had told when i saw the warning signs.
Im scared i have nothing in common with you anymore but it hurts to much to let go 13 years of friendship (where 17) .
You will always be in my heart but i just have other best friends now
I love you but im scared and I would rather faze you out that have you reject me.
tears in eyes sniffles
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
time since last slip : 2 days
I don't know what I'm doing.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
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that really hurt me
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- Luscious Peanut
- settling in
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- Stefani140
- just plain inspiring
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to T:
I know you say that what I did was a good thing, but it doesn't feel that way. I feel guilty, I feel bad and I want to avoid repeating it as much as that will annoy you.
to BF:
I am not going to sit around all day if you're in the same mood as yesterday. I'll chatter until I get frustrated and then leave, I don't feel like stressing myself out again. And while I'm at it, don't you dare accuse me of putting you second in importance in my life! I risk my job every single day just to talk to you, when half the time I am basically talking to myself. I have nearly put myself in debt for the past 6 months to call you 3 times a week, does that sound like your not important? Really?
I know you say that what I did was a good thing, but it doesn't feel that way. I feel guilty, I feel bad and I want to avoid repeating it as much as that will annoy you.
to BF:
I am not going to sit around all day if you're in the same mood as yesterday. I'll chatter until I get frustrated and then leave, I don't feel like stressing myself out again. And while I'm at it, don't you dare accuse me of putting you second in importance in my life! I risk my job every single day just to talk to you, when half the time I am basically talking to myself. I have nearly put myself in debt for the past 6 months to call you 3 times a week, does that sound like your not important? Really?
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
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- PLAIN JANE
- awe-inspiring
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- Dorky&Weird2
- part of the fixtures
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I-
i am so over you right now its ridciulous,i got over you now get over yourself!
i am so over you right now its ridciulous,i got over you now get over yourself!
& PM's are ok with me!
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~My Place-*She* will be ~Loved~...{SI}
LAST SI-{2/8/10} <1year>
R.I.P.-Steve Irwin-9/4/06<3
"They took her moments of feeling alive,And made them moments of dying inside."~Annie-SafetySuit
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I love my cats
- acdcrocker1909
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--Why are you such a bitch with C and I? You seem to point out we're negative, or we don't do our work, or SOMETHING that you don't like. We know you are pro-life, pro-mccain/palin, anti-gay marriage.. etc.. and we know you'll hate it when we officially say "yes, we are dating"... you annoy me.
--And to you.. I love you.
--And to you.. I love you.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- Stefani140
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Thank you for apologizing, even if you don't exactly what you are apologizing for. I still won't tell you that you made me cry and really hurt me. I can't expect you to apologize for that, but now just come back...I miss you, I stopped being mad HOURS ago, come back and talk to me.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
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Hey, I completely understand that I am only here for your personal amusement, and that goes for the other three of you as well. That's fine. I'm kind of used to it =/ since, eh, I don't really *belong* anywhere.
-marya hornbacher
spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)
I wish you were around in my life to tell me how proud you are of me....
We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
- Stefani140
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Baby, I'm being stupid again! You weren't here and I wanted to talk to you sooooo much. Now you're here, and I don't because I don't want a repeat of yesterday. Can anyone say irrational? Yeah, that's me.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
My Place: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128060
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- chickenbug2
- meeting the neighbors
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i hate you soooo much right now. i don't care if i never see you again. i've never lied to you before, why would you think i would now? why? did i not do my best? i hate you for turning into what you've become. and for showing me what a truly nasty person i can be. i never thought it would be like this. i'm not sorry.
"And I have known the eyes already, known them all-
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?"
The Love Song Of J. Alfred Prufrock
T. S. Eliot
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?"
The Love Song Of J. Alfred Prufrock
T. S. Eliot
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