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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Callisto » Sat Nov 01, 2008 5:35 am

I'm surprised by how immature you're being about this. Very surprised actually. I expected.....more than this. I'd reply to your email, but that's pointless as it won't open up a dialogue at all and me trying to have the last word won't help anything and possibly make things harder for you both at work (not to mention make you hurt more).

I truly didn't want/intend to hurt you. I didn't even intend for this whole thing to happen at all, it just sort of did and it makes me happy. I'm sorry that you feel hurt, I really am. I hope that in time you can get over it and be amicable with me, but I know that will take time.

Take care of yourself.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Nov 01, 2008 10:13 am

I wish you'd stop beating yourself up for taking some time off. Ok perhaps you didn't get as much work done as expected but for christs sake this was your only two weeks to recover from an incredibly stressful first half term. Give yourself a break. The work will get done in time, it always does somehow. Don't worry, please stop stressing it's unnecessary. If you feel overwhelmed and can't do it I will work with you for as long as it takes to get you back up. I love you and I hate to see you depressed.
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Post by Eva » Sat Nov 01, 2008 11:48 am

I miss you. Can't you just please come back? (but without all your evil comments!)

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Nov 01, 2008 5:00 pm

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Post by southsider » Sun Nov 02, 2008 8:02 am

Fuck you SO hard. Fuck you for making me doubt myself, fuck you for being rude and impersonal and not even fucking listening to what I've got to say, fuck you for putting me into a box without even giving me the chance to explain myself.

YOU FAIL SO HARD.

It is so hard to keep opening myself up and hoping that I can be helped. I was optimistic when I met you and now I have more self doubt than before. Fuck you for helping me believe that I'm some kind of fucking hopeless case. Fuck you for putting fucking words in my mouth.

Fuck your nasty fucking toes and nasty fucking frizzy hair.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Nov 02, 2008 3:24 pm

I miss you so much. I wonder if you ever think about me.
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Post by Callisto » Sun Nov 02, 2008 4:51 pm

N - you make me :)

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Nov 02, 2008 5:35 pm

I'm trying to remember that you're significantly younger than me, but even so, maaaaaan, you're annoying me. :-? I feel embarressed for you and that's not nice.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Nov 03, 2008 12:33 am

A - you are actually a complete prick. and I find it most amusing that 2 days after you find out about me and N you make a date with your old friend from uni. Hah! Could you be more pathetic? More obviously trying to upset me?

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Post by caged bird » Mon Nov 03, 2008 12:48 am

I'm so sorry I've been such a crap housemate/friend/person letely, i'm trying to change - i think :-?
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Post by zombiepeople » Mon Nov 03, 2008 1:16 am

I know I'm not the favorite child, but could you at least pretend to be interested in the fact that I exist...I'm sick of being the third wheel in this damn house.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Nov 03, 2008 2:28 am

Thank you for responding to my email but I really am not sure I am comfortable sharing my thoughts with him. Maby if you share it verbaly but not show him the actual email. IDK. I feel like I need to keep what I wrote to you between the two of us, I hope you know its ok, even though it would be a good learning experience for him but I would feel better if he did not read my exact email thanks.

Hopefully I can find a way to tell you cause right now I am not sure how.

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Post by ashley_dp » Mon Nov 03, 2008 2:30 am

I am sorry I am such a bad sister to you. If you want me to leave then just tell me to leave. I cant be a biother to you anymore and I cant hurt you. If I am that bad then let me go.
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Post by John Galt » Mon Nov 03, 2008 6:49 am

when i'm with you, i don't even think about it.

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Post by cactussunrise » Mon Nov 03, 2008 7:15 am

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Mon Nov 03, 2008 8:31 am

i wish i could tell you what I really thought about you.
and it's not positive.
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
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Post by ambivalent red » Mon Nov 03, 2008 6:32 pm

I dont want kids and I never will. You knew this before we got married. If you want kids you need to find someone else. I'm a free spirit and I go where ever I want.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Nov 04, 2008 1:52 am

you haven't once asked how my doctors appointment went. It was over a week ago now. Maybe I'm naive, but I thought the purpose of a friend was to support you through a crisis. You knew how worried I was, you're not that dense. You know I hate the doctor and I wouldn't go unless I was genuinely worried. It hurts me that you are so wrapped up within yourself that you can't take the time to ask me if I'm alright. You have no idea what it is to be a friend. Why I still spend time with you and give you attention, I don't know.
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Post by Stefani140 » Tue Nov 04, 2008 4:34 pm

Why ask me what about you annoys me when you don't plan on doing anything about it? Seems kind of pointless really....and let's add that to the list of what you do that annoys me.
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Post by kalayla » Tue Nov 04, 2008 4:43 pm

i love you.
honestly i do.
but i could never tell you how
i fell for fear of losing you.
and my life without you
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