Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
- Kiki_in_LA
- one of us
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Stop f@#$ing whining to me about your life. You have everything I want. You don't even know what feeling depressed is, so stop coming to me with your f@#$ing problems, especially because you are the on causing them (Btw: You are the most immature person I've ever met)
You are a whore. I can't believe you are majoring in psychology. You would be the worst f@#$ing psychologist I've ever met. I'm your roommate and you avoid me so you don't have to deal with my depression. Aren't you supposed to be helping me? Bitch.
I will never visit you guys again if I have to deal with HIM again. You let him ruin my weekend. WTF?! Aren't you supposed to be my friends?
I hate this f@#$ing school.
You are a whore. I can't believe you are majoring in psychology. You would be the worst f@#$ing psychologist I've ever met. I'm your roommate and you avoid me so you don't have to deal with my depression. Aren't you supposed to be helping me? Bitch.
I will never visit you guys again if I have to deal with HIM again. You let him ruin my weekend. WTF?! Aren't you supposed to be my friends?
I hate this f@#$ing school.
~*We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars-Oscar Wilde*~
- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
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you are so self obsessed it makes me furious to know you
there isn't one conversation you haven't made about you, not ONE comment you haven't turned around to make it about YOU
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there isn't one conversation you haven't made about you, not ONE comment you haven't turned around to make it about YOU
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<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- Nursing_girl
- quintessential regular
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Ahhhh...I have SO much stuff to get done for school in the next few days....and I dont feel like doing any of it!!!!! I have no idea how I'll be able to get it all done- I dont have any freaking time! I am SO sick of school.....blah blah blah blah.....
~~~Kristen~~~
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
fuck you dad!! your a fucking fuck fucker fuck bastard. fuck you! you fucking hit me one more fucking time and im gonna explode. i hope somebody shuves a fucking rod up your fucking ass. ya how does that feel you motha fucker? FUCK YOU! STOP FUCKING ABUESIN ME As HOLE!!!!
ohh and you. you. you dumb fucking ass. all you ever fucking say s ok. "hey i cut myself"ok "hey im taking so many pills that im basically a pharmacy" ok "hey my dad hits me" ok "hey i starve myself" ok . you say fucking ok to me one more fucking time whore im gonna fuck you up so bad your ass is gonna look better then your face. IM NOT OK!!!!! HOLY FUCK SHIT OPEN YOUR DAMN FUCKING EYES AND LISTEN TO ME YOU BLIND FUCK FACE!!!!
holy fucking shit that felt good and i could keep going. jesus fucking crist
ohh and you. you. you dumb fucking ass. all you ever fucking say s ok. "hey i cut myself"ok "hey im taking so many pills that im basically a pharmacy" ok "hey my dad hits me" ok "hey i starve myself" ok . you say fucking ok to me one more fucking time whore im gonna fuck you up so bad your ass is gonna look better then your face. IM NOT OK!!!!! HOLY FUCK SHIT OPEN YOUR DAMN FUCKING EYES AND LISTEN TO ME YOU BLIND FUCK FACE!!!!
holy fucking shit that felt good and i could keep going. jesus fucking crist
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you think your life is so fucking bad????well fuck you up the ass so fucking hard. you are so fucking spoiled. your dad has more fucking money then god, your parents fucking love you, your fucking good at everything, go fuck yourself in your mansion your suppose to be my best friend. FUCK YOU!!!!! YOUR A MOTHER FUCKING ASS FUCKING BITCH FUCKING WHORE!!!!! jesus fucking crist
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- vampirelover
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stop telling me i dont have anything to be stressed i know i am overly sensative but you should have protected me from the stuff that has made me like this, aren't parents meant to protect theres daughters from stuff like abuse and bullying you didnt even care. I wish i could hate you but i cant because your still my parents so I love you and it hurts when you blame me and when you try and change everything about me
Im Bi, not girly , i dont like business studies, im happy with my weight and im not unhealthy, i dont care if you think my eye make up is to heavey or if i suit frills.
I am who I am so stop trying to change me.
Im Bi, not girly , i dont like business studies, im happy with my weight and im not unhealthy, i dont care if you think my eye make up is to heavey or if i suit frills.
I am who I am so stop trying to change me.
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
time since last slip : 2 days
- bee.loved12
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I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY THE FUCK I TALK TO YOU AT ALL. STOP TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME ANYMORE. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME, ANYTHING I DO, OR THE WAY MY LIFE TURNS OUT. WHAT DOES IT MATTER TO YOU IF I AM DESTROYING MYSELF? I'VE BEEN "DESTROYING" MYSELF FOR FIVE FUCKING YEARS AND I'M STILL FUCKING HERE. IT CLEARLY DOESN'T MATTER TO YOU AT ALL WHAT I DO WITH MYSELF, SO THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO NEED FOR YOU TO TRY TO STOP ME.
AND MAYBE I AM FOLLOWING MY FUCKING DREAMS. AT LEAST I'M BEING PRACTICAL AND NOT PRETENDING LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH MY LIFE. I'M GONNA FUCKING CHANGE THE WORLD AND SAVE LIVES. THAT SHIT MATTERS. DON'T EVEN TRY TO TELL ME HOW I'M FEELING OR TELLING ME YOU RELATE. BECAUSE YOU DON'T. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE. YOU JUST DON'T KNOW. YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU BEING ALWAYS ON TOP OF SHIT AND THINKING YOU HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS. BECAUSE YOU DON'T.
AND MAYBE I AM FOLLOWING MY FUCKING DREAMS. AT LEAST I'M BEING PRACTICAL AND NOT PRETENDING LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH MY LIFE. I'M GONNA FUCKING CHANGE THE WORLD AND SAVE LIVES. THAT SHIT MATTERS. DON'T EVEN TRY TO TELL ME HOW I'M FEELING OR TELLING ME YOU RELATE. BECAUSE YOU DON'T. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE. YOU JUST DON'T KNOW. YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU BEING ALWAYS ON TOP OF SHIT AND THINKING YOU HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS. BECAUSE YOU DON'T.
maybe today, we can put the past away.
SI free since 9.22.2008
SI free since 9.22.2008
- fadingbutterfly
- bus mechanic
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- *~*Lexi*~*
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- Stefani140
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Why do you always have to insinuate that the person I love is going to leave me? You don't know! You have no fuckin idea what you're talking about. You don't know him, and you bully me...fabulous mothering really! You know how paranoid and scared I am of being used and being abandoned...so what do you do? You pound that fear into my fucking head until I can't do shit except worry about it. You claim its because you don't want me to be disappointed....you're the one who's disappointing me. Damn, this is not a difficult concept! So, just SHUT THE FUCK UP about my life if you can't be supportive.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
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- Licentia Poetica
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you think I'm the picture of health and happiness? that i need MORE THINGS TO HAPPEN TO ME? You think my faith in the world isn't broken enough???
YOU THINK I DONT THINK I DESERVE TO DIE FOR WHAT IVE DONE?
YOU THINK I DONT THINK I DESERVE TO DIE FOR WHAT IVE DONE?
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- red umbrellas
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the fact that after tomorrow i will never need to see you again FILLS ME WITH JOY
YOU ARE A HORRIBLE, MEAN-SPIRITED, BITTER, PATHETIC, CONTROLLING, ANALLY-RETENTIVE BITCH
GOODBYE FOREVER. FINALLY
YOU ARE A HORRIBLE, MEAN-SPIRITED, BITTER, PATHETIC, CONTROLLING, ANALLY-RETENTIVE BITCH
GOODBYE FOREVER. FINALLY
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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someone tell me who to believe!
please!
i cant just be stuck in the middle. i hate the middle
if there was anyone for me to talk to properly id be better,
but no, he fucked off, after all that trust, all that time
I STILL LOVE YOU
thats what gets me the most.
today i didnt want to go, i almost turned back round and went home. ta.
please!
i cant just be stuck in the middle. i hate the middle
if there was anyone for me to talk to properly id be better,
but no, he fucked off, after all that trust, all that time
I STILL LOVE YOU
thats what gets me the most.
today i didnt want to go, i almost turned back round and went home. ta.
i love you to the end
- Mistress
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I can't do this. It's my greatest fear - the one thing I had, my intelligence, is being *eaten* by this bloody mental illness.
FUCK.
FUCK.
so here's us, on the raggedy edge...
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,
fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream
before...
________
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,
fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream
before...
________
fuck you. i can do what the fuck i want. i can take whatever fucking pills i want, i can fucking cut, and i can get fucking drunk all the time. its my way of coping with everything thats happend to me you fucker. dont tell me you fucking understand you dont understand SHIT
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My writings and stuff~~~
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- ursulabear
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YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE! I CAN'T BELEIVE I LET YOU DO THOSE THINGS TO ME! YOU SAY THE MEANEST THINGS TO ME. YOU FUCKING MAKE ME CUT! i hate you more than anything else in the world.
I HOPE YOU DIE!!!!!! YOU CAN ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!
YOU CAN EAT SHIT!
I HOPE YOU DIE!!!!!! YOU CAN ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!
YOU CAN EAT SHIT!
blessing all the birds that died so i could live. be a women, being a woman.
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