Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

Dorky&Weird2 · Post by **Dorky&Weird2** » Sun Oct 26, 2008 4:19 am

When I saw you today, I was actually glad I'm not your friend anymore
isnt that sad...for you YES, for me NOPE.

*S*

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sun Oct 26, 2008 1:03 pm

people like me don't recover.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Sun Oct 26, 2008 1:05 pm

I can't food today. It's just not possible.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Oct 26, 2008 1:20 pm

Its getting harder and harder for me to eat if I can't exercise to justify it....and I like that.

SplinteredGirl · Post by **SplinteredGirl** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 12:30 am

i talked to you once about SI over a year ago.
Ive heard the jokes you and evryone make (not that its necesarily direscted towards me)
*moves hand over arm* AGGG i want attention

you have scars to. what gives

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 2:10 am

I don't care about having a place to put my clothes.

the real reason I want you to fix my closet is so I can have a place to smoke pot in the house.

I hate being sober.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 11:35 am

semi-flirting with you has made my insides go a bit butterfly-esque....even though I know I probably shouldn't be semi-flirting with you because you're his friend and workmate

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 5:37 pm

I wish my pdoc would lock me away. but I have too many responsablities and I dont want to have my husband to explain it to people.

volta · Post by **volta** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 5:41 pm

my parents just need to stop trying to fix me. i won't be fixed, ever. and now that my illness is affecting my future, well, i don't know what's going to happen.

kalayla · Post by **kalayla** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 5:41 pm

im afraid to admit that there might be more wrong than i let on

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 5:54 pm

I think everyone is watching me and making bets on what I will do next.

I have always been taken care of, why should I try, everyone will keep me afloat to see what happens next.

I think there is a camera in my head so people can see my thoughts.

everyone is fucking with me.

figment · Post by **figment** » Tue Oct 28, 2008 6:02 pm

i love some of you. and hate the way some of you behave,. and no matter how much i love or hate you none of it will change

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Wed Oct 29, 2008 3:16 pm

i'm scared to let the hope build incase this isn't as bad as it gets, incase i've still got further to fall. i don't know how to get past it

Kaleb · Post by **Kaleb** » Wed Oct 29, 2008 4:00 pm

I still miss my ex-girlfriend so much it hurts to concentrate - i've been trying to pretend i hate her and that i'm fine - but i'm not - it hurts more than I could ever explain

- I just wish I was still her girl

it hurts

I feel so alone and so pathetic

kgraff · Post by **kgraff** » Thu Oct 30, 2008 12:21 am

my dad hits me

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Thu Oct 30, 2008 3:41 am

i really have fallen.

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Thu Oct 30, 2008 5:10 pm

I want my husband to be ok with the cutting and let me bring in into our sexlife.

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Fri Oct 31, 2008 8:07 pm

I just gave my # to another man and said "I'm married, I hope you dont mind" and he said "it doesnt bother me."

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Sat Nov 01, 2008 4:24 am

I wish you hadn't made me feel even more paranoid tonight, now i'm left wishing i wasn't even alive,

i don't feel like i belong anywhere

Unknow'in · Post by **Unknow'in** » Sat Nov 01, 2008 4:34 am

I am feeling I want to hurt myself.
I want to die. ASAP
Suicide feels like a good option.

I am scared shit less to get help. "Landed in the hospital and total faked I was better to get out I hate being couped UP! AHhhhhh

bus

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