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- Stefani140
- just plain inspiring
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its not your business if we were fighting or not, you're not involved...you're just waiting for there to be trouble so you can pounce. its not your goddamn business so stay out of it you skank bitch
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
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PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
My Place: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128060
- ambivalent red
- growing roots
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- steady hands
- quintessential regular
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- ambivalent red
- growing roots
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- ambivalent red
- growing roots
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- mephistopheles
- cow control
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- ReineDuSommeil
- just plain inspiring
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I didn't ask for you to change the situation. All I wanted was for you to acknowledge how I felt. And you couldn't even manage that
We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
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- meeting the neighbors
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I thought our marriage was to last forever. I didn't mean to get sick. I don't understand why you couldn't handle my needs but brought a more needy person into your life instead. Seeing you in her arms, hearing her talk about intimate details, watching you watching her, and more were very hard for me. Still I came back to you, but you continued to choose her. Now you want me to drop the divorce you started? You want me to say I want you sharing my bed? Why can't I own my feelings and not have you negate them? Why is it all my fault?
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It has been almost 20 years since you left me. I'm thinking about you. What were you thinking about this night 20 years ago? Were you so troubled by family? I know I was just your niece you tried to be a daddy for, but did you think of me? I still remember exactly where I was when the counselor at college told me. So many of the details of those days are still engraved in my memory. Maw-Maw cried for you. You were the only one who didn't avoid her projects. Does she give you projects to work on now that you are together again? I have tried to join you, but people won't let me. Please don't forget me. Save a place for me.
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It has been almost 20 years since you left me. I'm thinking about you. What were you thinking about this night 20 years ago? Were you so troubled by family? I know I was just your niece you tried to be a daddy for, but did you think of me? I still remember exactly where I was when the counselor at college told me. So many of the details of those days are still engraved in my memory. Maw-Maw cried for you. You were the only one who didn't avoid her projects. Does she give you projects to work on now that you are together again? I have tried to join you, but people won't let me. Please don't forget me. Save a place for me.
- MusicalMorphine
- growing roots
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- Ruby Tuesday
- just plain inspiring
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- Location: on the floor of a library
I don't feel like I know myself.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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- Kiki_in_LA
- one of us
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You don't understand how I feel, because you are happy.
You knew what I was doing and didn't try to stop me. You didn't even ask about it. Why?
To my roommate: I hate your fakeness. Your laugh. And, most of all, you hipocrisy. Don't preach to me about being a "good Christian" when you have hickies all over your neck and you're the one bringing guys in to sleep in our room. Just stop.
To J: You are the most negative, immature person I've ever met. Please just leave me alone, because you are dragging me down with you.
(That was liberating!)
You knew what I was doing and didn't try to stop me. You didn't even ask about it. Why?
To my roommate: I hate your fakeness. Your laugh. And, most of all, you hipocrisy. Don't preach to me about being a "good Christian" when you have hickies all over your neck and you're the one bringing guys in to sleep in our room. Just stop.
To J: You are the most negative, immature person I've ever met. Please just leave me alone, because you are dragging me down with you.
(That was liberating!)
~*We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars-Oscar Wilde*~
- ambivalent red
- growing roots
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