Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Oct 11, 2008 7:39 pm

I like you more than I think I've ever liked anyone. You make me happy, you make me feel amazing.. you make me even start to like myself. Nobody's ever done that before.

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Post by ThanksALatte » Sat Oct 11, 2008 10:49 pm

i miss how things were. i dont like the change. i want to rewind.
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Post by Beasty » Sat Oct 11, 2008 10:55 pm

I reminded you last night. You know this is a big deal. So why haven't you said anything about it today?
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Post by the edge of the world » Sun Oct 12, 2008 5:33 am

Help? I don't know how, I don't know what, but can someone help?

Don't help me! I don't need help. I'm FINE, can't you tell?!
What is with everyone wanting to be nice? What's wrong with everyone?
Just let me be.


You can't help me. You will fail. And I will fall.
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Post by Spidey » Sun Oct 12, 2008 6:35 am

*SU*

I have everything I want in the universe and I still want to die.

I feel as if I am being ungrateful.

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I had a credible, viable method and suicide plan that I came dangerously close to executing. As usual you come in the nick of time. I love you.
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Post by fiona » Sun Oct 12, 2008 4:22 pm

please don't leave me..I can't fight them without you :cry:
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Post by Eva » Sun Oct 12, 2008 8:47 pm

-I'm sorry :(

-I miss you. I wish you could just be normal.
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Post by volta » Sun Oct 12, 2008 11:31 pm

fuck you for leaving us. i hate you. i hate you so much. and i hate that he ever loved you. you're killing him, and it hurts me. if only you would come back and see the damage you've done.
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Post by ThanksALatte » Mon Oct 13, 2008 1:41 am

how can you say i dont try? its not like youre ever around to see whether i do or dont. every day i try so f***ing hard to change. but you dont see that. all you see are my failures. i just told you i hated who ive become and you go and say that i dont even try to change. thats not going to help anything.
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Mon Oct 13, 2008 9:13 am

I'm sorry..........but that's never enough
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Mon Oct 13, 2008 9:13 am

I'm sorry..........but that's never enough
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Post by pelagic » Mon Oct 13, 2008 11:14 am

IF YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH, WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS CALLING ME STUPID, WORTHLESS, AND LAZY? WHY ARE YOU NEVER PROUD OF ME? WHY DO YOU EXPRESS HATRED AND INDIFFERENCE TO EVERYTHING I DO?

FUCK YOU!
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Post by ambivalent red » Wed Oct 15, 2008 6:26 pm

I cant afford DBT at a clinic. I will need to see someone one on one. I cant stop thinking about you and Friday is too far away. I must see you before. You're right I do have attachment issues with you, I'm scared to lose you so I dont want to get close, but your my fucking doctor, TAKE IT ALL AWAY! Why cant you do that for me???
I not only lied about the cutting but I lied about my meds. Im not taking them as you think.

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Im cutting myself in the bathroom and locing myself in the fucking stairwell, are you ganna fire me or what?? Why play these fucking games, we are not lovers so stop treating me as if I did something personally to you. You are my boss, grow up, man up and act like it!!

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Post by Jaz » Wed Oct 15, 2008 8:45 pm

"STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT ME, TALK TO ME PLEASE, STOP IGNORING ME!"

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Post by *Ally* » Wed Oct 15, 2008 9:38 pm

I can't believe you did that. It's so unfair. This is a serious issue for me, and you treat it like it's silly. You aired my personal issues for the whole class to hear!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRR
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Post by ambivalent red » Thu Oct 16, 2008 4:37 pm

I need you. I dont know what I would do if I could not see you again. Thanks for calling (even though I did say it, I did not say it as meaningful as I meant it)

I cant afford you, but I would go bankrupt for you. I dont want to dissapoint you even though Im not 100% honest with you.
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Post by Stefani140 » Thu Oct 16, 2008 5:16 pm

I hated it when you asked me why I can't talk to you about things that bother me. Yes, you do bother me sometimes...yes, sometimes what you say pisses me off. I wasn't entirely honest about why I don't tell you when I have a problem with something you say or do. Part of it is that I don't want to start a fight over something so minor, but that is a small part of it. Mostly, I don't want to lose you...and if I lost you because I had told you that something you said bugged me, I would never forgive myself. I know this is completely weak, but its the truth....I'm just too fucking scared of losing you to be completely honest with you.
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Post by Eva » Thu Oct 16, 2008 9:39 pm

Do you care about me at all?
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Post by Beasty » Fri Oct 17, 2008 12:56 pm

GOD DAMMIT YOU BASTARD LET ME KNOW EARLY!!!!
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Post by Roxi » Fri Oct 17, 2008 4:36 pm

I thought you understood
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