What song describes how you're feeling?

[steady hands]

john ralston - no one said it was easy.

No I never got along with life.
And I never had the stomach for a suicide.
But I’ve got subtle ways to shorten my days.
Do whatever it takes to get me by.

No one said that this was easy.
No one handed you a free pass for the ride.
No said that this was easy.
Keep your chin up maybe things will play out right
In the game of life.

There was a time when I believed in love.
But now I know it’s kid fairy tale stuff.
Once upon a time for me.
Like a Holy Sacrament to receive.
But cancer man it sure cured my belief.

No one said that this was easy.
No one handed you a free pass for the ride.
No said that this was easy.
Keep your chin up maybe things will play out right
In the game of life.

It’s like getting pulled over by the blue lights.
Commit the crime so then you hear your rights.
And they put you away and you wait for the day;
For mercy, grace, or luck to look your way.

You sit between four prison walls
And you listen to the guards walk down the halls.
You were sentenced to life from the day that you were born.
You’ll be guilty long past the day you die.

No one said that this was easy.
No one handed you a free pass for the ride.
No said that this was easy.
Keep your chin up maybe things will play out right
In the game of life

[ultimate starshine]

Bryan Adams (Everything i do, I do it for you)

[KLove24]

Who do you carry the torch for, my young man?
Do you believe in anything?
Do you carry it around just to burn things down?

Meet me tonight on the turnpike, my darling
cause we believe in everything
If we sweat all these debts then we're sure to drown
So we strap ourselves up to this engine now
with a God that we found, laying under the backseat

What did you learn tonight?
you're shouting so loud you barely enjoy this broken thing
you're a voice that never sings, is what I say
You were freezing over hell
You were bringing on the end, you do so well
You can only blame yourself, it's what I say

Order your daughters to ignore me, think that will sort me
and sweep me under the rug
And a beating with a book everyone
the book tells you to love
There is an ember in the heart of the kiln
And its burning hot with love
Burning out my sins until there's nothing but dust
holding me with care into your cigarette
Cause the God I believe in never worked on a campaign trail

What did you learn tonight?
you're shouting so loud you barely enjoy this broken thing
you're a voice that never sings, is what I say
You were freezing over hell
You were bringing on the end, you do so well
You can only blame yourself, it's what I say

Who do you carry the torch for, my young man?
Do you believe in anything?
Do you carry it around just to burn things to the ground?

What did you learn tonight?
you're shouting so loud you barely enjoy this broken thing
you're a voice that never sings, is what I say
You were freezing over hell
You were bringing on the end, you do so well
You can only blame yourself, it's what I say

Feels like we could escape this
I might throw it away for fear of the silver sun
If you try running a maze of your lies
It's too hard to save you've thrown out everyone

[DecemberLivy]

Strange and Beautiful - Aqualung

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.


Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

[depressed1]

i will follow you into the dark, and what sarah said by death cab for cutie

[mikedemons]

Desending Angles by Misfits

Torn from the heavens
they fall from the sky
walk the streets alone
born a man
they walk the shadows
keepers of the night
more to life is free
cant call back the keepers
the blood more than rain
and soon you'll be alone

desending angals stand by my side
we'll face the night
desending angals and gard the gates of hell just one more night
for in the morning we'll bring the light

Born of in the image of a god
heavenly fall face no savor as to sin
no one to gide us
alone we face the night
more to live then breath
born to reble angals
they made their final stand and soon you'll be alone

desending angals stand by my side
we'll face the night
desending angals and gaurd the gates of hell just one more night
for in the morning we'll bring the light

forever ends tonight
decending angals

desending angals stand by my side
we'll face the night
desending angals and gaurd the gates of hell just one more night
for in the morning we'll bring the light

[Morgoth]

In the arms of Perdition - Despised Icon

[KLove24]

Seventy Times 7
Brand New

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
and now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to.

As if this happening wasn't enough I got to go
and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, the cover's over my head.
I wrote a message on my pillow that says, "Jesse, stay asleep in bed."
So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again.)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)

In case he ever wonders if I hate him!

[twistddreamr]

Matchbox 20- Real World


I wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker
I wonder what it's like to know that I make the rain
I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone
And you can come see them when I'm...done, when I'm done
I wonder what it's like to be a super hero
I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown
From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow sun
Boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho
I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I said
I'd shout out an order, I think we're out of this man get me some
Boy don't make me wanna change my...tone, my tone

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

Please don't change, please don't break
The only thing that seems to work at all is you
Please don't change, at all from me
To you, and you to me

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

[Morgoth]

Angel - sarah mccaghlan

[depressed1]

tangled up in you
by Staind
---------------------
You're My World
The Shelter From The Rain
You're The Pills
That Take Away My Pain
You're The Light
That Helps Me Find My Way
You're The Words
When I Have Nothing To Say

And In This World
Where Nothing Else Is True
Here I Am
Still Tangled Up In You
I'm Still Tangled Up In You
Still Tangled Up In You

You're The Fire
That Warms Me When I'm Cold
You're The Hand
I Have To Hold As I Grow Old
You're The Shore
When I Am Lost At Sea
You're The Only Thing
That I Like About Me

And In This World
Where Nothing Else Is True
Here I Am
Still Tangled Up In You
I'm Still Tangled Up In You

How Long Has It Been
Since This Storyline Began
And I Hope It Never Ends
And Goes Like This Forever

In This World
Where Nothing Else Is True
Here I Am
Still Tangled Up In You
Tangled Up In You
I'm Still Tangled Up In You
Still Tangled Up In You

[Morgoth]

Quarantine by Despised Icon

I have done it again
I could not avoid the soft comforting touch of your presence any longer

Increasingly isolated. I slowly find relief in silence
I sense the spirited child in me gradually letting go
Its golden smile grows weary with every disappointment
I miss the old days and I know you feel the same way
How can something this special become so distant?

The exhaustion of boredom has taken its toll
Wash these walls and and throw away the ashtray
Feel it coming
I've slept away too many days
Take me back to a place
where everything makes sense again

I never meant for things to turn out this way

No matter what the outcome is,
The good times will always remain
as intact as a static little perfectly drawn portrait
Holding on to them seems like the only thing pure enough to drive me at times

Increasingly isolated, I slowly find relief in silence
I sense the spirited child in me gradually letting go
Its golden smile grows weary with every disappointment
I miss the old days and I know you feel the same way
How can something so special fade as time goes by?

[KLove24]

Oh pain
I'm doing bad
I'm getting answers to some questions
That I should have never asked
And it's getting old
It's decomposing fact
Cuz when I thought it couldn't get much worse
Life stabbed me in the back

I'd rather face the gallows
Cuz, nothing matters
And I'll just change my name

There is no love just apatite
And its consequences keep you up at night

Your apatite is rustic best
And it's up to us to figure out the rest

I thought that I
Was working towards the truth
Thought if I waiting long enough
I'd put this passion to your use
And in a flash
Cut to me with hand in hands
In a fight without a cause I am a wounded veteran

I'd rather face the gallows
Cuz, nothing matters
And I'll just change my name

There is no love just apatite
And its consequences keep you up at night

Your apatite is rustic best
And it's up to us to figure out the rest

It's not right now to lose control the way I do
(I am a slave to this)
(I am a masochist)
This ones got whiskers it as old as ice, it's nothing new
(I am a slave to this)
(I am a masochist)

I'd rather face the gallows
Cuz, nothing matters
And I'll just change my name

There is no love just apatite
And it's consequences keep you up at night

Your apatite is rustic best
And it's up to us to figure out the rest

And it's up to us to figure out the rest

[twistddreamr]

Swim by Jack's Mannequin

You gotta swim
Swim for your life
Swim for the music
That saves you
When you're not so sure you'll survive
You gotta swim
Swim when it hurts
The whole world is watching
You haven't come this far
To fall off the earth
The currents will pull you
Away from your love
Just keep your head above

I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the door
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
Cracking me open yeah
I swim to brighter days
Despite the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I'm not giving in
I swim

You gotta swim
For nights that wont end
Swim for your families
Your lovers your sisters
And brothers your friends
Yeah you gotta swim
For wars without cause
Swim for the lost politicians
Who don't see their greed is a flaw
The currents will pull us
Away from our love
Just keep your head above

I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the door
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
Cracking me open now
I swim to brighter days
Despite of the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I'm not giving in
I'm not giving in
I swim

You gotta swim
Swim in the dark
There's an ocean to drift in
Feel the tide shifting away from the spark
Yeah you gotta swim
Don't let yourself sink
Just follow the horizon
I promise you it's not as far as you think
The currents will drag us away from our love
Just keep your head above
Just keep your head above
Swim
Just keep your head above
Swim, swim
Just keep your head above
Swim

[Pained-Beauty]

Precious things- Tori Amos

So I ran faster
But it caught me here
Yes my loyalties turned
Like my ankle
In the seventh grade
Running after billy
Running after the rain

These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break their hold over me

He said youre really an ugly girl
But I like the way you play
And I died
But I thanked him
Can you believe that
Sick sick
Holding on to his picture
Dressing up every day
I wanna smash the faces
Of those beautiful boys
Those christian boys
So you can make me cum
That doesnt make you jesus

These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break their hold over me

I remember
Yes in my peach party dress
No one dared
No one cared
To tell me where the pretty girls are
Those demigods
With their nine-inch nails and little fascist panties tucked inside the heart of every nice girl

These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break
Let them wash away
These these precious things
Let them bleed now
Let them wash away
These these precious things
Let them break their hold over me

Precious ...
Precious ...

[VowsOfSadness]

Hurt by Jonny Cash

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

[fiona]

Somedays aren't yours at all
They come and go as if they're someone elses days
They come and leave you behind some elses face
And it's harsher than yours
And colder than yours

They come in all quiet sweep up and then they leave
And you don't hear a single floor board creak
They're so much stronger than the friends you try to keep by your side

Downtown, downtown
I'm not here, not anymore
I've gone away
Don't call me don't write

I'm in love with your daughter
I want to have her baby I'm in love with your daughter
So can I please

Downtown, downtown
I'm not here
Not anymore
I've gone away don't call me don't write
I've gone away don't call me don't write

Somedays aren't yours at all
They come and go as if they're someone elses days
They come and leave you behind some elses face
And it's harsher than yours

[ambivalent red]

Sing your life ~Morrissey

[KLove24]

Stuck in a laundromat
Clutching a photograph of you
God knows who's ready
God don't know you

The blame won't change autumn days
When the sky is falling
Hey, hey
Don't waste one more day
Love the sky falling

Life in the aftermath
Walking on broken glass
My friends, try walking steady and straight ahead

'Cause the blame won't change autumn days
When the sky is falling
Hey, hey
Don't waste one more day
Love the sky falling

Live
If you wanted
If you like
If you wanted
If you tried
If you wanted love
You better run

For you life
If you wanted
Because I tried
If you wanted
Because you lied
If you wanted love
You better run

'Cause the blame won't change autumn days
When the sky is falling
Hey, hey
Don't waste one more day
Love the sky falling

[the edge of the world]

Carbon Monoxide, by Cake

lyrics:

Too much carbon monoxide for me to bear,
Too much carbon monoxide for me to bear,
Where's the air?
Where's the air?
Where's the air?
Where's the air?

Car after bus after car after truck,
After this my lungs will be so fucked up,
I wish I was in that Mercedes Benz,
Sealed away from my sins,
I'd have the music high, Going 95, Ahhhh...

Too much (Too much),
Too much,
Too much (Too much),
Too much,
Too much (Too much),
Hey...

Too much carbon monoxide for me to bear,
Too much carbon monoxide for me to bear,
Don't you care?
Don't you care?
Don't you care? (don't you),
Don't you care?

Car after bus after car after truck,
After this my lungs will be so fucked up,
I wish I wasn't just a pedestrian breathing all this in,
I look up at that grey sky,
It makes me want to... Ahhhhh...

Too much (Too much),
Too much,
Too much (Too much),
Too much,
Too much (Too much),
Hey...

Too much carbon monoxide for me to bear.