Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by pinky » Thu Sep 25, 2008 2:37 pm

not sure how much longer i can hold on...
welcome wagon member - member of OATS - oldies against text speak
you will always be remembered and missed
:pinkheart: 7.12.08 Carmen :pinkheart:
:pinkheart: 1.16.11 Kalika :pinkheart:
:pinkheart: 11.3.11 Yorkie :pinkheart:
:pinkheart: 4.20.12 Dewkey :pinkheart:
the time to tell someone you care is now
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Sep 25, 2008 4:12 pm

vulnerable.
tender.
scared.
lonely.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by kalayla » Thu Sep 25, 2008 5:37 pm

tired...

scared cuz my tools are gone
{ItsFatalYouKnow}
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"when they finally
found me this halo fit my throat. I am your contorted angel"
SI free: a while
{{disco lemonade}}
my place<3
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Post by Morgoth » Thu Sep 25, 2008 9:20 pm

Tired
Alone
x.X.This Is Mayhem.X.x.
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Post by KLove24 » Fri Sep 26, 2008 6:12 am

used
pissed
lonely
sad
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Sep 26, 2008 12:53 pm

scared.
hurt.
vulnerable.
tired.
small.
unwanted..

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by Jamas » Sat Sep 27, 2008 6:22 pm

I was feeling frightened and anxious and awkward and clumsy and foolish, but now that I'm on BUS I feel better.

thanks, my friends,

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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Sep 27, 2008 6:33 pm

sleepy, apathetic, worried about classes, distracted
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Post by Morgoth » Sat Sep 27, 2008 9:14 pm

Suicidal
apathetic
x.X.This Is Mayhem.X.x.
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the edge of the world
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:05 pm

a little anxious, uncertain, worried about schoolwork/exams/homework, sleepy, confuzzled, slightly overwhelmed verging on brain shutdown, distracted, annoyed at being distracted, frustrated
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Sep 28, 2008 4:38 am

tired.
stressy.
anxious.
tired.
worried.
annoyed.
tired.
frustrated.
hurt.
tired.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by PassingCloud » Sun Sep 28, 2008 8:13 am

a little scared but also excited and curious.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by Morgoth » Sun Sep 28, 2008 6:57 pm

stressed
tired
ignored
x.X.This Is Mayhem.X.x.
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Post by jennikins84 » Mon Sep 29, 2008 12:17 am

Sick, empty, guilty.
<center>:1hugs: Hugs are always welcome.... :1hugs:

"To every complex problem there is an easy answer - and it is wrong." - Anon

"anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind"

You get through one day at a time, / You find a way of staying numb....
But don't look in the mirror / To see what you've become..." - Fame</center>
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Post by ThanksALatte » Mon Sep 29, 2008 2:00 am

empty. hopeless. alone.
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
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Post by Morgoth » Mon Sep 29, 2008 6:38 am

SICK, VERY SICK!!

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x.X.This Is Mayhem.X.x.
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Sep 29, 2008 12:04 pm

scared, overwhelmed, anxious, a tiny bit excited, worried
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Mon Sep 29, 2008 3:30 pm

exhausted
anxious
sickly
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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ambivalent red
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Post by ambivalent red » Mon Sep 29, 2008 6:04 pm

distracted
dont give a shit
disociated
dont give a shit
anxious
dont give a shit
concerned
dont give a shit
all over the place
dont give a shit
overwhelmed
dont give a shit
lost
dont give a shit

my arm fucking hurts but guess what... dont give a shit!!!!!!!!!
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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Post by Morgoth » Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:33 pm

Exxcited
Happy
Sick
x.X.This Is Mayhem.X.x.
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