last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Thu Sep 25, 2008 11:16 pm

Because it's been 2 months and 15 days since my last SI, which is the longest I've gone in the last 3 years, and I didn't want to break my record.

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Fri Sep 26, 2008 6:03 am

he is not worth putting anymore scars on my body, no matter how much it hurts.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Fri Sep 26, 2008 9:42 pm

parents visiting tomorrow, I could probably have hidden it but don't want to take any risks.

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Sat Sep 27, 2008 5:29 pm

because I'm still in so much pain from last time.

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Sat Sep 27, 2008 7:12 pm

coz i was till hurting from the day before

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Mon Sep 29, 2008 3:29 pm

because I'm scared that it will never stop.

the edge of the world · Post by **the edge of the world** » Tue Sep 30, 2008 2:55 am

I didn't think it would help so much as perpetuate the bad feeling that accompanied the urge.

ThanksALatte · Post by **ThanksALatte** » Tue Sep 30, 2008 3:23 am

i am afraid of what will happen if i start again.

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Tue Sep 30, 2008 5:37 pm

because i was too angry to.
because i was scared how bad id do it.

xunwrittenx · Post by **xunwrittenx** » Tue Sep 30, 2008 7:14 pm

Because it's not worth it in the end.

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Tue Sep 30, 2008 8:38 pm

i knida gave in...
i will try harder next time as im supposed to be going out with a 'friend' next month and she will flip at me if she sees anything

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Wed Oct 01, 2008 3:11 pm

i was too angry to and i dont have a choice about saturday

Inthebox · Post by **Inthebox** » Wed Oct 01, 2008 3:55 pm

Because I REFUSE to SI on my birthday, refuse, refuse, refuse

I feel better from the cutting for only a day or so, but after a week when it starts to heal, I feel a lot better - so part of me likes not having the cuts.

kalayla · Post by **kalayla** » Wed Oct 01, 2008 5:22 pm

because i had to go to college night

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Wed Oct 01, 2008 6:05 pm

because I am at work, and I refuse to si at work...absolutely refuse.

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Wed Oct 01, 2008 7:02 pm

my daughter needed me

han · Post by **han** » Wed Oct 15, 2008 11:33 am

because I didnt want to make it a 3rd slip this year after 5 years no si no slips

because I didnt want to disappoint a friend on bus who thinks I'm being strong

because I was going to see family and didnt want to have hide scars

because I didnt want to have to stress at work about them seeing scars

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Thu Oct 16, 2008 9:07 pm

because i dont want to go back to where i used to be. bus distracted me

jadedraven · Post by **jadedraven** » Mon Oct 20, 2008 6:16 am

because I don't want to feel pathetic and weak, and seeing the aftermath makes me feel that way

because I don't want to have to cover it up and be constantly worried someone might see and freak

han · Post by **han** » Mon Oct 20, 2008 5:51 pm

because i am actually stronger than i thought

last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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