Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
I said that you would fail at something. Then I remembered how well you did it and how much I loved it.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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You are a BITCH. I have zero respect for you and I can't wait until I never have to see you again.
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Thanks for taking my position into consideration - I appreciate that. But it doesn't make this any easier and I don't think you realise how hard it is. You've never been in this place.
On every level, it hurts...it's overwhelming.
I hate you and I don't and I never even know in the end
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You let me down so many times I don't know why I have any faith left
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Thank you. I'm sorry I can't be more
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Thanks for taking my position into consideration - I appreciate that. But it doesn't make this any easier and I don't think you realise how hard it is. You've never been in this place.
On every level, it hurts...it's overwhelming.
I hate you and I don't and I never even know in the end
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You let me down so many times I don't know why I have any faith left
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Thank you. I'm sorry I can't be more
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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how fucking dare you, this was the last thing i needed when i got back today, it's not even that you used my room, it's that no one told me, so now i have no clean sheets for tonight, and - it just bugs me becasue until you get home i don't even know who it was.
why didn't you just text to say, i wouldn't have minded
this isn't fair, nor is using my stuff whilst i was gone
why didn't you just text to say, i wouldn't have minded
this isn't fair, nor is using my stuff whilst i was gone
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
You're so negative! I really wish that sometimes you could look for the positive in things, or identify that things aren't always that bad. I *know* that depression makes us lose interest and pleasure in things and it's easier to moan, but it's the easy way - it's harder to look for the positive but it is there.
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look at me, see me, talk to me. how are you not noticing that i'm falling apart. when you ask how i 'm doing i ignore the question - you should know me well enough by now to know that means i'm not good
or maybe you do and that's why you're not talking to me
i must be such a drain on you - i'm sorry
or maybe you do and that's why you're not talking to me
i must be such a drain on you - i'm sorry
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
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Why do you have to yell at me all the time?? I'm your daughter, I'm the one you should love, not put down and make me feel like shit. And don't even TRY to give me that fucking excuse about withdrawal. You always treat me like that. You always put me down and make me feel worthless. And I am fucking sick and TIRED of it!!
We come in pieces.
"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
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"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
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Elf Sib~Sprink
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i want to trust you. i do. but i cant. sometimes i want you to push me more. i know its because you dont want to overdo it, but it lets me know you care. and i know you care but sometimes i need to be reminded. because yeah i hate myself that much.
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
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You have some fucking nerve you really do. You think you're helping someone by throwing catty ass fucking comments at me. Take your bull shit myspace comments that you can post about me all you want and shove them up your ass. Last time I checked anyone can out something on the internet about someone, try saying it to my face.
You have some fucking nerve you really do. You think you're helping someone by throwing catty ass fucking comments at me. Take your bull shit myspace comments that you can post about me all you want and shove them up your ass. Last time I checked anyone can out something on the internet about someone, try saying it to my face.
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G - how I feel about you is slightly screwing me up, and I think it's mostly because I can't talk to anyone about it. Believe me, I'm not naive and I'm not trying to kid myself theres more to this than there is, its just you represent something so important to me. you represent what I want, for all your gorgeousness and all your impossibility. all I know is that when I'm near you my heart races like it never has before and when I think of you I feel breathless. you make me crazy.
I know this is just 'another one of my little obsessions', I'm not denying that, but I think this is thee obsession. this is the important one, the one that will change who I am and how I live my life forever.
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B - I am dying to talk to you about this, literally dying. you are the closest thing I've got to a best friend and while I thought I could never tell you about it- now I feel if I don't tell someone it's going to really mess me up. but theres things holding me back. one of them is that I know, I mean, I know, you'll manage to make this all about you and your experiences instead of me and mine. I know all about your feelings on the subject, you're so damn open about it I don't actually believe they're true. but this is important to me, and deadly serious. this isn't some phase. G represents a turning point in my life that I can't express to anyone, do you have any idea how torturing that can be? fuck, I don't even know what I expect from you.
I know this is just 'another one of my little obsessions', I'm not denying that, but I think this is thee obsession. this is the important one, the one that will change who I am and how I live my life forever.
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B - I am dying to talk to you about this, literally dying. you are the closest thing I've got to a best friend and while I thought I could never tell you about it- now I feel if I don't tell someone it's going to really mess me up. but theres things holding me back. one of them is that I know, I mean, I know, you'll manage to make this all about you and your experiences instead of me and mine. I know all about your feelings on the subject, you're so damn open about it I don't actually believe they're true. but this is important to me, and deadly serious. this isn't some phase. G represents a turning point in my life that I can't express to anyone, do you have any idea how torturing that can be? fuck, I don't even know what I expect from you.
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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I wish you'd leave me so I don't have to wonder about leaving you. If you could just pull your weight, you're off all fucking day but it never occurs to you to just push the vacuum around or change the bedding or do some washing of your own accord. I do it when I get home from work, when you grumble at me for not relaxing, or say not to over-do it. Yes ok, I've only vacuumed once or twice since being at the flat and you've probably done it more than me, but I've had to ask each and every time for you to do it. And as for that fucking computer, I'm about ready to take the baseball bat to it, can you not exercise some self control, please?! I hate to seem so demanding and every time we argue it feels like my fault cause I'm nagging, but if I got a little help and support I'm sure it'd help. Else I'm not going to stick it much longer.
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The world could move if you knew how much I love you... but I'm married and so are you... You say the word and I'm there.
Leave your house, Dad. It's not worth dying for.
I lied, I did cut- sorry, Doc.
I'm angry with myself for not letting him go and not giving my self competely to you. I wish you could know how much I still love him and I'm sorry for all the walls around me. I'm also sorry for all the scars and new cuts you have to see everyday. I do love you or I would not have married you. If it is not him it is you. I'm sorry you are 2nd in my heart. I am trying to change it.
Dad, please leave.
Leave your house, Dad. It's not worth dying for.
I lied, I did cut- sorry, Doc.
I'm angry with myself for not letting him go and not giving my self competely to you. I wish you could know how much I still love him and I'm sorry for all the walls around me. I'm also sorry for all the scars and new cuts you have to see everyday. I do love you or I would not have married you. If it is not him it is you. I'm sorry you are 2nd in my heart. I am trying to change it.
Dad, please leave.
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There's no where to hide
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There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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"I"-i want you to know that i did like you but ever since you statred acting like a jerk and like your the best and hottest guy ever ,actually your no where near hot or cute or funny or nice and if i ever see you again i think ill scream!
that didnt really make sense but who cares lol
that didnt really make sense but who cares lol
& PM's are ok with me!
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I don't know why you are annoying me so much today, but don't think I'm ignoring you. Its not your fault, its mine...all my fucked up fault. Just like most everything else seems to be too...just please don't abandon me when I need you the most.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
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FUCK YOU. SERIOUSLY, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU HARD. FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU HARD!
HOLY SHIT. JUST SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU. YOU THINK I AM THAT MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE? YOU THINK I AM THAT INCOMPETENT? YOU THINK THAT FUCKING LOW OF ME?
FUCK YOU.
HOLY SHIT. JUST SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU. YOU THINK I AM THAT MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE? YOU THINK I AM THAT INCOMPETENT? YOU THINK THAT FUCKING LOW OF ME?
FUCK YOU.
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