Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by last_day » Fri Aug 08, 2008 9:44 am

right now i feel...

shaky
moody
clingy
lonely
unsure
slightly jealous
iffy
:-?
The lightning and the thunder
They go and they come
But the stars and the stillness
Are always at home.

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Post by icecap » Fri Aug 08, 2008 4:04 pm

anxious
scared
hate self
can't cope
distrustful
embarrassed
depressed
hurt
angry
stressed
want to escape
urgy
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Aug 08, 2008 8:36 pm

excited.
nervous.
worried
but generally happy.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by danonegative » Fri Aug 08, 2008 9:50 pm

I am feeling self-destructive and Useless right now.
I am having extreme problems with validating my self-worth.

There are too many thigs to deal with on a emotinal level right now and I feel like I might shut down. I have fought this for so long, trying so hard not to relapse and recoil into myself. I have surpressed my feelings before and it turned me into a monster, I don't ever want to be that monster again.

I am so tired of being kicked in the teeth by life...
Let me put on my clown face,
Before I roll out of bed.
So everyone who looks at me,
Won't know how sad I am.
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Post by KLove24 » Sat Aug 09, 2008 4:43 am

rejected

lonely

depressed

scared

worried
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Post by icecap » Sat Aug 09, 2008 3:07 pm

anxious
scared
freaked out
depressed
hate self
want to escape
want to disassociate
want to be numb
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Post by *Ally* » Sat Aug 09, 2008 10:35 pm

Depressed.
Forgotten.
Lonely.
Miserable.
Fat.
Tired.
Bored.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Aug 10, 2008 6:31 am

worthless by default
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Aug 10, 2008 8:45 pm

alone
rejected
pointless
ashamed
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by faegirl » Sun Aug 10, 2008 9:34 pm

worthless
lonely
sad
dizzy
hungry
worried
"lonely doesn't even begin to cover it."

faegirl is notoriously bad at keeping up with places

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Mon Aug 11, 2008 9:59 am

tired
angry
in pain
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by depressed1 » Mon Aug 11, 2008 10:19 am

depressed nearly su
tired (too tired to su)
angry
confused
hungry
saddened
worried
scared
pissed off
most of all
worthless to everyone
I'm not the one you want i'll only let you down i guess you could say i'm just feeling sorry for myself (intensity in ten cities by chiodos)

and all is quiet but the drop of my gun as i want to belong to someone, but maybe life's not for everyone (black orchid by justin furstenfeld)

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Post by *Ally* » Tue Aug 12, 2008 5:53 am

let down, sad, lonley..
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Post by Beasty » Tue Aug 12, 2008 5:59 pm

terrible.
jealous of nothing... yet.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Aug 12, 2008 7:32 pm

desperate.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by Lynds » Wed Aug 13, 2008 9:50 pm

:star: Crappy
:star: Childish for not being able to explain how I feel to the person closest to me
:star: Really, really urgy
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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Post by Callisto » Wed Aug 13, 2008 11:26 pm

betrayed
worthless
used
upset
like i want to cry
like i want to die
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Post by Callisto » Thu Aug 14, 2008 12:31 pm

like i'm falling apart
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Post by Beasty » Fri Aug 15, 2008 12:21 am

Utterly disappointed and terrified
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat Aug 16, 2008 6:08 pm

anxious
worried
stressed out
angry
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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