who are you right now? *lang trigs*

SisterMidnight · Post by **SisterMidnight** » Mon Jul 14, 2008 4:10 pm

i am...
scarred
a mom
struggling
moving forward
a survivor

i am not...
weak

i feel...
alone
isolated
scared
hurt
hopeful

i want...
peace
inner acceptance
to stop judging myself
to move forward
to not stop myself from reaching my goals
to feel worthwhile

i need...
to believe in myself

i have...
love

i love...
my family
music
my guitar

i hate...
violence
judgement
intolerance

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Mon Jul 14, 2008 4:16 pm

i am...
lazy
unhappy
procrastinating on going grocery shopping
wishing i had better friends

i am not...
happy
alive
really trying to care about her stupid drama

i feel...
used
unhappy
pissed off
did i mention USED

i want...
to not care
to be able to tell people what i think
to be happy

i need...
better friends
more money

i have...
an awesome son who makes it possible for me to go on

i love...
my son
music
my cell phone

i hate...
listening to people create drama that doesn't need to be there
having to pretend i care
not having money

simplyme311 · Post by **simplyme311** » Tue Jul 15, 2008 9:26 pm

i am...

tired
depressed
pessimistic

i am not...

assertive
pretty
funny
optimistic

i feel...

sad
angry

i want...

to be happy and positive.

i need...

friends who won't leave me.
Someone who honestly cares about me.

i have...

only myself

i love...

my two cats
my sister

i hate...

my mother
myself
people in general
being sad

neverENOUGH2010 · Post by **neverENOUGH2010** » Wed Jul 30, 2008 6:26 pm

i am...
-strong
-understanding
-caring
-brave
-able to do this....

i am not...
-a slut
-whore
-skank
-worthless
-crazy
-doing this to get attention...

i feel...
-fragile
-broken
-consumed...

i want...
-to be loved
-to fight this
-my friends to fight this
-everything to be ok...

i need...
-time
-support
-love
-my friends...

i have...
-strength
-friends
-faith....

i love...
-courtney
-chelsey
-becky
-myself....

i hate...
-zach
-alan
-evan
-any boy who has hurt me
-sarah kirby
-being told who i am by other people...

alkatraz · Post by **alkatraz** » Wed Jul 30, 2008 7:26 pm

i am...
-brutally honest. If you want the truth, come see me.
-a self injurer.
-smart.
-a cynical realist.
-a writer.

i am not...
-stupid.
-ignorant.
-a great typist.

i feel...
-lonely.
-unwanted.
-under appreciated

i want...
-to be loved by some one other then my parents.
-joy without regret.
-to feel truly wanted and needed.

i need...
-to be loved completely, as I am, how I am.
-to finish my current novel.
-some more coffee.

i have...
-hopes and dreams.
-the ability to act my way out of anything.
-too many scars and burns.

i love...
-books.
-to write.
-long walks alone.
-long walks with a friend.
-how wheat moves in the wind, like an ocean.

i hate...
-the person I've become.
-the way I shove people away from me.
-the fact that I can't trust.
-that I can't help my mother as much as a good daughter should.

icecap · Post by **icecap** » Thu Jul 31, 2008 8:51 pm

i am...

-not who I was before, and I hate who I am now, and don't know what to do

i am not...

-the same person

i feel...

-ripped off

i want...

-the life I wanted

i need...

-more people to care

i have...

-alot of problems right now that need solving and that's really hard

i love...

-My Mom

i hate...

-What's happened to my life

underlife · Post by **underlife** » Tue Aug 05, 2008 3:25 am

i am...
confused
caring

i am not...
ashamed
particularly good looking

i feel...
low
numb

i want...
these feelings to go away
to be remotely normal

i need...
chocolate
a hug
a cup of tea
love

i have...
32p
faith

i love...
everyone but me
chocolate (too much

)

i hate...
my past
my present

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Tue Aug 05, 2008 6:06 am

i am...
Amanda
often fearful
teary
depressed
entertaining (so I'm told)
secret-keeper

i am not...
shy
solely an alcoholic or my illness
weak... well in the long run
fake
worthless

i feel...
tired
slightly depressed

i want...
to go to sleep
to not be fighting off these memories

i need...
people to talk to
my friends
new & more friends

i have...
a lot if I would think about it

i love...
Jonny </3

i hate...
death

onlypurples · Post by **onlypurples** » Thu Aug 07, 2008 2:37 am

i am...
- wishing I didn't remember that today was 6yrs after my great-grandpa died
- waiting for the dryer to finish, so that I'll have clean clothes to wear tonight for work

i am not...
- invisible, despite how I feel
- sure if I'll get the afghan done for Habitat for Humanity done by Monday morning so I can drop it off at my orthodontist's appointment
- deserving of the lack of support I receive at my job

i feel...
- apprehensive about going into work tonight, after having a mini-melt down last night
- nauseated, crampy, and upset at my stomach
- fat!
- stressed out about EVERYTHING going on in my life

i want...
- to go out to lunch with Lindy on Monday

- my stomach ache to go away
- the scars to disappear

i need...
- a hug
- a shoulder to cry on
- someone to listen to me and not judge or freak out by what I NEED to say aloud
- to work on the afghan for my supervisor tonight because it has to be finished by Monday morning
- to pay my rent tomorrow, as it will be 4 days late

i have...
- 1.5hrs to get ready for work
- to make sure I switch the clothes from the washer to the dryer before I leave for work tonight or I won't have clothes to wear tomorrow afternoon to work
- a stomach ache, still...
- a wonderful supervisor at work who genuinely cares about me

- someone praying for me

i love...
- to crochet
- to be hugged!
- to write in my blog

i hate...
- stupid internet IP relay calls!!!

*Ally* · Post by ***Ally*** » Sat Aug 09, 2008 10:48 pm

i am...
Alyssa
forgotten
depressed
shy

i am not...
using my full potential.
happy

i feel...
tired
lost
alone

i want...
to be thin.
to feel alive.

i need...
to get over my anxiety.

i have...
something to look forward to.

i love...
Jason.
cozy winter days curled up inside watching tv.
quotes.
music.

i hate...
death.
anxiety.
being fat.

sleepflower · Post by **sleepflower** » Sun Aug 10, 2008 8:38 pm

i am...
- alone
- useless
- isolated.

i am not...
- needed
- happy
- "whole."

i feel...
- tired
- unwanted
- frustrated
- lonely.

i want...
- to be needed by someone
- to be a part of society
- to be happy with myself.

i need...
- someone to confide in
- to realise that this is reality and this is who i am

i have...
- a job
- a stable family

i love...
- my cat
- my family
- reading

i hate...
- my own insecurities
- my job, at times

faegirl · Post by **faegirl** » Sun Aug 10, 2008 9:42 pm

i am...
alone
afraid
fat
dizzy
hungry
apparently virtually entertaining
getting better at using PhotoShop

i am not...
sure i can do this
going to get to talk to anyone today
ever going to be a supermodel

i feel...
stupid
desperate
urgy
cold

i want...
to sleep for days
to cut
to not cut
to talk to CJ
to move out of this place
to have someone hold me right now

i need...
to feel loved

i have...
a dog
a old stinky spoiled cat
a headache

i love...
my dog
my old stinky spoiled cat
my iPod
my blanket
my flip flops
CJ & JC, but don't tell them

i hate...
that i'm such a screw up
that i feel like i'll always be one

the edge of the world · Post by **the edge of the world** » Sat Aug 23, 2008 8:38 pm

i am...
-alive
-a student
-human

i am not...
-dead
-subhuman

i feel...
-unwanted
-lame
-upset
-angry
-negative
-destructive

i want...
-to be nice
-to be wanted
-to be more successful

i need...
-friendship
-time
-water
-food
-sleep

i have...
-friendship
-time
-water
-food
-sleep

i love...
-my family (plus pets)
-many friends
-the world
-beauty
-contrast
-light

i hate...
-the shadow of myself that clings to my back
-whatever makes existence hurt
-bringing up the past that I didn't like
-being such a negative person

ambivalent red · Post by **ambivalent red** » Mon Aug 25, 2008 1:47 am

i am...
a wife
alone
scared
scarred
sad
mad
far away from my family
crying

i am not...
home
cutting tonight

i feel...
sad
jealous
guilty

i want...
my SI tool
to go to bed with my husband with no new scars

i need...
a hug
a shoulder
my mom
my sister
a fellow SI friend to help me

i have...
my husband
my dogs
my scrapbooking
crappy apartment
clutter
noise in my head
visions in my head
tears in my eyes - how do i explain it this time?

i love...
my husband
my dogs
scrapbooking

i hate...
the scars on the girl today
that I cant make those scars on me
I'm so far away
my husband giving me room to BUS but I need him here!

Ambivalent is the perfect word.

pelagic · Post by **pelagic** » Tue Aug 26, 2008 11:02 pm

i am... Pelagic.

i am not... my anger.

i feel... anxiety

i want... something to do

i need... a warm hug, or some social event

i have... things to do. unmotivation

i love... my pets. my family. my friends

i hate... myself..or my emotions as of now

xix · Post by **xix** » Tue Aug 26, 2008 11:35 pm

i am... this

i am not... that

i feel... the feelings of this

i want... the feelings of that

i need... the strength of that

i have... the strength of this

i love... what that hates

i hate... that that is an illusion

Arcadia · Post by **Arcadia** » Wed Sep 03, 2008 8:51 pm

i am... scattered

i am not... worthless

i feel... broken

i want... attention

i need...to be held. Peace.

i have...red nails

i love... sunshine

i hate... loneliness

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Mon Sep 08, 2008 5:26 am

i am...
alive
about to start a new adventure
loved by people
intelligent enough

i am not...
alone
happy
homely
dead

i feel...
sad

i want...
him
love
a hug
knowledge

i need...
a hug

i have...
a friend

i love...
her

i hate...
life's asshole moves

esther_mouse · Post by **esther_mouse** » Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:22 pm

i am...
Going to get professional help eventually.
Tired.
A bit desperate.

i am not...
Beneath the doctor's concern.
Tall.
Happy.

i feel...
Tearful.
Alone.
Urgey.
Anxious.
Unsure.

i want...
My bed.
To SI.
For it to be easier to get help.

i need...
Some compassion.
Someone who knows what to do.
A hug.

i have...
A cool pyrography kit from my boyfriend.
A cute toy mouse.
Sharp implements which I shouldn't have bought.
Dressings in case the sharp implements do things they shouldn't.
My computer.
Lots and lots of random stuff...a metal frog playing guitar...chewing gum...

i love...
My boyfriend.
Going to nice cafés.
Sleeping.
My car.

i hate...
Not knowing what to do.

Glockenspiel · Post by **Glockenspiel** » Tue Sep 09, 2008 9:12 pm

i am...

Rob

i am not...

Lonely

i feel...

Empty. Bored.

i want...

A fulfilling job that pays enough.

i need...

To go home

i have...

Too much to do

i love...

My nieces and nephew
i hate...

bus

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