Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by kermit » Tue Jun 24, 2008 5:34 pm

Fat. Ugly.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

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"To me, photographyis an art of observation. It's all about finding something interesting in an ordinary place... I've found it has little to do with the things you see, and everything to do with the way you see them."
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Post by chickenbug2 » Wed Jun 25, 2008 2:06 am

lonely.
sad.
very miserable...
"And I have known the eyes already, known them all-
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?"
The Love Song Of J. Alfred Prufrock
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 25, 2008 7:40 am

I do not feel good about myself but im not sure why
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 25, 2008 9:50 am

im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Wed Jun 25, 2008 11:14 am

tired of being tired
conflicted :-?
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Jun 25, 2008 2:57 pm

tired, a little bored but content
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Post by Cuppy » Wed Jun 25, 2008 8:41 pm

like I should crawl into a hole and die

useless
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 25, 2008 9:11 pm

okay
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by Cuppy » Thu Jun 26, 2008 12:45 pm

better than I did yesterday
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Post by Angel12 » Thu Jun 26, 2008 1:23 pm

very stupid and hungover
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
Today is a gift,
That's why we call it the present.
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Post by HakunaMatata » Thu Jun 26, 2008 3:22 pm

Alone. Isolated. I want to talk. But there is nothing. And there is no-one. I've lost my 3 best friends. My boyfriend and me are arguing constantly. So 5 days before we move in together I'm contemplating saying sorry and goodbye. Even though it will break me. I feel stressed. Exhausted. Under pressure. Trapped. I want to escape. Holidays, breaks, sleep. They don't work anymore. I've hurt myself 3 times in the last year. 3 is a good number, 4 is not, 5 is good. It's odd. So I want to hurt myself again. I want to od to get time off work to do nothing. I don't want to keep gettin gup in the mornings. 90% of the time nowadays I'm ok. But today, part of the 10% of times that aren't ok, I want to die. I cannot cope with the ups and downs anymore. I feel so physically drained with no energy but I'[m keeping myself going. I'm not sure how, I just am. 3 jobs, independant me, a horse and a car to look after, I have to. Wish I could get some help, just today while I feel like this. I'm trying to hold out that tomorrow might be better if I talk to my bf and it's a new day. But I want to act upon teh now. I feel calm, that overwhelming calmness that descends before you do something so vile to yourself. I'm scared too.

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Post by Holi » Thu Jun 26, 2008 4:57 pm

Nervous about tomorrow and people's reactions... :-?
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Post by *Ally* » Thu Jun 26, 2008 7:57 pm

Hyper
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Jun 27, 2008 5:00 am

suicidal
scared
angry
disappointed in myself.

I have a headache.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by Jamas » Fri Jun 27, 2008 1:57 pm

today I feel committed to having and making a future for myself.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Jun 28, 2008 5:24 am

awww I like the one above me it's inspiring.


I feel contemplative today. Oddly, I feel calm
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by Callisto » Sat Jun 28, 2008 6:21 pm

terrified
confused
emotional
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Post by DancingInTheMist » Sun Jun 29, 2008 6:29 am

Scared
Used
Guilty
Disgusting
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Post by PassingCloud » Sun Jun 29, 2008 12:00 pm

anxious
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Jun 29, 2008 4:52 pm

anxious.
worried.

but not too much just a little
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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