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figment · Post by **figment** » Tue May 27, 2008 4:11 pm

i can never forgive either of you

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Tue May 27, 2008 5:43 pm

i'm sorry i hurt you, it sounds cliched but it's not you, it's me. i have too many issues and problems to let you in, i just keep screwing things up one by one -

i wish i could just give in

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 8:32 pm

I'm scared about leaving. I have no clue how the next 2 months will go...

~Megan

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 10:12 pm

Im excited but a tiny bit nervous about starting placements.

nzgurl · Post by **nzgurl** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:32 pm

i love u more than u will ever know

smr89 · Post by **smr89** » Thu Jun 12, 2008 5:39 pm

Right now I hate my fiance. Maybe I dont actually hate him but I certainly don't feel any love. Will I ever again?

6/27/08 Actually I love my fiance, when I wrote this we were fighting. It was anger I was feeling, not hate. I didn't feel love because anger was taking up all the room. I am so honored to be marrying such a wonderful man. It makes me sad that I would say such a thing about him, even if it was said in anger.

smr89 · Post by **smr89** » Thu Jun 12, 2008 6:53 pm

**possible triggers

I feel like killing myself. I think about it a lot. The only 2 things that stops me is that I don't know for sure I'd still go to Heaven and my that it would really hurt my mom. She doesn't deserve that. Itd be so easy though.
I'm not stable. Gee what would make me think that?

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Thu Jun 12, 2008 9:03 pm

in a twisted way i miss the days when i just didn't want to eat. i wouldn't be on my way to being the disgusting whale that i am now. i almost want to totally run out of money so there's no chance i can buy food. i don't deseve it. i've eaten far too much. binge binge binge. it really needs to stop.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Thu Jun 12, 2008 11:51 pm

I think I have finally achieved indifference to you. Or, at least I'm getting there.

Hating you took effort. I'm glad that pleasing you is no longer my problem.

SarahBee · Post by **SarahBee** » Fri Jun 13, 2008 4:32 am

I was only there for two hours, but when I knew you were away it threw off my entire day. I miss you and I need you. Not even to talk about the big things. Just to know there's someone in my life who cares.

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Fri Jun 13, 2008 9:48 am

I'm really questioning my sexuality. I want to talk to W about it cuz he is bi, but he is too distracted with his crush on E. Goddammit, I am so fucking confused... And feeling like I dont want to exist anymore.

~Megan

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Fri Jun 13, 2008 5:31 pm

Iim really scared of visiting them this weekend; the last thing I need to be told right now is to "pull myself together".

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Fri Jun 13, 2008 6:34 pm

fighting scares me so much, please make up

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Fri Jun 13, 2008 8:27 pm

I think my boyfriend killed himself because of me.
I think if he called me I would have been able to stop him.
I think if I hadn't told him bad news that day we would have made it.
I think I made the biggest mistake of my life.
And it's so hard to hold on. It's so scary.
And everyone says "Jonny would have wanted you to live"
And all I can think is Jonny would have wanted me with him.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Fri Jun 13, 2008 9:09 pm

im afraid ive always been suffering emotional abuse

rememberthatiloveyou · Post by **rememberthatiloveyou** » Sat Jun 14, 2008 2:29 am

today is 2 months si free. longest i've made it in a really really really long time. and nobody cares or realizes how very hard that was. all i want to do is si. a lot. but i can't, because i'm a stupid camp counselor.

everything started making sense again and getting better and i have to go screw it up like usual.

divided_by_zero · Post by **divided_by_zero** » Sun Jun 15, 2008 11:37 pm

I don't have anyone I can go to.
I can't stand half my friends.

infectiousbrain89 · Post by **infectiousbrain89** » Tue Jun 17, 2008 10:56 pm

I think you hurt yourself because of me,and I don't know how to forgive myself for that.

Despite everything I still think life is beautiful.

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Sat Jun 21, 2008 4:32 pm

Even though I know that I can' t have him
Even though I know that I don't want him
Even though I know that I'm happier without him and that he's happier without me.

Seeing him with someone else hurts a lot.

Roxi · Post by **Roxi** » Sat Jun 21, 2008 10:07 pm

I am a lier and a manipulative person.
You said you were hurt
and I said turned it against you and made it seem like you were in the wrong ... I am sorry. But somethimes damage conrtrol needs to done.

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