Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Callisto » Sat May 10, 2008 1:05 pm

i need some attention from you today. please don't ignore me when you get back from tennis later.

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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat May 10, 2008 7:34 pm

I'm an idiot, I should have just remained the wallflower, not seen nor heard.
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Post by raveneleni » Sun May 11, 2008 8:43 pm

You said youd always be my friend, but it doesnt feel like it, you lied to me, and i hate you for it, only i dont, becuase i cant, I still love you, but i want to hate you, because it would be so much easier on me.
I want to stay in love with my sorrow, but god i want to let it go. almost two years!

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Post by Holi » Mon May 12, 2008 1:37 am

:o
Oh Dear.
Fuck

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Post by powdahchica » Mon May 12, 2008 1:40 am

I'm so sad you left. Please come back. :cry:
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon May 12, 2008 5:11 pm

why is it so much easier to keep people away then to let them in? Why cant I let my gaurd down?

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Post by Cellardoor » Mon May 12, 2008 7:16 pm

But i want her! I don't want him with her, i love her LOVE her and it's too late now i can't change my mind, he is lovely and he loves her but i WANT HER ALL TO MYSELF. Maybe it was a mistake. A fantastic incredible mistake.
I don't know what to do.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Mon May 12, 2008 8:45 pm

you're a bitch and that's why people don't like you.
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Post by Beasty » Tue May 13, 2008 2:58 pm

Why did you have to come back into my life as soon as I finished scrubbing your scent from my neurons?!
Now I think of you before bed every night and wish that things could be different.
You send me hints, don't you? I know you to be a very subtle person so tiny hints from a normal person would be big hints from you. No, your hints are so small that even someone like you could do them by accident. You don't do anything by accident! Nothing that matters. Even I question their validity and I am one of the better people outside your family to judge such things.
Please, if you are going to send hints, give me a bigger one. Things might turn out in a way you wouldn't expect.
But you won't, will you? Forever I will wonder.
I just removed you, dammit!
I cannot even think of you with another girl without my blood coursing disastrously. So, what now?

If you want me, I might oblige. Please. I do want you.
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Post by WildChild101 » Tue May 13, 2008 10:06 pm

when im with himm happy
i love him
and ive never meant that more
ever
why cant you see it? i love you too, but i hate it when you shout at me, throw spanners into the works, tell me you hate him.
he isnt making me pick sides.
neither are you
it just feels that way

i want to bleed.
i'm scared

help

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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu May 15, 2008 1:21 pm

I'm so sorry about last night.
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Post by Cellardoor » Thu May 15, 2008 3:06 pm

Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou....
Omg I love you SO MUCH.
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Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
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FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

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Post by WildChild101 » Thu May 15, 2008 9:28 pm

what the fuck. bitch. why do that? its petty, but you know i was the one to start calling you that yano? its a bit of a kick in the crotch, like 'yeah im well moving on and dont care about you any more'
because as you said, you dont care if youve hurt me.
well you have.
happy now?

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Post by Fohara » Fri May 16, 2008 11:07 pm

I can be so fucking stupid sometimes...
Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
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Post by Callisto » Sat May 17, 2008 4:45 pm

Mother - If you can't say anything nice or constructive or supportive then don't fucking say anything at all. I don't need negative people in my life, and at the rate you're going you'll be the first to be permanently written out of it when i have my own place.

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Post by Rae Rae Badfingers » Sat May 17, 2008 10:56 pm

It's nice that you apologize after you freak out on me, days later usually.. but, it shouldn't happen in the first place. I've done everything for you that you ever asked me to do, or DIDNT ask me to do, but I did it out of the kindness of my heart. It's not right that you freak out on me like you do. I have never in my life done a thing to you, and you attack me constantly. It would be so much easier just to cut you out of my life, but you are family, and I wouldn't ever abandon my family. Please, stop this. Get help, please. I love you, and I want you to be better.
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Post by Cellardoor » Sun May 18, 2008 1:14 am

and it's all too much right now.
too much in my head.
i don't know how it all began.
too much left unsaid.

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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)

FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

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Post by Callisto » Sun May 18, 2008 4:06 pm

i give up

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun May 18, 2008 4:09 pm

i miss you. i hate myself for it, but I miss you. :-?
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by Beasty » Mon May 19, 2008 3:08 am

When you contact me, my heart jumps a foot in my chest cavity.
I miss you
I want you
YOU DRIVE ME NUCKING FUTS!
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