Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
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I don't want to get better.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
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It ain't a bad thing.DecemberLivy wrote:I'm terrified that I fancy girls
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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i wish you'd let me go driving on my own today. i'd do anything for you but you got in the way of plans
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
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The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
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She was amazing. I'm afraid to talk about it incase i ruin it. I know i know i know it's wrong. She is m's, and i am J's... But i love her i love her i love her. She was so beautiful. so soft. but i couldn't have J stay over. I couldn't have her touch me after i'd woken up with someone else. And i'm sorry M, i'm so sorry. But fuck, she is incredible...
I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.
(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)
FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!
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Ive never had a real boyfriend. I want someone to love me.
Im so scared about my A levels. I cant be anything else but a vet. Why am I not smart enough? I feel im getting stupider by the minute.
Ive felt ugly for a long time now. What if this is just the me now and im going to be ugly for the rest of my life?
Ive got a lot on my plate right now.
Im so scared about my A levels. I cant be anything else but a vet. Why am I not smart enough? I feel im getting stupider by the minute.
Ive felt ugly for a long time now. What if this is just the me now and im going to be ugly for the rest of my life?
Ive got a lot on my plate right now.
<center> Depression.
Is like a warm blanket I wrap around myself, like a friend I haven't seen in years,
I welcome you back in my life.
I let you in and you are so familiar. You are here to keep me warm and safe and sane, but I know that’s not the truth, those are your words, your lies for me to hold onto and find comfort in.
All I want to do is lie on the floor and stare into space, and you put your arms around me and say its ok, don't get up, you don't have to do anything anymore. You say the things I want to hear, I know you are the only one who understands that I am worthless, meaningless, that I am nothing.
You stroke my hair and face, and you say yes, it is that bad.
And it is never going to get any better.
* My place *
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Is like a warm blanket I wrap around myself, like a friend I haven't seen in years,
I welcome you back in my life.
I let you in and you are so familiar. You are here to keep me warm and safe and sane, but I know that’s not the truth, those are your words, your lies for me to hold onto and find comfort in.
All I want to do is lie on the floor and stare into space, and you put your arms around me and say its ok, don't get up, you don't have to do anything anymore. You say the things I want to hear, I know you are the only one who understands that I am worthless, meaningless, that I am nothing.
You stroke my hair and face, and you say yes, it is that bad.
And it is never going to get any better.
* My place *
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I think the only people I can get close to are the ones I knew before my personality took a U-turn.
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I'm distancing myself from all of you. I just realized it. I dont want to leave at the end of the year. So I've put up a wall in order to stop from hurting then. I'm sorry. But it is still really hard for me to believe that all of you miss me as much as you say... I love you all for it though.
~Megan
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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
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I'm isolating and distancing myself so it will hurt less to leave in a 3 weeks. But I'm not sure I can deal with the lack of support in the mean time...
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
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i'm moving there to be with you, not because of the school work...my school is fine, and better than the one there, i'm not struggling...i could figure out what i wanted to do if i tried, i haven't tried. not because i like the town, honestly...i like my town better, its bigger and more fun...yes partly for a new start.
i have loved you from the start.
i have loved you from the start.
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa
i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
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i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=123817">my place</a>
I don't like you anymore.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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