Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
you always want something
need something
there is always an ulterior motive
never a "How are you?"
You are mean
need something
there is always an ulterior motive
never a "How are you?"
You are mean
We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
I'm pushing you and the rest of the world away because I have a fucking MOOD DISORDER. Why can't you ask me what's wrong instead of accusing me all the time? Maybe then I'd tell you about my depression instead of hiding it from you. I wish you'd help me instead of handing me ultimatums and decisions after decisions. I can't cope with it.
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I'm not in love with you, but I think I could be, if you gave us the shot we deserve. I wish we hadn't turned away from it back then. It could have been wonderful.
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I'm not in love with you, but I think I could be, if you gave us the shot we deserve. I wish we hadn't turned away from it back then. It could have been wonderful.
<center>"You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
- the edge of the world
- knows the ropes
- Posts: 4717
- Joined: Mon Jun 12, 2006 7:04 am
- Gender: female
- Location: the edge of the world, duh!...
The hallway is not your private, silent study area. It is a social, shared area. Take responsibility for your own problems and don't get mad at everybody else for not compensating for you. We all listen to your whining quite enough... at least, I do. I'm so glad it's only two more weeks.....
Also, your perfume has gotten better, but I still don't think dousing your clothing in it is attractive... And it would be nice to be able to breathe more often in my room.
And, just because I'm annoyed, I just had a funny image of you as a fish.
I'm so glad I have an inside voice... honesty is overrated. I really do not think it would be better to talk these things out. I'd get carried away and say something to really insult you.
Oh, btw, stop trying to get me to react to your odd wiggling. I really DON'T know what to do. I know you like making people feel awkward (your words), but I do NOT like feeling awkward. It might be fun, but it won't be when you break my patience.
Luckily, I'm a patient person. I haven't thrown anything at you yet.
Also, your perfume has gotten better, but I still don't think dousing your clothing in it is attractive... And it would be nice to be able to breathe more often in my room.
And, just because I'm annoyed, I just had a funny image of you as a fish.
I'm so glad I have an inside voice... honesty is overrated. I really do not think it would be better to talk these things out. I'd get carried away and say something to really insult you.
Oh, btw, stop trying to get me to react to your odd wiggling. I really DON'T know what to do. I know you like making people feel awkward (your words), but I do NOT like feeling awkward. It might be fun, but it won't be when you break my patience.
Luckily, I'm a patient person. I haven't thrown anything at you yet.
- ultimate starshine
- buskateer
- Posts: 19332
- Joined: Fri Jan 11, 2008 7:28 pm
- Gender: Feeeeeeeeeemale
- Location: Uncivilised Society of the Uk.
Im sorry for what you may see tomorrow.
But i had to do it.
You dont realise, swimming is my dream, my life,
without it, i am nothing,
I havnt been swimming for 2 years.. I have not felt alive for the last 2 years.
Please dont hate me. You're a great friend.
But i had to do it.
You dont realise, swimming is my dream, my life,
without it, i am nothing,
I havnt been swimming for 2 years.. I have not felt alive for the last 2 years.
Please dont hate me. You're a great friend.
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy
"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."
"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story
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- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7474
- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
I hate it when you slag off religion. I know you dont believe what they believe but theres this thing called respect... I think you really need to learn what it is. Didn't your mother ever teach you that other peoples opinions are just valid as yours?
I hate listening to you whine, you sound like a bratty eight year old.
I hate listening to you whine, you sound like a bratty eight year old.
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
Sar
I think you're hot with or without the baby weight. You're the most beautiful girl in any room, at any time. You still take my breath away every morning with no makeup and your hair all crazy. I love that you put coffee in the coffee maker every night before we go to bed so that it's all ready when I wake up. I love when you call me I'm at work or when I'm stuck in traffic. I like that when I send you flowers you put the stupid little cards up on the cork board in the church office you share.
I think you're hot with or without the baby weight. You're the most beautiful girl in any room, at any time. You still take my breath away every morning with no makeup and your hair all crazy. I love that you put coffee in the coffee maker every night before we go to bed so that it's all ready when I wake up. I love when you call me I'm at work or when I'm stuck in traffic. I like that when I send you flowers you put the stupid little cards up on the cork board in the church office you share.
Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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- Cellardoor
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3499
- Joined: Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:04 am
- Location: Ireland
Baby, you smell fantastic.
I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.
(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)
FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!
- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7474
- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
I hated you for the first time today.
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<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- Holi
- quintessential regular
- Posts: 1924
- Joined: Fri Jan 04, 2008 9:01 pm
- Location: In the dark and dusty recesses of my mind...
I had such a fantastic time on Wednesday. Thank you. I could close my eyes and pretend I belonged there, and for a short time, I did. I was just another addition to the house. That morning just made me glow for the rest of day, and will do for the rest of the week. A day I will treasure for a very long time.
Thank you for making me smile. I love you so much for it.
Thank you for making me smile. I love you so much for it.
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