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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Apr 23, 2008 1:17 pm

sounds like he was going to fast. if someone did that right after the first date id tell them to eff it. but thats me being my closed up self. maby someone elce can give better advice.

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Post by Blake 1 » Thu Apr 24, 2008 3:12 am

I feel worthless because I'm never recognized for my effort. If I'm not smart enough to do well enough in the first place, at least I should do well enough to get recognized for my effort. I have failed. again. :cry: I will never amount to anything. I am worthless. No one wants to hire me and they shouldn't because I'm not good enough. I'm not even good enough to warrant a rejection notice from jobs I've applied to.
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Post by rememberthatiloveyou » Thu Apr 24, 2008 4:39 am

i hate my body and i wish i was so skinny you could see all my bones, i wish i was ana and mia i hate being fat
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Post by Amneris » Thu Apr 24, 2008 4:50 am

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Post by Callisto » Fri Apr 25, 2008 3:53 pm

i've never felt like this before. i've never felt as comfortable with another person as i do with you. i've never felt as valued and appreciated. you're the best thing that's happened to me in a long time and i feel so lucky to have found you.

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Post by caged bird » Fri Apr 25, 2008 4:55 pm

i'm sorry i cancelled the appointment, i'm just so scared of going and actually telling you stuff, i can't afford for you to find out right now. i wish i wasn't such a coward xx
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Apr 28, 2008 2:03 am

I sent this guy who is almost my boyfriend (were in the awkward "seeing eachother" phase) a message that was ment for my best friend.

It was about how making out with him wasn't "amazing" & how I "wasn't amazed" & (god forbid) how I "wasn't that into it so I feel bad".
omgggggggggggg when I realized what I did I called my best friend. Who's best advice was to lie and say someone else sent it.

so then I sent him another message staged to look like it was another message to my best friend like "I think it was because I'm sick & didn't feel good. I really like him & want to be his girlfriend. I'm getting fucked up. where are you?"


and he texted back
"Your texting the wrong person sweetie"

and I acted confused & said "um...awkward"
& all he said was "yeah...awkward."



god i hate lying!
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Post by rememberthatiloveyou » Mon Apr 28, 2008 3:24 am

no matter how terrible or different or distant you are i will always love you, and i think you're the only person i would really be happy with.
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Post by lily_trying » Mon Apr 28, 2008 10:09 am

i miss the way things used to be.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Apr 28, 2008 4:35 pm

there is something really really really wrong with me.

something phsyical.

but no one will believe me & I don't know why.

so I've been telling them I'm fine cause that's what they want to hear.



but really my stomach has been so upset I lost weight because I'm too sick to eat (& I LOVE eating)


and im scared to death but I just keep saying im fine cause people are sick of hearing how im sick
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Post by rememberthatiloveyou » Mon Apr 28, 2008 10:37 pm

i love ana, mia scares me
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa

i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Apr 29, 2008 3:35 pm

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Apr 30, 2008 12:00 am

14 hours in the library and it just raises people's expectations and i'm going to let everyone down? I don't want to be a disappointment, I really have tried.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu May 01, 2008 5:19 pm

i am so worried about sunday though i shouldnt be.

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Post by mephistopheles » Thu May 01, 2008 8:23 pm

I want to burn it all. That's what it's worth to me. But you paid money for it. Which makes me feel...shallow.
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Post by breathing » Mon May 05, 2008 12:24 am

I think I'm really scared to be loved.

But I would really like a hug right now.

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Post by breathing » Tue May 06, 2008 12:35 am

I wanted you to say something today. Really badly.

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Post by Arcana » Tue May 06, 2008 12:56 am

i still want to hurt myself a lot....i still think i deserve it
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Post by rememberthatiloveyou » Tue May 06, 2008 2:01 am

i only like skinny boys, it makes me feel really shallow
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa

i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.

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Post by steady hands » Tue May 06, 2008 2:30 am

I forgot eyedrops today.
So I used water, but my eyes really weren't that bad.

but I think he noticed.
whoops.

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