Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by guest567 » Sun Apr 27, 2008 7:33 pm

i keep thinking i would like to hear from you and keep wanting to contact you, but i know its easier if i don't. For both of us.

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Post by Roxi » Sun Apr 27, 2008 7:39 pm

you always want something
need something
there is always an ulterior motive
never a "How are you?"
You are mean
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Post by guest567 » Sun Apr 27, 2008 10:20 pm

I miss you.

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Post by amyfairy » Sun Apr 27, 2008 10:51 pm

ARGH!
I've revised for 14 fucking hours today yet I still know nothing!
I'm so scared of failing, I'm going to disappoint you all so much. I'm sorry already, I really have tried.

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Post by amyfairy » Mon Apr 28, 2008 12:08 am

& why can't I go to bed like a normal person when I know I've got important stuff to do the next day. Why do I insist on keeping myself up.... :roll:

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Post by SarahBee » Mon Apr 28, 2008 4:36 am

I'm pushing you and the rest of the world away because I have a fucking MOOD DISORDER. Why can't you ask me what's wrong instead of accusing me all the time? Maybe then I'd tell you about my depression instead of hiding it from you. I wish you'd help me instead of handing me ultimatums and decisions after decisions. I can't cope with it.

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You were
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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Apr 28, 2008 8:32 am

The hallway is not your private, silent study area. It is a social, shared area. Take responsibility for your own problems and don't get mad at everybody else for not compensating for you. We all listen to your whining quite enough... at least, I do. I'm so glad it's only two more weeks.....

Also, your perfume has gotten better, but I still don't think dousing your clothing in it is attractive... And it would be nice to be able to breathe more often in my room.

And, just because I'm annoyed, I just had a funny image of you as a fish.

I'm so glad I have an inside voice... honesty is overrated. I really do not think it would be better to talk these things out. I'd get carried away and say something to really insult you.

Oh, btw, stop trying to get me to react to your odd wiggling. I really DON'T know what to do. I know you like making people feel awkward (your words), but I do NOT like feeling awkward. It might be fun, but it won't be when you break my patience.

Luckily, I'm a patient person. I haven't thrown anything at you yet.

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Apr 29, 2008 12:04 am

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Apr 29, 2008 2:11 am

Im sorry for what you may see tomorrow.
But i had to do it.
You dont realise, swimming is my dream, my life,
without it, i am nothing,
I havnt been swimming for 2 years.. I have not felt alive for the last 2 years.
Please dont hate me. You're a great friend.
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I am 5th Sections mummy
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I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by LBC » Tue Apr 29, 2008 10:00 pm

You've taught me a lot.

Thank you. :)

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If you believe everyone is the future
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan

You always have a choice.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Apr 29, 2008 10:31 pm

I hate it when you slag off religion. I know you dont believe what they believe but theres this thing called respect... I think you really need to learn what it is. Didn't your mother ever teach you that other peoples opinions are just valid as yours?
I hate listening to you whine, you sound like a bratty eight year old.
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Post by treasure » Tue Apr 29, 2008 11:19 pm

i miss talking to you, it's only been like a week, but last time we spoke you made me cry. and i didn't get a chance to call back to apologise for being fragile and to move the conversation on to fun things. you make me laugh and i want that back. stupid pos mobile.
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Post by treasure » Wed Apr 30, 2008 12:01 pm

shut the f* up! do you realise that laughing loudly and talking continuously is annoying to other people in a computer lab?! can you please go away!
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Post by Skyeler » Wed Apr 30, 2008 4:21 pm

Sar

I think you're hot with or without the baby weight. You're the most beautiful girl in any room, at any time. You still take my breath away every morning with no makeup and your hair all crazy. I love that you put coffee in the coffee maker every night before we go to bed so that it's all ready when I wake up. I love when you call me I'm at work or when I'm stuck in traffic. I like that when I send you flowers you put the stupid little cards up on the cork board in the church office you share.


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Post by Cellardoor » Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:26 pm

Baby, you smell fantastic.
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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Apr 30, 2008 8:00 pm

I hated you for the first time today.
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.

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Post by Callisto » Thu May 01, 2008 11:33 am

i meant it when i said 'i love you'.....i've never said it and meant it until now, until i met you.

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Post by Holi » Fri May 02, 2008 6:58 pm

I had such a fantastic time on Wednesday. Thank you. I could close my eyes and pretend I belonged there, and for a short time, I did. I was just another addition to the house. That morning just made me glow for the rest of day, and will do for the rest of the week. A day I will treasure for a very long time.
Thank you for making me smile. I love you so much for it.
:1beaming1:

Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri May 02, 2008 8:06 pm

your email made me smile :) I am looking forward to seeing you sunday.

guest567

Post by guest567 » Fri May 02, 2008 8:08 pm

I don't understand you anymore. You ask for this, and then leave it. I shouldn't have bothered.

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