Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 25, 2008 12:01 am

unwanted, unloved, and not worthy of anything good. I'm just taking up space, space that someone else deserves. I don't deserve to live, but I am to weak to end it.

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Post by funkymusic » Fri Apr 25, 2008 2:51 am

Unsteady
Unstable
Unmotivated
Un.

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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Apr 25, 2008 6:57 am

excited! :D
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by Roxi » Fri Apr 25, 2008 8:19 am

anxious...as well as everything Lena said...
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Post by Binayshee » Fri Apr 25, 2008 4:15 pm

frustrated, sad, aggravated, hungry. i've stayed on here too long because i don't want to face some things that are "waiting" for me when i get off.

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Post by Roxi » Fri Apr 25, 2008 4:20 pm

FREAKED OUT!!!

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Post by Callisto » Fri Apr 25, 2008 4:27 pm

excited
anxious
restless

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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 25, 2008 11:57 pm

like a god damn idiot

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Post by powdahchica » Sat Apr 26, 2008 12:57 am

silenced.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 26, 2008 3:23 am

hungry
sleepy
excited for may 4th
worn out from today

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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 3:54 am

like my life is over. I have no reason to live and ending it all.. I may finally find some peace.

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Post by Amneris » Sat Apr 26, 2008 4:11 am

so anxious I could si, with no problem at all
happy at the same time, because he's coming home tonight =)
Ever unfolding, ever expanding, ever adventurous and torturous and Never Done..

Making my entrance again with my usual flair, sure of my lines.. No one is there..

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 26, 2008 4:36 am

tired

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Post by idork » Sat Apr 26, 2008 6:27 am

feel like sobbing, emotionally exhausted, breaking down
Everyone has a story.
This is mine in all of it's awkward-messy-geeky-bias-spastic-blunt-spontaneous-mad-authentic-aesthetics.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 8:07 am

Good. Wrote a complaint letter and sent it, and I feel better now. Nothing will come of it, but I feel better.

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Post by crs13 » Sat Apr 26, 2008 9:38 am

hugely anxious. sure I'm going to bomb my finals, fail classes, get yelled at by my boss, Fail at Life (TM)
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 26, 2008 1:04 pm

very very sleepy

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Post by Roxi » Sat Apr 26, 2008 4:11 pm

relieved
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 26, 2008 5:27 pm

subdue

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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 8:03 pm

sad, very very sad

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