Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
- Weetzie Bat
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- PassingCloud
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TRIGGER for self-hate and su.
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I Fucking Hate you! You stupid Fucking BItch! Why DO you Fucking TRust them?! THey'Re NOT going tO help YOU feel BEtter?! YOu can't BE trusted.
yOU're WOrthless. I HATE YOU! YOU sutpid bithc. you're so Worhtless. SO fucking WORlthess.
I can't Believe you'Re still here and TRygin!! Why DOn't YOU go away?!!!
YOU're ARE WOrthless.
Go and Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I Fucking Hate you! You stupid Fucking BItch! Why DO you Fucking TRust them?! THey'Re NOT going tO help YOU feel BEtter?! YOu can't BE trusted.
yOU're WOrthless. I HATE YOU! YOU sutpid bithc. you're so Worhtless. SO fucking WORlthess.
I can't Believe you'Re still here and TRygin!! Why DOn't YOU go away?!!!
YOU're ARE WOrthless.
Go and Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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You set me up. I don't know whether to fail, but you set me up. Quite possibly so you could feed your own internal ambitions about what I should do, say, or feel.
Only now are you realizing the consenquences of this to me. Consenquences that are very real, very dire.
If you say that this is for my own good, and that I should be able to do it, you might want to check with me first, and when I DON'T give you the answer you want, not blame it on me being lazy.
Only now are you realizing the consenquences of this to me. Consenquences that are very real, very dire.
If you say that this is for my own good, and that I should be able to do it, you might want to check with me first, and when I DON'T give you the answer you want, not blame it on me being lazy.
-marya hornbacher
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- mephistopheles
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Aaaaaaaaaaaah shut up shut up shut up you weird creepy noises on the stairs that sound like people coming to get me, shut up I tell thee!
- sunflowerwoman
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- I'm.that.forgettable.
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I can't fucking breathe. Everytime life seems all right, something falls apart.....................................why can't I handle this?!?! but I NEED to.
hugs and pms are perfectly okay.
Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Bodycount *possible trigs* (My Place)
"You know the thing about hope, how it sneaks up behind you when you're sure everything's in the toilet, and starts whispering to you that maybe, just maybe, things could turn around." --Joan Bauer, from Rules of the Road
Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Bodycount *possible trigs* (My Place)
"You know the thing about hope, how it sneaks up behind you when you're sure everything's in the toilet, and starts whispering to you that maybe, just maybe, things could turn around." --Joan Bauer, from Rules of the Road
- my clarity clouded
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- handmade mute
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R: I fucking live here too!! Goddamn it. The last two nights he has fucking been over and I just wanted to go to bed but I had to leave. Do you have your head so far up your ass that you cant see how depressed and sad I am? What the fuck. I'm done trying. I dont want to be here. You can go fuck yourself. I know its not your fault, you were an only child, you dont know how to share or whatever. But still. You could at least fucking thank me for leaving. You heard me bitch about how I feel sick and I'm tired and I'm homesick. You know I dont like to go home. So how the fuck can you not notice something is wrong? I'm so angry with you. I dont want to fuck talk to you or anything. Go to hell.
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
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- treasure
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i wish *someone* would email me. i hate having internet and waiting for a reply. i need a reply today please? but i think the office closes at 5pm which is in 10min. did you not get my email? crap, how am i supposed to tell, since it didn't get returned?! they are probably not even reading emails, maybe they treat like the normal mail that they open every morning but ignore it the rest of the day. fuck
I'm fucked off that I've fucked up another exam,
and I can't just move on like anybody else would but I actually can't stand myself for it. What's the fucking point of trying to do well, it's not paying off. It's just not going to fucking plan and I can't control it. I'm so annoyed at myself, I just want to do well. Why is it impossible.
& stop telling me about it. I don't want to hear.
and I can't just move on like anybody else would but I actually can't stand myself for it. What's the fucking point of trying to do well, it's not paying off. It's just not going to fucking plan and I can't control it. I'm so annoyed at myself, I just want to do well. Why is it impossible.
& stop telling me about it. I don't want to hear.
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