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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Apr 18, 2008 10:52 pm

fuck you dad

i'm not ten years old anymore. you don't know me at all.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 19, 2008 12:39 am

it really doesn't matter anymore, I know that I don't matter. I didn't matter then, I sure don't matter now.

I'm really not sure why I keep hoping that somewhere... somehow.. sometime I will matter.. hope sucks.. faith sucks.. everything sucks.. life included. It's all very disappointing.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Apr 19, 2008 2:13 am

edited.

i don't hate you.
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Apr 19, 2008 4:57 am

Your perfume smells AWFUL. It makes me gag.
I'd tell you, but I'm afraid you'd hate me.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sun Apr 20, 2008 2:27 am

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Post by 5th section » Sun Apr 20, 2008 7:09 pm


I didn't want to upset anyone by saying that...but you asked what I thought & I told you. And I don't want anything to happen with C because however you try to convince me otherwise, I know I'll let her down like I always do.

and just as importantly, I'm a coward about getting hurt again
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

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Post by Callisto » Sun Apr 20, 2008 8:59 pm

you make me so happy.
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Apr 20, 2008 9:56 pm

it's changed, you've changed. everything changes.
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Post by funkymusic » Sun Apr 20, 2008 10:20 pm

Sometimes, I'm only pretending to care.

Sometimes, you disgust me.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sun Apr 20, 2008 11:32 pm

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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:27 am

Why should she give reading tickets to people who hate her and have been mean to her for years? I don't think you've really thought this through, you're just agreeing with any idiot who comes up with an idea.
Would you sell tickets to someone you hated? of course not, so stop bitching about her saying shes being stupid. at the moment shes being alot more rational than you are.
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"My life's a mess"
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Post by Callisto » Mon Apr 21, 2008 9:56 am

L - why the fuck is your fucktard of a child here when he should be at school? :evil:
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Post by shanny » Mon Apr 21, 2008 1:33 pm

you are breaking my heart :cry: why are you doing this? please, i don't understand.
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:30 pm

why did you take it personally?
it's not meant to be. you know how i was last year, and you stress me out. i don't like having my space invaded by someone i'm so competitive with.

i fucking love you, so why would i want to hurt you?
it wasn't meant to be taken in this way,
i just need space & you stress me out.
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Post by volta » Mon Apr 21, 2008 6:44 pm

shut up! shut the fuck up!
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Post by guest567 » Mon Apr 21, 2008 9:28 pm

i wonder how you are
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Post by my clarity clouded » Mon Apr 21, 2008 11:09 pm

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Post by Cellardoor » Mon Apr 21, 2008 11:54 pm

those boys...
I'll have to one day.

And i can't make excuses for ever.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Tue Apr 22, 2008 12:35 am

stop acting like you care if I eat or not, you didn't give a shit when you hit me, or killed my kitten, so don't fucking act like you care now. Just don't!
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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Apr 22, 2008 10:13 am

I can't anymore.

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