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Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Sun Apr 13, 2008 6:04 am

I had to leave because I was so fucking uncomfortable. I hate that I cant even deal with that kind of situation. Sometimes I think that I'm just socially defective.

~Megan

Afternoon · Post by **Afternoon** » Sun Apr 13, 2008 9:18 am

I'm not good enough for him.

He's brilliant and creative and compassionate and interesting and independent.

I'm mediocre and fake and selfish and boring and needy.

What the f does he think he's doing with me?

When will he wake up and realize who I am? When will he leave?

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 3:20 am

i hate that i've been cutting again.

its so dumb.

and everyone notices.

its just.... everything is changing and I HATE change

My Hazey Clarity · Post by **My Hazey Clarity** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 4:02 am

ThanksALatte · Post by **ThanksALatte** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 4:22 am

i feel a little bit high right now. endorphins are...more noticeable than i thought.

Post by **strmdncr** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 7:27 am

Right now I am feeling hurt, lost, little and alone but for once I'm realizing that it's b/c you can't care or maybe it's just won't care. I thought I mattered at least a little bit to you and your actions are saying that I thought wrong....and so I hate you for making me think that someone cared.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Tue Apr 15, 2008 6:51 am

i got what i wanted

only its not what I want.

GOD why am I always doing this.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Wed Apr 16, 2008 3:28 am

my thoughts are bad

lily_trying · Post by **lily_trying** » Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:11 pm

things are harder than i can admit.

rememberthatiloveyou · Post by **rememberthatiloveyou** » Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:58 pm

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Fri Apr 18, 2008 1:20 am

this is hurting so much more than i thought it would

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Fri Apr 18, 2008 2:07 am

I just dont care right now.
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I'm not being honest with you.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Fri Apr 18, 2008 6:51 pm

I can't take much more of this.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Sat Apr 19, 2008 6:28 pm

I feel gross because of how i look

volta · Post by **volta** » Mon Apr 21, 2008 4:24 am

i'm scared of trying to do better.
because what happens if i try and i can't?

HakunaMatata · Post by **HakunaMatata** » Mon Apr 21, 2008 2:52 pm

*STRICTLY NO IRL*

I've been there for 2 or 3 friends through pregnancy scares/miscarriages now. Only when it was my turn last week cause I was late, I didn't have anyone. And I realised if I did get pregnant, I wouldn't/couldn't tell a soul, not even my bf. I'd only tell medical people, so I could have an abortion. That way I'd only have to suffer from the guilt of me knowing, not having others know too.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Tue Apr 22, 2008 2:38 pm

I could stop... if I wanted to.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Tue Apr 22, 2008 3:17 pm

dont bother calling me, im not going to talk to you

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Wed Apr 23, 2008 1:18 am

I never want to stop.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Apr 23, 2008 6:19 am

okay so I am gay.

or am I?

or does it even matter.

this kid was being crazy nice to me today and asked me out. This Guy, this man, I guess I should say.

And he isn't hott. But he isn't ugly. and I said yes. because he was a nice guy. and I'm bored. and I feel like im always asking god what to do & he just threw this one in my lap.

but today he was talking about sex & I said I was a virgin. we arent even dating yet we just met. and he was like I wont make you do anything until you're ready and I didn't answe the text so he was like im sorry I just believe in being open.

but i just thought. okay well even if we go out I have to tell him that it will never happen. because that part of me is still gay & scarred & hides behind "no sex until marriage" which Im not sure i believe.

idkkkkkkkkkkkk this sure is a challenge

bus

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