Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Callisto » Thu Apr 03, 2008 10:15 am

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Post by PassingCloud » Thu Apr 03, 2008 10:22 am

guilty
really overwhelmingl ysad
not erally here.
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[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
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Post by ThanksALatte » Thu Apr 03, 2008 7:41 pm

like someone is ripping my insides apart.
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Post by vampirelover » Thu Apr 03, 2008 9:29 pm

happy :)
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Post by dncn4lyfe77 » Thu Apr 03, 2008 10:48 pm

I feel like I want to scream.

I feel like I want to give up.

I feel like this will never get better.

I feel like I want to curl up into a ball and disappear

I feel like the only thing keeping me here is my baby girl.

I feel like I want to hurt my pdoc for decreasing my seroquel as he put me on lithium, when the lithium wont help right away.

it's been a bad few days......
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Apr 04, 2008 6:53 am

scared.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
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Post by vampirelover » Fri Apr 04, 2008 9:26 am

guilty and lonely
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Apr 04, 2008 1:03 pm

terrfied, angry, sad. conflicted.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by *pixie dust* » Fri Apr 04, 2008 1:06 pm

Like there is a little bit of optimism.
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Post by poisontongue » Sat Apr 05, 2008 2:22 am

Lonely
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Post by My Hazey Clarity » Sat Apr 05, 2008 2:41 am

a bit wired
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Post by Callisto » Sat Apr 05, 2008 12:11 pm

scared
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Post by PassingCloud » Sun Apr 06, 2008 4:55 pm

anxious
angry
upset
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[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
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[Finally?]
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Post by PassingCloud » Mon Apr 07, 2008 2:49 pm

sad. scared. overwhelmed.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by PassingCloud » Tue Apr 08, 2008 4:19 pm

angry. upset. overhwelmed. terrified.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Apr 08, 2008 4:21 pm

kinda calm, collected, thoughtfull, currious.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Apr 08, 2008 11:59 pm

kinda blank.. like my mood could turn at any moment..

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Post by NotWaving » Wed Apr 09, 2008 1:04 am

lonely
bored
lonely, as in not just wishing someone was around to talk to but as in I feel completely alone in the world, can't even think of anyone I want, just *somebody*
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did I say lonely?
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Apr 09, 2008 2:11 am

I feel like I have so much to say yet I dont want to say it to anyone in particular.
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Post by treasure » Wed Apr 09, 2008 3:30 am

scared. sort of floating/numb cos i can't deal with my actual emotions.
underneath i'm jsut really scared and sad and tired.
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