Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- ThanksALatte
- meeting the neighbors
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L...you are selfish. you turn every conversation into something about you and how i'm not doing something...yet you wont' even tell me...not once that you care. hell, do you even care? i love you...you have been one of my best friends for a long long time...how does it not affect you at all that things are like this?
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
- rememberthatiloveyou
- growing roots
- Posts: 852
- Joined: Sat Jan 19, 2008 2:50 am
- Location: texas
roommate: when you scream for hours on the phone and won't go outside...i think you are really really really stupid for being so dramatic and getting upset so easily over your selfish, controlling, knows you are wrapped around his finger boyfriend that you will yell at forever but won't ever actually stand up to. yelling makes me very upset because it reminds me of growing up, which makes me nervous and urgy. it also makes me upset that you get mad at me when i haven't done anything wrong, or when i ask you to go outside during one of your drama fits and you dont. it reminds me of my dad getting so angry at me when i haven't done anything wrong. we live together and you don't even know i si. i'm pretty good at covering, but i'm not that good...all i do is take care of you and you just don't give a shit about me. i'm sorry you're crying...i'm sorry you can't be your own person with out him. i hope you can be someday.
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa
i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=123817">my place</a>
i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=123817">my place</a>
- Holi
- quintessential regular
- Posts: 1924
- Joined: Fri Jan 04, 2008 9:01 pm
- Location: In the dark and dusty recesses of my mind...
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Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
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- one of us
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I haven't done anything to deserve your treatment of me. I stay out of your way. I don't interfere with your life or anything you try to do. I don't even ask of anything from you, except to treat me with some modicum of respect, because, contrary to your beliefs, I am actually a human being with human feelings.
I'm a person too, and my feelings have worth. Alright? I have hopes and goals and dreams. I want to stay alive. I want to have a future. For the past few days I've been holed up in my room, crying incessantly because of the horrible things you say to me and the horrible things you've done. I go to sleep when you get home and I wake up after you leave. I schedule my meals around the times you're around because I'm actually terrified of you. I don't deserve this. This isn't who I really am.
I'm sorry if anything I do later will displease you or make you angry, but to me, being yelled at for standing up for myself is preferable to lying down letting myself get trampled over.
I'm a person too, and my feelings have worth. Alright? I have hopes and goals and dreams. I want to stay alive. I want to have a future. For the past few days I've been holed up in my room, crying incessantly because of the horrible things you say to me and the horrible things you've done. I go to sleep when you get home and I wake up after you leave. I schedule my meals around the times you're around because I'm actually terrified of you. I don't deserve this. This isn't who I really am.
I'm sorry if anything I do later will displease you or make you angry, but to me, being yelled at for standing up for myself is preferable to lying down letting myself get trampled over.
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5074
- Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:17 am
- Location: Washington state, USA
W: I'm sorry I upset you. I honestly didnt think you cared that much or were so invested in helping me. I love you and I would never want to hurt you.
I feel guilty, but when you called it felt good. You should have told R it was me who was having the meltdown. She understands SI and would have helped you help me. But I know that you didnt want to betray my trust. I have never felt closer to someone in my whole life than you.. I almost wish it was just the two of us without R.. But I think that would be weird though.. I really do love you, W.
~Megan
I feel guilty, but when you called it felt good. You should have told R it was me who was having the meltdown. She understands SI and would have helped you help me. But I know that you didnt want to betray my trust. I have never felt closer to someone in my whole life than you.. I almost wish it was just the two of us without R.. But I think that would be weird though.. I really do love you, W.
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- PassingCloud
- post laureate
- Posts: 11653
- Joined: Fri Jan 30, 2004 10:19 pm
- Gender: female
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you!!!!!!!
YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!!!!!!
FUCKER!
STUPID EFFIN STUPID EFFIN ... AAAAARGH
no word is bad enough for you.
i.just.hate.you.
i hate you!
YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!!!!!!
FUCKER!
STUPID EFFIN STUPID EFFIN ... AAAAARGH
no word is bad enough for you.
i.just.hate.you.
i hate you!
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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- Licentia Poetica
- forum moderator emeritus
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you are PISSING ME OFF.
you think its cool to have a gambling problem because we don't already had enough issues in this family.
FUCK.
you think its cool to have a gambling problem because we don't already had enough issues in this family.
FUCK.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- ThanksALatte
- meeting the neighbors
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i'm sorry. i'm so so sorry. please believe me when i tell you that i did everything that i knew how to do. everything. and i'm sorry that it couldn't save him. i'm sorry that it left you alone. i'm so so so sorry.
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
- 5th section
- just plain inspiring
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- Joined: Tue Sep 19, 2006 8:06 pm
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- Location: if rain makes Britain great then Manchester is greater
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tht realy scared me. How much do you know?
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- HakunaMatata
- one of us
- Posts: 6860
- Joined: Thu Oct 06, 2005 8:30 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: See that place in the distance? Not there!
Whilst I was with you last night I was thinking of him instead. He didn't trust me either, I don't want to put myself through that again. Cause if he trusted me I'd like to think we'd still be together. And nothing will ever be the same as it was with him. So it's not fair on you either. But I don't know how to tell you no now.
I miss you. It's stupid, it's illogical, it would never work but dammit what'd I give to see you again.
I miss you. It's stupid, it's illogical, it would never work but dammit what'd I give to see you again.
Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!
'Love is worth everything. How much are you willing to risk?'~Umara, gone forever, forgotten never.
'You can't put a price on happiness. Follow your dreams'~ Mithz
I don't like country and western. I don't like rock music, I don't like rockabilly or rock and roll particularly. I don't like much, really, do I? But what I do like, I love passionately. ~ The Pet Shop Boys
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5074
- Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:17 am
- Location: Washington state, USA
I hate this situation. I feel like I have to choose sides and I cant do that. So, can we just get along. I feel guilty because you two are in a fight over what I did. I wish I could just disappear.
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- powdahchica
- growing roots
- Posts: 960
- Joined: Mon Sep 06, 2004 10:53 pm
You used me.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7474
- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
oh god please say it, please please say it. give me a sign, anything! i'm dying here, i don't know how much longer i can do this. i know its wrong but i can't think straight. please, please, say it.
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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