Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Mar 11, 2008 12:21 pm

i dont deserve to eat.
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Post by steady hands » Tue Mar 11, 2008 4:41 pm

I'm afraid my sister is becoming an alcoholic.
She deserves so much better than turning into me.


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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Mar 11, 2008 7:24 pm

That lesson made me kind of uncomfortable.

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Post by daisy_chain » Tue Mar 11, 2008 9:52 pm

I feel so alone.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by caged bird » Tue Mar 11, 2008 11:05 pm

i guess it's not really a secret, but i need to try harder, it's all my fault
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Post by smr89 » Wed Mar 12, 2008 5:21 am

talking about this weekend makes me mad because you dont want me to go. you say not to take that personally but how can i not take that personally? i mean seriously. it especially makes me mad because i think youd be fine if some of your friends said they wanted to go. whatever. save me from listening to boring a$$ chior music. i'll be having fun with friends anyway. and goodness knows it will be more fun then sitting through that boring crap or seeing your family who, by the way, i think i will just adore.....
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Post by princessbutterfly25 » Wed Mar 12, 2008 9:26 pm

i am scared i mean really scared of my anger

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Everything seems shallow
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Is that...Someday I will understand
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Mar 13, 2008 10:01 am

prozac isn't going to work - there's nothing left to fix.
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Post by caged bird » Thu Mar 13, 2008 12:15 pm

i'm scared
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Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

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Post by Roxi » Thu Mar 13, 2008 3:31 pm

Lately I've been wondering why I should even bother with "recovery"....
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Post by caged bird » Fri Mar 14, 2008 3:30 pm

i don't know what to say to you
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs

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Post by caged bird » Fri Mar 14, 2008 9:50 pm

i think you just stoped being safe, i'm not sure i can ever go back
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs

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Post by Spidey » Sat Mar 15, 2008 2:18 am

i still love you? i mean, i always have since you're an integral part of my life and FUUUUCK i am about to drive to a place i'm scared to drive to just to see you but..oh my god the fact you have me WANTING to drive and i bought the ipass and everything...wow
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Post by Roxi » Sat Mar 15, 2008 8:04 am

I am not as strong as most people think
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Mar 15, 2008 8:47 am

I would pay someone to hug me right now.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by crone » Sat Mar 15, 2008 11:43 am

You wouldn't have to pay much - maybe part of an air fare

I've been bad, and must learn to save money, and not use material possessions to try and bring happiness
The time to tell someone you care, is now

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Post by Roxi » Sun Mar 16, 2008 11:40 am

I wish you were not alive
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Post by breathing » Mon Mar 17, 2008 1:47 am

Licentia Poetica wrote:I would pay someone to hug me right now.
I'd pay you to let me hug you.

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Post by Blake 1 » Mon Mar 17, 2008 3:46 am

I hate living here, I hate everyone for being so immature and shouting for hours on end when all I want is some peace and quiet.
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Post by steady hands » Mon Mar 17, 2008 4:04 am


I feel like i'll never be able to be happy.



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