Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- caged bird
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please think long and hard about this, please, i know what it's like to self destruct again. don't do it to yourself
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
what am i doing. what am i thinking. Im going into anxious fits cause I keep finding out you are asking about me, noticing i "deleted" myself from someplace...
why cant you just leave me in peace? Honestly, can we just part on good terms. I dont want to keep finding that you are reading what i write. My own family dosnt do that to me, but you feel the need to. Why? We arnt even friends so why cant you just leave me alone. Please. I am begging you to just let me live my life in peice without you.
why cant you just leave me in peace? Honestly, can we just part on good terms. I dont want to keep finding that you are reading what i write. My own family dosnt do that to me, but you feel the need to. Why? We arnt even friends so why cant you just leave me alone. Please. I am begging you to just let me live my life in peice without you.
- princessbutterfly25
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[/size]i think im in love with your boyfriend as well as mine
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Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
Somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying
Is that...Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
- Licentia Poetica
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I don't want to go to this meeting tomorrow. I'm scared you'll just decide I'm crazy like my mother has. I don't want to be nervous in class for the rest of semester. I don't want to talk about France because it scares me. I don't think I'm actually gonna get there. As in, I won't be alive to get there.
I want to drink tonight, again. Unless you give me a reason not to. Please ask me out.
I want to drink tonight, again. Unless you give me a reason not to. Please ask me out.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
I don't know how we ended up in this relationship.
And I don't know why we are doing this.
And I don't know why we can't just walk away from each other.
When we are apart I promise myself that I won't go back again.
But I do.
I enjoy pushing the boundaries with you.
I enjoy putting the danger and the thrill.
I enjoy thinking of how much you want me.
I enjoy having power over you.
I don't want to get into trouble with you.
I keep hoping you'll be the better person and make the right decision for us.
I can't make it.
And I don't know why we are doing this.
And I don't know why we can't just walk away from each other.
When we are apart I promise myself that I won't go back again.
But I do.
I enjoy pushing the boundaries with you.
I enjoy putting the danger and the thrill.
I enjoy thinking of how much you want me.
I enjoy having power over you.
I don't want to get into trouble with you.
I keep hoping you'll be the better person and make the right decision for us.
I can't make it.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
sometimes i feel so alone on BUS.
i post something and people view it, but no-one replies.
it's so isolating.
somebody read that private thing and didnt respond!
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i post something and people view it, but no-one replies.
it's so isolating.
somebody read that private thing and didnt respond!
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
- Quiet little Angel
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A: i so want to share all of this with you, but it's so hard... i can hardly explain how i feel... i'm miserable... i'm anxious, panicky... and i want to tell you why... but i can't... i'm sorry ! I do really love you!
/May
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
- powdahchica
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I don't like being lied to.
And I don't like finding out from someone else that you weren't being honest with me. I don't care if you want to be in a relationship with him, but if I ask you a direct question and you lie, expect me to be pissed off.
And I don't like finding out from someone else that you weren't being honest with me. I don't care if you want to be in a relationship with him, but if I ask you a direct question and you lie, expect me to be pissed off.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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- Holi
- quintessential regular
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You weren't there today
I know you have no idea, but why I do I feel so... abandoned? And let down.
You weren't there, and suddenly nothing had a point anymore.
I rely so much on those times, and I'm scared how they are going to stop for a few weeks. It scares me beyond measure
Thats the only place I'm safe. The only place I'm happy in my own skin.
I need you. Why can't I manage by myself? Not be so dependant on someone who has no idea...
I know you have no idea, but why I do I feel so... abandoned? And let down.
You weren't there, and suddenly nothing had a point anymore.
I rely so much on those times, and I'm scared how they are going to stop for a few weeks. It scares me beyond measure
Thats the only place I'm safe. The only place I'm happy in my own skin.
I need you. Why can't I manage by myself? Not be so dependant on someone who has no idea...
Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
Yes, he is "Daddy." But I wish he wasn't. I wish you were.
I can't talk to him; every time I look at him I get so nervous I feel nauseous.
I can't talk to him; every time I look at him I get so nervous I feel nauseous.
<center>"You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
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You are a dick. You expect us to come in on a holiday? You must be hallucinating. Give me your drugs, wench. Seriously.
Oh, and faggot engineer? Fuck you, too. With a rusty steel dildo. I dislike you intensely. I would say "hate" but that is giving you too much credit. I still hate you for the fact that you and Moron literally SET ME UP TO FAIL.
And if you think I am changing my plans the 29th you are SERIOUSLY FUCKING EATING SOME SHROOMS I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF. Because I am not breaking promises to that boy. I am not. I am not. He was there when pretty much NOBODY ELSE WAS. And you can go fuck yourself if you think I will.
AND HERE, HERE'S SOME HONESTY FOR YOU CUNT:
I intend on marrying that boy.
And you are not not not not not going to fuck that up.
i promised i would
You are all a bunch of losers and you fail miserably.
--
NON NEGATIVE STUFF
You are fucking awesome. I know I must be all since I'm 10+ years younger and a total nerd but I totally enjoyed today. I give that a total thumbs up.
You are a dick. You expect us to come in on a holiday? You must be hallucinating. Give me your drugs, wench. Seriously.
Oh, and faggot engineer? Fuck you, too. With a rusty steel dildo. I dislike you intensely. I would say "hate" but that is giving you too much credit. I still hate you for the fact that you and Moron literally SET ME UP TO FAIL.
And if you think I am changing my plans the 29th you are SERIOUSLY FUCKING EATING SOME SHROOMS I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF. Because I am not breaking promises to that boy. I am not. I am not. He was there when pretty much NOBODY ELSE WAS. And you can go fuck yourself if you think I will.
AND HERE, HERE'S SOME HONESTY FOR YOU CUNT:
I intend on marrying that boy.
And you are not not not not not going to fuck that up.
i promised i would
You are all a bunch of losers and you fail miserably.
--
NON NEGATIVE STUFF
You are fucking awesome. I know I must be all since I'm 10+ years younger and a total nerd but I totally enjoyed today. I give that a total thumbs up.
-marya hornbacher
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(spidey ever onward)
- Licentia Poetica
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I would give anything to see you this weekend. Please, ESP work.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
Please someone give me the strenght and will power to stay focused on my work this week. I am so overwhelmed and I dont know how to make things better. I really wish i hadnt gotten sick last week but I have to keep on going. The end of the semester is near and its not like there is extra time left anyways.
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