Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- vampirelover
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why cant i type properly. its like i try to type one word and another one comes out. this is irritating and i try to type my notes im trying to fix and im making it worse! sigh. I guess maby im trying to tell myself something. cause i have to go back and fix every other word i type so it looks normal.
- _MessedUp_
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I am falling for you. Or as i put it exactly, i am falling in love with you.
And that scares the shit out of me.
Its too soon. And i'm going to get hurt.
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Oh and i want to go home right now but i cant tell you cos you might take offence
And that scares the shit out of me.
Its too soon. And i'm going to get hurt.
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Oh and i want to go home right now but i cant tell you cos you might take offence
"Life is like a beautiful melody only the lyrics are messed up"
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You're the entire reason I cry when I think of leaving school. I'll still see my friends, but you are like a Dad to me, and you can't come with me. I'll miss you so much. So, so much. I don't know what I'll do without you around.
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Mum, please wake up and get in your bed. I'm hungry and I need to make food. Please get off the couch so I can go to the kitchen and eat.
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Mum, please wake up and get in your bed. I'm hungry and I need to make food. Please get off the couch so I can go to the kitchen and eat.
<center>"You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
- Holi
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I'm slipping
I'm starting to scare myself
But I am just safe when I am with you.
Safe from myself
and you have no idea.
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- vampirelover
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- HakunaMatata
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Do yourself a favour kiddo. Don't throw this year away. Get up and go. You don't need to fail. Why travel to teh otehr side of the world, to finish your education and throw it away. Sure there's been heallth issues, but you can do it, you're smart enough when you put your mind to it. Your boss is behind you, and supportive. You've no reason not to. So do yourself a favour.
Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!
'Love is worth everything. How much are you willing to risk?'~Umara, gone forever, forgotten never.
'You can't put a price on happiness. Follow your dreams'~ Mithz
I don't like country and western. I don't like rock music, I don't like rockabilly or rock and roll particularly. I don't like much, really, do I? But what I do like, I love passionately. ~ The Pet Shop Boys
i need you. i need you. fuck if ill admit it aloud but i do actually need somebody.
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- Licentia Poetica
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There are so many things I need to tell you, but I'm afraid it will make me seem needy, or likely to get hurt. That's not the impression I want to give. Because as far as this friends with benefits thing goes, I'm going to take what I can get. This isn't a all-or-nothing deal. But I do, I want more. I really like you. I don't want a serious relationship. Hell, I'm leaving in less than a year. But I do kind of want it to be classified as a relationship of sorts. I'm crazy and strange that I need to define things. And I need to know what you're thinking. I hate playing games. I miss you. I want to see you more often. I wish you would factor me into your life. And I know this is a lot to expect from someone who's afraid of commitment. But I'm willing to work with you on that. I can understand those things. We could take it as it comes, take a break or you know, whatever. I'm only asking you to try. And I don't want you to freak out, or start worrying about hurting me or anything, but, I mean, we don't *get* unlimited opportunities in this world to have the things that we want. And I want you. And I have to believe that if you liked me enough, you'd want to give it a go. I may be slightly crazy, but I'm also non-demandiing, understanding and fairly easy to please. I know you're busy - I'm busy too with a demanding uni course and family and crazy best friend. We've both had non-good past relationships. So why base our present tense on our shitty pasts? I won't use you. I want to be with you, in however loose terms you want to think of it. You said you have to start trusting someone sometime. So, I'm begging you... start with me.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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I love you with all my heart you are my heart and soul. I'm nothing with out you. But you hurt me more than anyone. You live life to this code that seems so high and untangable. It's ok for your friends and family to dump on you. But when ever it is my family or friends they are written off as POS! I could just scream!! I know my family is messed up, believe me I know!! But there still my family!! I still have to be around them!! There always going to be in my life. In our life I can't change who they are or what they have done to me! Just PLEASE help me! Please don't be so angry! I love you and I need you more than anything!!!
- ShellyT
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No. It's not ok that you made an "executive" decision. I'm the fucking director. You clear things with ME first before making any IMPORTANT decisions. Did they vote either of you director? NO. They voted for me. Don't fucking patronize me. You're both business managers. Don't do my fucking job. FUCK YOU!
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!
After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back.
After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back.
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noone here needs me anymore.
it's ok.
it's ok.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
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*sigh* can you please just fit me in your life..
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
I want to hug you. Because I know when you return it you'll mean it.
<center>"You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
- Holi
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I don't want to go out on Friday nights. You know this, stop asking me, and stop ranting on about what happened.
How can you feel proud of losing control? Ranting on about who did this, and what you can and can't remember, how much you drank, how much weed you smoked, just shut up!
I don't feel comfortable with it, I don't like the people you go with, and if I went, I'd be the one scraping you off the pavement, cause I'd be the only one not drinking. We are 14-15 for christ's sake! If you're drinking now, what are you going to be like in a couple of years!
What happened to parties and night outs that didn't involve getting wasted, or getting stoned?
How can you feel proud of losing control? Ranting on about who did this, and what you can and can't remember, how much you drank, how much weed you smoked, just shut up!
I don't feel comfortable with it, I don't like the people you go with, and if I went, I'd be the one scraping you off the pavement, cause I'd be the only one not drinking. We are 14-15 for christ's sake! If you're drinking now, what are you going to be like in a couple of years!
What happened to parties and night outs that didn't involve getting wasted, or getting stoned?
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