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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Mar 02, 2008 12:03 pm

my parents didn't want me
my best friend can't make time to even ask me how i am
m didn't want me
a left me behind
and now t doesnt want me either.

and i dont blame any of them.

whats the point in still trying to pretend it's them and not me.
useless, failure.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun Mar 02, 2008 3:11 pm

Honestly, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I need help.
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Post by kittyfever » Sun Mar 02, 2008 7:33 pm

I wish he still loved me. It still hurts too much, 4 or 5 years later.
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Post by Geordie » Mon Mar 03, 2008 11:40 am

I think my friends are getting sick of me :cry:
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Post by vampirelover » Mon Mar 03, 2008 9:20 pm

im afraid i might be happy
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Post by Peege » Mon Mar 03, 2008 9:26 pm

so i'm doing it again. yes.
a small part of me knows its a bad idea.
most of me enjoys having something to smile about.
all of me cant wait to feel the true effects.
it's pure unadulterated anticipation.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon Mar 03, 2008 9:44 pm

i wish i was more sick so that i could quit lawschool and be IP for a while... have peace to get better without having to struggle with school as well...
i've never had to struggle like this with school-work... and it's not even because i'm finding the subjects tough... i just can't do it...
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Post by recovering4me » Tue Mar 04, 2008 9:42 pm

i want mandy to hug me, but im scared to ask because she might say no because its unprofessional.
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Post by vampirelover » Tue Mar 04, 2008 9:44 pm

Im afraid my anorexic mate will judge me caus of my SH
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Post by _MessedUp_ » Wed Mar 05, 2008 12:15 am

i really really dont like that guy. why cant you see he's a complete dickhead?
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Post by amyfairy » Wed Mar 05, 2008 12:53 am

i still wish it was me that had od'd. & that's so wrong, i know. :-?
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Post by manda » Fri Mar 07, 2008 11:01 am

im so lost that dont even know how to begin to find my way. the thought of starting on that path is so overwhelming i put it off 'till tomorrow' every day. im scared that one day ill be ready to put my energy toward it, only it will be too late....
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Post by Pink_Stars » Fri Mar 07, 2008 3:38 pm

If only they realised I know more than them.
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Post by Roxi » Fri Mar 07, 2008 4:59 pm

I've been having urges and not telling anyone.
Sometimes it's just easier to pretend that being in recovery is easy
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Post by Beasty » Sat Mar 08, 2008 3:54 am

When we kiss...



.... I think of his mum
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Mar 08, 2008 12:11 pm

I feel bad but I am disappointed that I didn't get the one thing I wanted for my birthday. It wasn't much to ask.
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Post by ShellyT » Sun Mar 09, 2008 5:01 am

I slept with C. But I dreamed about J.
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Post by caged bird » Mon Mar 10, 2008 8:51 pm

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Mar 11, 2008 2:52 am

I'm stupid. No, really.
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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Mar 11, 2008 2:53 am

I want to starve again.
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