Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Feb 19, 2008 10:20 am

i dont think god likes me very much.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Feb 19, 2008 4:12 pm

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Post by Scatterbrain » Tue Feb 19, 2008 8:29 pm

What you told us makes me feel uncomfortable. But it shouldnt cuz I know several people like that.. I'm trying to work through it. You are my best friend, and this shouldnt change anything.. I will do my best to keep things the same.
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I fucking terrified that both of you will leave. You cant understand what that feels like. Everytime i open up, its only a matter of time before the person ditches me.. You both said you would be different. I dont believe you. But I cant do this alone..

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Feb 20, 2008 11:50 am

shit, i've booked my driving test! :o :-?

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Post by fishhead » Wed Feb 20, 2008 1:50 pm

I've skipped about 10 days of school recently. :roll: The make-up work is really catching up with me and I think my teachers realize that not every one of those days are because of a true illness. I'm worried they're going to hate me, and not be understanding. I couldn't go there. :/
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Wed Feb 20, 2008 3:48 pm

I can't face it any more. I want to write it but I'm too afraid to put it out there. I can't bring myself to do it.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Feb 20, 2008 5:12 pm

I'm suffocating. And I feel like I'm stuck and I have no idea what I'm meant to be doing. I can't find any solutions.

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Post by caged bird » Wed Feb 20, 2008 5:53 pm

i know you're gonna be mad tomorrw, i'm sorry i've let you down,i just never do good enough do i
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Post by Blake 1 » Wed Feb 20, 2008 9:32 pm

I don't want to try because I'm afraid I'm going to fail.
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Post by Cuppy » Wed Feb 20, 2008 9:42 pm

I wish you could get your computer going on your own, so I don't have to change everything on this one
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Post by mephistopheles » Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:19 am

I watched intervention today.

Yep. For that reason.
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Post by Callisto » Thu Feb 21, 2008 9:38 am

when you're down because of work and things I worry that you're going to be like my ex and dump me by ignoring me simply because you're having a hard week or two.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:18 pm

i like you
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Post by caged bird » Thu Feb 21, 2008 3:14 pm

it's 2pm and i'm already drinking, i want today to disappear
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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Feb 21, 2008 8:28 pm

I'm scared. I feel fragile, like I'm crumbling inside. But I still dont feel comfortable asking you for help or a hug or anything. I just want to disappear..

~Megan
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Feb 21, 2008 9:38 pm

I'm in over my head.
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Post by funkymusic » Fri Feb 22, 2008 5:24 pm

I'm not sure, but I might actually want him to tell someone who can do something about it.

Yet I still tell him never to do it.

I don't want to be crazy.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:25 pm

*la*sex*
I'm not happy with where this is going. Why would a relatively good looking 25 yr old be interested in? yes, I know, for sex. Which for all that I've had 3 relationships, 1 was a fling, one was a baby one, the other was so damn serious I can't really move on. For all that I had those relationships, when you barely see the otehr person/you're not together long enough and the rest is made up from one night stands, there's some things you don't experience. And I don't want to sit discussing with you fantasies and stuff, random light-heartedness yeah, sure fine. And now I'm lying and making shit up to fob you off. There's a reason I said why doesn't T join us for drinks tomorrow. Cause I'm not meeting you on my own. Simple as.


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Post by caged bird » Sun Feb 24, 2008 11:45 pm

i don't know if this is my mood lifting or it it's just that i'm busyier and blocking things again. but either way i'm scared to let it go too far - and that's rediculous. i saw the tears in your eyes tonight and your frustration at wanting to die - and i was jealous that you can still express that, and i can't
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Mon Feb 25, 2008 1:18 pm

I'm failing at everything. And I want to give up altogether.

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