Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Wed Feb 13, 2008 9:06 pm

You freaked me out yesterday and I am still spooked!

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 8:44 pm

Go away, go away, go away, go away. You are scaring me. Get away from my bedroom now.

princessbutterfly25 · Post by **princessbutterfly25** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 12:43 am

"a" dont you fucking disrespect my bf ever again i think your nothing but a fucking waste of space dont even look at me you fucking asshole

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 3:21 am

thankyou world for not mentioning the day. it was a good and quiet day even though i did have to go to the store to do banking and bought a book. I had a quiet afternoon and didnt have to face any of the stuff about today.

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 4:02 am

You never help..

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 2:49 pm

one day i will get through this but people here are helping and challenging me in ways that will make me better... thankyou

tanz · Post by **tanz** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 5:19 pm

fuck you. you really can't see how much you're hurting me...

i just need you to listen me.

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 7:44 pm

*SU*

The World
Just leave me alone.
Can't I just switch off for a bit
It just get too much sometimes, and I'm just so tired of it all.
I don't want to continue, I just want to switch off for a bit.
I just want to sleep, and wake up a different person

No-one gives a fuck about who I am.
Well... A few do, and they only care about who they think I am, not who I really am, if they knew, they'd drop me faster than hot coals.
____________________________________

MWR
Fuck it all, I'm sorry.
For doing sodding nothing!
For being a fucking idiot.
Can't R just tell you it was her.
Please don't say or look at me like that
You make me hurt myself so badly and feel so guilty about every-fucking-thing
But you have no idea do you, you've got idea.
It's just hopeless, isn't it?
I can't stop, because I will feel guilty so about it ever happening, and you would remind me every minute of it.
Nor can I continue, because this is just tearing me apart

This is all my fault, I deserve everything that comes to me, I almost made it happen.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 9:23 pm

You know, I don't care at all that you didn't thank us. That just makes you look childish. Because to everyone else it's obvious that we pissed on you from a great height.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Feb 15, 2008 11:47 pm

i wish i could explain myself better to you and i wish you could understand me.

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Sat Feb 16, 2008 4:56 am

You don't listen to me...it's like you don't care, and I'm alone.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Sat Feb 16, 2008 7:16 am

you fucking arse hole.
i cant even say your name anymore.
we let you come drink with us.
and you fucking go along and do this?
i mean WTF?? that is no way to treat anyone you consider a friend, or fucking anyone. no one deserves to be treated like that.
i hope they fucking through your arse out of the fucking country.
you make me sick

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Sat Feb 16, 2008 12:38 pm

why the hell are you being like this...
i thought i was being paranoid, but then others confirmed what i was thinking.
i can be equally as cold back.,
because i'm fed up too.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Sat Feb 16, 2008 3:46 pm

yes, i know she's struggling
but she won't open up to anyone
why can't anyone see me?
i'm struggling too
but i make an effort, & try and interact
& get out of bed cause i don't want to fail my degree

but it's still as hard.
it's the same as before
'worried about jess' etcetc...

how about ME?

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sat Feb 16, 2008 6:15 pm

What the hell is your problem? I give you so many things, and then every weekend you go and invite everyone but me to your little parties. Then when we get back to school you rant about how awesome it was and on and on. You know what I'm sick of you, and you need to get over yourself.

To my T...Please don't give up on me. I'm doing the best I can, but I keep failing and I think you're getting frusterated. Just please, please don't give up on me.

ultimate starshine · Post by **ultimate starshine** » Sat Feb 16, 2008 7:02 pm

Im failing and deep dpown, you fucking know it, but you wont tell me

DecemberLivy · Post by **DecemberLivy** » Sun Feb 17, 2008 1:29 am

sometimes, you'd be surprised with how much i loath you. deeply, and intensely. the 14th was a good example of that loathing. i'll never forgive you for agreeing with her. you self serving bitch.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Sun Feb 17, 2008 1:22 pm

i miss all of you still, and i know it's selfigh to want you back here, but i miss the way things used to be, i wish they hadn't changed.

handmade mute · Post by **handmade mute** » Mon Feb 18, 2008 8:17 am

Mum,

I am really hurt by the way you want me to live my life. I don't want to lie by omission to everyone. I don't want to edit my thoughts, feelings and needs so that it doesn't offend anyone in the family.

I don't want to live scared of being everything that everyone wants me to be. If I want to spend time with my cousin, I shouldn't have to hide it in case my aunt doesn't like it. I'm not taking sides in a fight that has nothing to do with me, and I resent that it's YOU trying to make me.

I don't want to hide things from family because they're stressed. Yes, X is having a rough time, but don't you think it'll hurt far more if Y dies and X finds out after that we all knew it was going to happen and decided X didn't need to know??

I am really hurt that you don't listen to me. I'm hurt that you'll drop everything for X or Z, but you can't even turn the TV down for me. I'm hurt that you still try to play the 'some people have it worse' card, even though I've explained how unfair that is. I am frustrated that you don't listen, decide I said something when I didn't (or didn't say something when I did), and then blame me when you've gotten it wrong. I know I'm not perfect, but still, I try to listen and be sympathetic and helpful. I would like the same in return. I would like to know that you understand that you have two daughters, not just one, and that you care for them equally.

I am feeling betrayed that I try and try to build bridges with you. I try to help you better understand me and what I am going through, and you either don't listen, or criticise. Even then, I still keep trying, and hoping, that you and I can have a regular relationship, rather than this distrusting, wary one. I am frustrated that I spent days writing you that letter, and months working up the courage to give it to you. And you left it here. I know it was an accident, but how do youthink I feel when you remember your chocolate and forget my letter? I worked hard on that, to give you an insight. I put aside my valid fear that you would use that information to hurt me, in order to try, yet again, to help you understand me. And I feel like it's a slap in the face that you forgot it, no matter how accidental it was.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Mon Feb 18, 2008 9:55 am

whst did i do to desvere this huh?

bus

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