Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Decrescendo
unpacking boxes
unpacking boxes
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Post by Decrescendo » Tue Jan 29, 2008 6:32 pm

the urge to release what i'm feeling in some physical form at all is so overwhelming I feel like I could throw up. Does anybody ever feel like that? The anxiety inside is as if you drank three red bulls and are stuck in a strait-jacket and you'd throw yourself at a wall repeatedly if it would release any of it? I think maybe I've gone mad.

Good timing to go mad.

I have an interview in an hour.
And that just makes it worse.
Get. It. TOGETHER.
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Isis
settling in
settling in
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Location: somewhere in europe

Post by Isis » Tue Jan 29, 2008 7:00 pm

i feel sad and hopeless
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Holi
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quintessential regular
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Joined: Fri Jan 04, 2008 9:01 pm
Location: In the dark and dusty recesses of my mind...

Post by Holi » Tue Jan 29, 2008 7:02 pm

Urgy and empty.
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mikedemons
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growing roots
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Post by mikedemons » Tue Jan 29, 2008 7:28 pm

rejuvintaed neverivs and very urgey
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Ruby Tuesday
just plain inspiring
just plain inspiring
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Jan 29, 2008 8:45 pm

lonely.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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there_is_hope
driving instructor
driving instructor
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Location: Canada, NS

Post by there_is_hope » Thu Jan 31, 2008 2:24 am

confused, unsure, sad
"Keep Moving Forward."- Meet the Robinsons

Si free since Sept 28/08
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lily_trying
part of the fixtures
part of the fixtures
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Location: here. in my head.
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Post by lily_trying » Thu Jan 31, 2008 2:42 am

sick, overwhelmed/useless, alone
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red umbrellas
beyond inspiring
beyond inspiring
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Location: Sydney

Post by red umbrellas » Thu Jan 31, 2008 11:12 am

hopeful and hopeless at once
lonely
afraid
needy
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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poisontongue
creating your space
creating your space
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Post by poisontongue » Fri Feb 01, 2008 5:33 am

Lonely
Unloved
Tired
Hopeless
Needy
Confused
Helpless
2008 slip counter: 3 (Feb. 16)

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amyfairy
postinating the countryside
postinating the countryside
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Feb 01, 2008 8:42 pm

right now, i feel fucking fed up.
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tanz
sprouting branches
sprouting branches
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Post by tanz » Fri Feb 01, 2008 9:05 pm

anxious
bored
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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poisontongue
creating your space
creating your space
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Post by poisontongue » Sat Feb 02, 2008 3:44 am

Lonely
Unlovable
I need a friend :(
2008 slip counter: 3 (Feb. 16)

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lily_trying
part of the fixtures
part of the fixtures
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Post by lily_trying » Sat Feb 02, 2008 10:33 am

disappointing, hopeless, depressed, worried.
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fadingbutterfly
bus mechanic
bus mechanic
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Joined: Sat Aug 25, 2007 9:34 pm

Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Feb 02, 2008 12:12 pm

like I have failed
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poisontongue
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creating your space
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Post by poisontongue » Sat Feb 02, 2008 11:15 pm

Frightened
2008 slip counter: 3 (Feb. 16)

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labbaw
building community
building community
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Post by labbaw » Sun Feb 03, 2008 6:34 am

I feel really lonely and scared and very sad.
There is a reason for everything.
Hugs welcome
SI-free since Sept 3 2008

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fadingbutterfly
bus mechanic
bus mechanic
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Feb 03, 2008 1:13 pm

quite sad
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Holi
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Location: In the dark and dusty recesses of my mind...

Post by Holi » Sun Feb 03, 2008 1:33 pm

Empty
Ashamed
Hurt
Lonely
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lily_trying
part of the fixtures
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Post by lily_trying » Sun Feb 03, 2008 10:27 pm

tired, worried, isolated, upset.
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tanz
sprouting branches
sprouting branches
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Post by tanz » Sun Feb 03, 2008 10:46 pm

lonely
sad
SU
tired
'cause total life forever will never be enough

http://arsonists.tumblr.com
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