Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Isis » Tue Jan 29, 2008 8:47 pm

you don't care do you?

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Post by starcatuk » Tue Jan 29, 2008 8:55 pm

i cant believe we did that!

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Post by avoidanyhurt » Tue Jan 29, 2008 8:56 pm

Maybe.....I Just want to!!

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Post by southsider » Tue Jan 29, 2008 10:23 pm

(not on BUS, which seems obvious to me)
(it's about religion)

Dear you,
Why is it, that when I leave you a journal comment that says that I'm not a praying sort but am thinking of you during your hard time, do you feel that it is THE RIGHT THING TO DO to come and PROSELYTIZE to me on my OWN JOURNAL?! WHY IN THE NAME OF FUCK DID YOU THINK THAT WAS A LOGICAL OR EFFECTIVE THING TO DO?! Your efforts have fallen on deaf ears. You're NOT going to make me into a believer and your cheerful screeds have accomplished nothing except for making me angry.

WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN THE SAME RELIGION YOU DO JUST HAVEN'T *CONSIDERED THE QUESTION* OR HAVEN'T HEARD ENOUGH ABOUT RELIGION?!? WE'RE THINKING PEOPLE JUST AS MUCH AS YOU ARE, AND WE'VE CONSIDERED THE QUESTION JUST AS MUCH AS YOU HAVE, BUT WE'VE COME TO A DIFFERENT ANSWER.

I'd remove you from my friends list if I didn't like you so damn much. However, if this keeps up, it's over.
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Post by 5th section » Wed Jan 30, 2008 10:40 am

thank you for talking to me. Thank you for being normal! I need it…
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

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Post by avoidanyhurt » Wed Jan 30, 2008 1:16 pm

Sometimes-----I just want to leave you!
I don't understand you unwillingness to share your feelings and thoughts with me! This roller coaster ride is making me nauseated!

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Post by Holi » Wed Jan 30, 2008 6:21 pm

To the Teenagers at school
Leave me Alone!
I don't want any of your laughter or stares
Yes I know I have a massive white plaster on my face.
And before you ask about it, couldn't you stop for a minute and think that 100 other people have asked about it today, and I just want to be left alone cause I'm feeling fragile and shaky.
Yes, haha, it's funny, that a door swung out into my path, please stop and consider that it hurt alot, I've had headaches all day, a massive throbbing bruise, and a nasty cut on my head. I can't focus on anything, and I've just felt like crying all day.
Just shut up


To MWR
Thank you. I needed your concern, and I could talk about something else, which made me feel normal for a while. I think your wonderful, and you really cheered me up, on the walk to the bus. You made the day bearable.

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Post by ultimate starshine » Wed Jan 30, 2008 6:51 pm

S, i know its hard for you to understand but i dont love you. In fact, I dont know if i could ever love anybody. I wish you would leave me alone, i need time on my own and you know this but your always there, I dont want you and I never will. I llove you as a friend but I do need my own space. Please Please listen and let me have te space i am craving so damn much
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Post by avoidanyhurt » Wed Jan 30, 2008 8:59 pm

OMG! I feel like such a freak!
I hate being biopolar and doing SI .
I am tired of being treated differently!
Don't tell me it is "ok", when clearly it is not!

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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Jan 30, 2008 10:19 pm

Your such an asshole. I cant believe I trusted you once. You can go to hell. Probably right at the bottom of the 8th circle/top of the 9th.. I think you would fit in just fine. I hate that I miss talking to you, but its good that you are out of my life. Fuck you.

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Post by Isis » Wed Jan 30, 2008 10:44 pm

just don't ask me what's wrong.i never thought you would do this again.you know how i feel.

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Post by funkymusic » Wed Jan 30, 2008 11:07 pm

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Shut up. You don't understand.

I SAID SHUT UP!

FUCK YOU!!! You don't understand that it's not that easy. So I slipped! Relax!! Shut up, fuck you, you're stupid. You're overreacting. It was one slip.

I'm sorry.

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Post by WildChild101 » Thu Jan 31, 2008 12:40 am

Right. today you texted me, asking why i told you.
i sent one back saying i knew you could be trusted and i thought you deserved to know.

i meant that


I trust you more than anyone, i think. Youre my best friend, like a brother.
I love you so much and you just talking to me about anything, waving, saying hello, helps me. So dont worry about me, i am going to be fine.

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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Jan 31, 2008 11:10 am

i need your support. please realise that. please care enough for that.

_____________________________________

i need you three to let me in. please. i'm desperate.

____________________________________

please stop nagging me. i'm not ready to do it yet, ok? i'm sorry i told you all that. but i was drunk.
i can't tell the truth so brutally when i'm sober.
anyway, they'd fucking section me.
i don't know what to do, so please don't be so aggressive when i see you.
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Post by avoidanyhurt » Thu Jan 31, 2008 2:25 pm

Thank you for being so sweet last night.
I am sorry for all I put you through!

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Post by 5th section » Thu Jan 31, 2008 3:31 pm

i know I should be thinking about more important things than getting one up on you...
...but really all I've got to say is hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009

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Post by ultimate starshine » Thu Jan 31, 2008 4:55 pm

Sometimes i wish i was like you, but then i realised that to be like you, I would have to hurt people like me, Now i hate you
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by smr89 » Thu Jan 31, 2008 6:27 pm

I know you signed up for those 2 porn sites. That pisses me off beyond belief. How would you like me looking at a bunch of naked guys? Your selection of sites pisses me off even more since we had already talked about those skanky whores people like to call divas. Well its your choice, you can choose internet sluts or a real girl. I guess you just made you decision. I hope you'll be very happy with you whores because my clothes will be staying on for a very long time. Hope they can take care of you if you get what I'm saying. This is almost as bad as you cheating on me. I mean technically you are cheating in your heart (But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. Matt 5:28 ). Plus youre sneaking around and lying about it. Good thing I check your email huh? And even better yet that I thought to check the junk mail. O, btw that chick that sent you a friend request and the guy that sent you a message? You might know them a little better than you think you do. I just want to see what you have to say. I have a feeling you might just ignore them both but if you dont I think this could be interesting. We'll talk about this later when I figure out just what you're going to do on those slut sites and figure out a way to bring it up. How scummy. Thanks so much for that. Thought you were supposed to be showing me how some guys are different? Yea, well this just does wonders for your case. Yea right!
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Post by ultimate starshine » Thu Jan 31, 2008 6:47 pm

i act strong... but im not... im weaker than you think
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."

"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story

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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Jan 31, 2008 8:01 pm

Thanks. I dont think you realize how hard it is for me not to run right now. I'm trying to stick with it.. I appreciate you, but my first impulse is to distance myself so that I can ditch you before you ditch me.. You know.. So, I apologize for that, and I will try to talk to you more today.

~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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