Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 3:04 am

it hurts to love you.
i...i can't figure out whether it hurts more or less than being alone.
i think it hurts more.
what do i do? now that i know that?
what do i do with it? that knowledge?
where does it fit? between me and you?

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 4:45 am

Your silence and unwillingness to talk to me hurts deeply. I feel like you don't care anymore. I know the things you said to her about me. Why can't you admit to me that you said them? It hurts, I hurt. I can't get past this right now.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 9:42 pm

Aren't I entitled to have my own ideas as well?

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 10:01 pm

I'm sorry

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 10:51 pm

You walked past me on the stairs at school, and said hi.
Please
Don't do that...
I think you're wonderful but you make me ashamed and hateful about everything
I was so fragile anyway on that day, but that simple 'Hi' sent me back to the place I'd spent the last 20 minutes of my lunchtime trying to get out of.
I'm sorry, but you don't know me, nobody does.
So please just someone let me have piece of mind like I did before this all happened
Even though it's not your fault at all.
It's all mine

And I hate myself for it

Peege · Post by **Peege** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 11:03 pm

i dont know how i got here
i dont understand how you cant see
i dont think i can do this anymore
i may not be here when you get back
i know it isnt what you want but it may just be what i need.
i simply cannot go on. not alone. not like this.

i loved you. i'm not sure if i can anymore...

unconditional love has died... that really does mean its over hey?

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 27, 2008 1:20 am

you make me so happy!

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i'd love to see your face when you find out im not single anymore because i know you'll hate it because it means you can't control me anymore. ha.

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 6:54 pm

Why won't you talk....
I feel your distance and it hurts
I hate your drinking......I HATE IT!
I am sorry for hurting you

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 6:59 pm

[size=0]why dosnt anyone in this idiodic family ever tell me of important stuff like someone was in a car accident. im so pissed off that noone told me my cosin was in an accident. How is it i find second hand from a distant reletive i talk to once a year that my cosin was hurt in a car accident. I hate you all and im upset noone told me. When were you planning on telling me? Doint you get it that if you had told me right away i would be able to deal with it a lot better but no, your excuse is that its too hard to tell me and your afraid it will upset me. WTF of cource i will be upset, but im a lot more angry that noone told me then the fact that my cosin was in an accident. I am glad she will be ok, but fucken geeze TELL ME OF STUFF LIKE THIS RIGHT AWAY!!! [/size]

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 8:16 pm

I am so frustrated right now.

WildChild101 · Post by **WildChild101** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 9:12 pm

I dont think you mean to but you hurt me today

Wait. I know you meant to.
Please dont turn out like her, im still not coping with that. Youre just twisting everything, and making it worse than it is. Making me feel guilty. Please remember that i told you my biggest secret because i trust you. Something that only you, and three other people know. And i know youre going through a tough time, but so am i and i'd rather you didnt take it out on me. But then again,do. let it all out. Im not worth much more anyway. Thats what she did. and i fucking hate her more than anything. Im trying to write about it, but it makes me slip. And you said i could always talk to you about it. Chances are, i can't today.

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 10:15 pm

I miss you. You always make me smile.
I wish I wouldn't always feel guilty about smiling

I just need someone to know.
But I don't see the point anymore
I put myself here, and if I can't get out by myself, I don't really deserve to get out.
I don't deserve anything

I just feel empty and cold
So Cold.

funkymusic · Post by **funkymusic** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 11:09 pm

Why can no one see I'm not okay?
I don't ask you to read my mind. I do drop hints. Why won't you talk about it with me?

Can't you at least pretend to understand? Pretend to care??

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 1:56 am

I am having a hard time tonight...wish you could see that.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 9:54 am

you make me incredibly, amazingly, uncontrollably happy. thank you!

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 10:07 am

i'm overanalysing everything.
i'm sorry for everything i've done.
i *know* you don't care. and that you won't.
and while i've lost all hope of that...i'm still hoping.
i wish you could.
i wish i could stop making it harder.

i'm such a fool.

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i wish you weren't leaving. you've become such a great friend, so fast. i don't know how things will be without you.
i will miss you so so much.

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you are acting like a crap friend.
i would hate to lose you. i don't know what i'd do if i lost you.
but the way you've been acting....i'm tempted to fire you.
can't you see this hurts?

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 1:07 pm

I wish I would know what you are thinking now. I don't want you to worry, cause I love you.
Don't pressure me to tell you, I will do, in my own time
I don't even know if I want to stop, or if I want to continue
I just don't know
This has changed me so much, but when I look back to who I was, I wouldn't want to be her.
If I go back to her, I will just come back here again

Somehow
I like who it has made me
However much pain it has given me to get there

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 2:06 pm

I'm still dreading tonight. I always do. how long is this going to go on? And why the fuck can't I pull myself together?

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 8:25 pm

I feel like you are telling her all our secrets
You lie to me and I hate that!
Answer me please!!!!

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Tue Jan 29, 2008 8:44 pm

why won't you talk to me? I need you.

bus

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