Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Dec 26, 2007 6:37 am

i know you think you'll hurt me.
but i would like us to be together.
and i think you'd be surprised...i might understand more than you expect.

please. stop this and see what is in front of you.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Wed Dec 26, 2007 7:45 am

Why couldn't it be me?
Why couldn't it be us?

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Post by mephistopheles » Wed Dec 26, 2007 12:38 pm

i can't hear colours any more.

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if you leave me...i think i might
actually just die.

but then. when she left you,
you tried to off yourself.
so maybe we'd match?
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Post by Spidey » Sun Dec 30, 2007 8:45 pm

i believe that nobody will love me because i am disabled

i think my family is ashamed of me because of it, too.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by strmdncr » Sun Dec 30, 2007 8:52 pm

I am afraid that I will never be what my dad expects of me, that I will always disappoint him no matter how hard I try....and I am feeling very angry towards my father for somehow doing something that I have these fears.
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Post by tanz » Sun Dec 30, 2007 9:32 pm

I feel like i'm a bad person.
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by fishhead » Fri Jan 04, 2008 6:56 am

College apps are due in a week. I haven't started. I feel like a failure.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Jan 04, 2008 11:18 am

i can't get out of it this time. and i don't think i care. i am never awake anymore not dissociated or drunk on some level. i truly want to die. i don't think i've felt this hopeless in a long time. do you know how long it's taken me to type this wihtout spelling mistakes/
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by amber_lynne10 » Sun Jan 06, 2008 12:52 am

People make me want to scream. and so do exams=[
He will never realize how glad i am i said yes to him.

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Post by caged bird » Thu Jan 10, 2008 10:34 am

i'm not coping at work and i don't know what to do about it, none of the bad stuff has gone away and i still feel bad
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Jan 10, 2008 12:59 pm

I'm too forgiving at times. I let people walk all over me because it's easier than standing up for myself. But I'm tired of it now. I've had enough

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Jan 10, 2008 3:53 pm

i feel hopeless,
and i could cry forever

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Post by crone » Thu Jan 10, 2008 5:13 pm

I feel so guilty
The only way I can get any work done is by listening to Booty Luv - Some Kinda Rush
The time to tell someone you care, is now

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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Thu Jan 10, 2008 7:11 pm

I wish I could get this week over and done with, by just staying in bed and never getting out...
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
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Post by xStarBright » Thu Jan 10, 2008 7:18 pm

I'm scared that because we've drawn now, when we come to play Girls High, he'll be there.. and so will she..
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go. :cowsleep:
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Thu Jan 10, 2008 7:51 pm

I want so desperatly to be mad at you, but the sad truth is, I can't be.

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"Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody."
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Post by WishIKnew » Fri Jan 11, 2008 5:00 pm

I have been sexually abused. No one knows, because I'm scared, but I wish I could tell you and if I did would you believe me? You see I can't remember the details, I just remember it vaguely.
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:redstar:I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being :redstar:

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Post by lily_trying » Sat Jan 12, 2008 9:32 am

years go by & i still can't get over them. i feel utterly worthless.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Jan 12, 2008 4:04 pm

I secretly despise everyone. I feel an intense hatred for so many people, it scares me.
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