Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by little pixie dust » Mon Dec 24, 2007 10:53 am

confused.. i should be happy but i'm not, far from it.. :(

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Mon Dec 24, 2007 12:57 pm

Confused

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Post by mikedemons » Mon Dec 24, 2007 1:25 pm

i am so proud of myself becuse i just started my 3rd stright day w/ no si and last night was the tuffest i never thought i was going to make it thru but i did and that is what i am the most proud of
so today i going take sometime to really go out of my way to do something very speacal and nice i havent deside what yet sleep would be nice but i think i forgot how to sleep
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by treasure » Mon Dec 24, 2007 3:01 pm

i wrote this in rw which was probably the wrong place but it just came out like that...
kind of recklessly random. may offend small children or big babies.

it's technically xmas here and i'm trying to avoid thinking about it which is hard even on bus. even on rw. will you shut up already about it :tongue: sorry. bad mood simmering, like a big pot of poison. will i drink it and turn into a frog? somehow my humour feels fun. can i make you laugh? can i turn on my spiteful sarcastic wit and turn my pain into laughter? not that laughter is any less painful for the downtrodden.
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Post by Nursing_girl » Mon Dec 24, 2007 4:44 pm

Okay....kinda tired, but excited too.
~~~Kristen~~~
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*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
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Post by WishIKnew » Mon Dec 24, 2007 9:30 pm

Like a complete failure and very disappointed. I wish I could turn back time just a little :bsad:
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:redstar:I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being :redstar:

Crash and Burn

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Post by mikedemons » Mon Dec 24, 2007 9:40 pm

i am doing really well i am haddling today alot better thank i thought i was going to i have been really spoiling myself today to make up for how hard and bad i have been treating myself lately
so far i have gone out for a nice lunch and spent all afternoon enjoying music and writeing
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by Callisto » Wed Dec 26, 2007 2:56 pm

angry
upset
angry
scared
lonely

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Post by mikedemons » Wed Dec 26, 2007 6:20 pm

alot beetter than last night and happy that i make day 5
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by styled_wrong » Thu Dec 27, 2007 12:53 am

sad
upset
alone
afraid
urgy
tired
awake
fed up
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels

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Post by Nursing_girl » Thu Dec 27, 2007 3:29 am

tired, bored, restless
~~~Kristen~~~
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*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*

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Post by idork » Thu Dec 27, 2007 4:02 am

gone, angry, down, out of it sooooooo out of it.... and ANGRY and frustrated
Everyone has a story.
This is mine in all of it's awkward-messy-geeky-bias-spastic-blunt-spontaneous-mad-authentic-aesthetics.
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Post by Silent_Tears » Thu Dec 27, 2007 4:25 am

urgy
depressed
self-loathing
restless
angry
Silent's Poetry Spot

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My PBH

Fighting everyday to stay SI free. 8 years and counting. It does get easier. I just wish the thoughts would go away completely.

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Post by mikedemons » Thu Dec 27, 2007 4:28 am

scared
uneazy
still proud of myself
hyper way to hyper
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by Silent_Tears » Thu Dec 27, 2007 5:46 am

add... panicky...
Silent's Poetry Spot

My Place- Everyone Welcome

My PBH

Fighting everyday to stay SI free. 8 years and counting. It does get easier. I just wish the thoughts would go away completely.

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Post by volta » Thu Dec 27, 2007 6:19 am

urgey

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Post by idork » Thu Dec 27, 2007 6:22 am

jumbled..... a bit confused.... maybe even tired
Everyone has a story.
This is mine in all of it's awkward-messy-geeky-bias-spastic-blunt-spontaneous-mad-authentic-aesthetics.
My Place//Tumblr

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Post by mikedemons » Thu Dec 27, 2007 6:24 am

way to hyper i am on such an up swing i'm in the clouds
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by Nursing_girl » Thu Dec 27, 2007 6:39 am

Okay...kinda tired and bored.
~~~Kristen~~~
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!

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*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Thu Dec 27, 2007 8:20 am

Confused, jittery.

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