Your life in 5 years......?
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if it could b real
i would be happy
i would be be free from eating disorders
i would be free from mass worry about things which i do know i shouldn't be worrying about
i might finally be content with myself
i would have stoped SIing
and i would be in uni where im coping well and gettin on wit my studies.
i would be happy
i would be be free from eating disorders
i would be free from mass worry about things which i do know i shouldn't be worrying about
i might finally be content with myself
i would have stoped SIing
and i would be in uni where im coping well and gettin on wit my studies.
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It's scary how things change in a few short months...
Although in five years time, i will still be 26
i will have done some more counselling training, possibly to diploma level
i will have spent at another least a year travelling
i will have stopped the burning
i will be eating normally, or at least more normally.
Although in five years time, i will still be 26
i will have done some more counselling training, possibly to diploma level
i will have spent at another least a year travelling
i will have stopped the burning
i will be eating normally, or at least more normally.
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
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In five years I will be:
At my goal healthy weight and exercising regularily
Dealt and coping with my issues
Have a part-time job or volunteering
Not afraid to go out in public
Having a good relationship with my Dad
At my goal healthy weight and exercising regularily
Dealt and coping with my issues
Have a part-time job or volunteering
Not afraid to go out in public
Having a good relationship with my Dad
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
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I daydream about my life in 5 years. I would like to be fit and healthy and settled down with a long-term partner and first child. I would like to have finished studying English and Psychology by then and doing a Latin evening class. I would like to have mastered cooking and be a successful author. If I have not stopped SI by then, then at least have a partner who understands and helps me through it, though by then I would like to have stopped.
- recovering4me
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lets see
--still be si free.
--be happy
--free of my illness
--not have to take meds
--have a good job
--have graduated from university
--maybe have a husband.
--still be si free.
--be happy
--free of my illness
--not have to take meds
--have a good job
--have graduated from university
--maybe have a husband.
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I will no longer feel like my life is a waste of time or a chore.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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my life in 5 years as I want it to be:
- moved out of my parents' house
- SI free or at least very much reduced
- living for me, not for my mother
- at least 1 good IRL friend
- safe, healed, uninfected lip rings.
- moved out of my parents' house
- SI free or at least very much reduced
- living for me, not for my mother
- at least 1 good IRL friend
- safe, healed, uninfected lip rings.
Please be gentle with me.
you will fly and you will crawl
god knows even angels fall
no such thing as you "lost it all"
god knows even angels fall
you will fly and you will crawl
god knows even angels fall
no such thing as you "lost it all"
god knows even angels fall
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- I will literally feel comfortable inside my own skin
- I will not need to wear makeup every day
- I will be in a loving relationship with a beautiful boy
- I will be fully independent
- I will be motivated, creative and happy
- I will have put the past behind me
- I will not need to wear makeup every day
- I will be in a loving relationship with a beautiful boy
- I will be fully independent
- I will be motivated, creative and happy
- I will have put the past behind me
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I glimpse and stare and long at them and wonder who they’re for
A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
Perhaps tomorrow she’ll return to spirit me away
~ A little bit of nothing much ~
Save the only life you can - your own.</center>
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Mine's changed a bit:
-I want to have seen more of the world.
-I want to do 4th year fashion and do it amazingly.
-I want to volunteer for lifeline.
-I want to still be on BUS, recovered or not.
-I want to have seen more of the world.
-I want to do 4th year fashion and do it amazingly.
-I want to volunteer for lifeline.
-I want to still be on BUS, recovered or not.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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there are always little changes i think...
yet some things stay the same.
-i will be 26...almost 27
-i want to have seen more of the world; Russia, Bhutan, Peru, Estonia, Tibet, Nepal, Italy, more of France, Denmark, Sweden, Argentina, Chile...I may not have got to them all, but I want to be well on the way.
-i want to be in a stable, secure, loving relationship
-i want to keep the friends i have, become closer to them and maybe even make some more
-i want to do some voluntary work, even a few hours a week at the Oxfam Shop, or doing paperwork for the WSPA.
-i would like to be thinking about having children
i may not always be happy - i know that the depression/anxiety/ ED will always be lurking, waiting. but i hope that i will be happy enough and fulfilled enough and cared about enough that they will plague me less and les.
yet some things stay the same.
-i will be 26...almost 27
-i want to have seen more of the world; Russia, Bhutan, Peru, Estonia, Tibet, Nepal, Italy, more of France, Denmark, Sweden, Argentina, Chile...I may not have got to them all, but I want to be well on the way.
-i want to be in a stable, secure, loving relationship
-i want to keep the friends i have, become closer to them and maybe even make some more
-i want to do some voluntary work, even a few hours a week at the Oxfam Shop, or doing paperwork for the WSPA.
-i would like to be thinking about having children
i may not always be happy - i know that the depression/anxiety/ ED will always be lurking, waiting. but i hope that i will be happy enough and fulfilled enough and cared about enough that they will plague me less and les.
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Barring illness? In five years I would be an officer in the United States Army, defending my country.
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Love,
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And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
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Really? Oh...wow...
Okay...
-backpack around the world with close friend or three.
-go to college, take writing courses, business courses, psychology courses
-open my own coffee shop in Vancouver (organic, fair trade, shade grown, and with vegan options) (possibly open it somewhere else)
-live in a crappy apartment above the shop
-have a pet pig or a big dog
-perhaps foster a teenager
Okay...
-backpack around the world with close friend or three.
-go to college, take writing courses, business courses, psychology courses
-open my own coffee shop in Vancouver (organic, fair trade, shade grown, and with vegan options) (possibly open it somewhere else)
-live in a crappy apartment above the shop
-have a pet pig or a big dog
-perhaps foster a teenager
- xStarBright
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I feel really, really guilty in admitting this..
But I want to be homed in with school work so I have something to do.
I want a really, really good coping method.. All I can think of for that is SI.
I want to be single - I don't want any socializing.
But I want to be homed in with school work so I have something to do.
I want a really, really good coping method.. All I can think of for that is SI.
I want to be single - I don't want any socializing.
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go.
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In 5 years I will be 19, wow
I want...
-To find another coping method
-to be at Uni studying to be a Doctor
-With people I feel Comfortable with
-To be fluent in Dutch (i live here, I should know how to speak the language)
-To be happy
I want...
-To find another coping method
-to be at Uni studying to be a Doctor
-With people I feel Comfortable with
-To be fluent in Dutch (i live here, I should know how to speak the language)
-To be happy
Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
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