Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by mephistopheles » Sun Dec 09, 2007 5:03 am

i have no clue what i'm going to do while you're away.

and i think i'm promising things i can't manage
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by cinnamon_spider » Mon Dec 10, 2007 5:14 am

I hate waking up not knowing what type of mood I will be in. I hate the fact that I have become so closed up that I won't confide in anybody.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Dec 10, 2007 8:24 am

im really not ok....i have no idea how i'm going to keep going or how to survive xmas......i feel like all the progress i had made was fake as it was so cruelly snatched away from me by this last rejection.
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deep down i think my ex is laughing at me.

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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:39 am

i feel like he just didn't know what he was doing
and that it was his way of saying he didn't want me
and like i'll be alone
again
alone alone alone.
i am nothing
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Mon Dec 10, 2007 8:04 pm

What happened...It hurt.

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Post by Li'lRuby » Mon Dec 10, 2007 9:02 pm

Does anyone care?
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by xStarBright » Mon Dec 10, 2007 9:12 pm

Everyone's better than me at something, and when I've worked hard to achieve something, everyone dismisses it.
I wanna be good at something.

I'm scared of rejection, but I can never make that step because I'm so scared of rejection.
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go. :cowsleep:
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Post by nirvana » Tue Dec 11, 2007 2:48 am

i'm starting to get worried. 20 minutes then i can call him.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by strmdncr » Tue Dec 11, 2007 9:34 am

I am feeling proud of myself for doing well on my first two assignments in a class I was worried about taking.
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Dec 11, 2007 12:20 pm

everyone said this new job would help things get better ... but it;s not, and i'm too scared to tell people how unhappy I am.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by Peege » Tue Dec 11, 2007 6:13 pm

i am a bad horrible disgusting person.
i deserved every minute.
i deserve more

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They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:03 am

Why did you feel the need to sugar coat things for me?
You may be six years older, but I am a big girl, and I can take care of myself.
I'm not broken, you can tell me things straight up.

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Dec 13, 2007 7:16 pm

I still have a hard time realising that they were just kids and they didn't really know what they were doing because that means I should just forget about it and move on right? Like it's not a big deal, except, I still think about it now.

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Post by mephistopheles » Thu Dec 13, 2007 7:27 pm

i was awake when you said it.
i just needed to check.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by xStarBright » Thu Dec 13, 2007 10:02 pm

I hate myself right now.
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go. :cowsleep:
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Fri Dec 14, 2007 6:52 pm

I don't know how much more I can take of this. I like you so fucking much.

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Post by xStarBright » Fri Dec 14, 2007 6:57 pm

I think I might have an anger problem..
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go. :cowsleep:
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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Dec 14, 2007 11:34 pm

i'm scared that every time i have got my hopes up, it has come to nothing...so why should this time be any different?
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by Callisto » Sat Dec 15, 2007 12:26 am

i miss being in a relationship.....i miss having someone care that much about me and think of me......i miss having someone hold me at night and feel safe in their arms

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Post by xStarBright » Sat Dec 15, 2007 1:04 am

What the tempest said. :(
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go. :cowsleep:
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