Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Nov 20, 2007 10:22 pm

i'm scared that i've lost the only person that will ever love me.
i'm scared that i will always be on the periphery with people and never on the inside.
i think i've let myself become to ugly now to ever be loved again.

and all those thoughts destroy me more than anyone knows because it makes true all the things my bullies used to say about me being too fat/ugly to ever be loved and what he said about the rape being the closest i'd ever come to being accepted by another person because i'd die alone.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 3:38 am

I'm going to be brave this time.. I'm going to end up telling you to go to hell .. and I'm okay with that.. I've put in THREE years of hell with you.. I will not do it my senior year.. so fuck it.. I can't do it.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 3:54 am

[size=0]I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

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idork · Post by **idork** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 4:40 am

Why don't you just let me be? Why do you have to make such a big deal of this? You're making me feel worse.

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 10:24 am

You say you want me to love you and take care of you, but you're hurting me now...how am I supposed to feel. I love you but I hurt..

_MessedUp_ · Post by **_MessedUp_** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 3:22 pm

you know how goddamn hard it is for me to talk about it, but i did it. and all you could say was "fascinating" in that pathetic patronsing tone of yours. screw you

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 3:32 pm

S : what you told me on monday night about the fact that he hits you sometimes worries me. what worries me even more is that fact that you're ok with that and think its normal.

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 4:54 pm

I am not weird, there is not something wrong with me.. I am not bad...I AM GOOD!! I AM GOOD!! I AM GOOD!!!

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 6:00 pm

You say you care for me and give me sweet poems about me and wanting me to change, yet the minute I see you in person you ignore me?!?!? Make your bloody mind up! Either care for me so that I feel loved or just move on so I can carry on with my life ok?!?!?

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 8:34 pm

You are such a dork.. I love it.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Wed Nov 21, 2007 9:01 pm

Z - I lied to you yesterday when I told you that I wasn't. I am, and I know you could tell I am. I'm sorry but I'm too weak to do this, I can't keep pretending that I can. I can't take the power back, it's gone.

shannon88 · Post by **shannon88** » Thu Nov 22, 2007 3:43 am

you suck

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Thu Nov 22, 2007 5:43 am

you're judgement sucks, man. how could i ever
trust you? how do you trust yourself?

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Thu Nov 22, 2007 10:41 am

You're mean and you hurt me...sometimes I think you're a horrible mother. You're selfish and uncaring. You call me names and you're not even fair!!!! You should have aborted.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Thu Nov 22, 2007 10:55 am

i hate you for fucking me around like this

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Thu Nov 22, 2007 12:23 pm

I'm glad you're coming to Thanksgiving...b/c I like pretending we're a real family..

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Thu Nov 22, 2007 12:41 pm

You're a mean cock sucking cunt..shut the fuck up and be glad I don't hit you in the face..you deserve it bitch

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Fri Nov 23, 2007 3:53 pm

I'm tired of fighting...I'm tired of feeling...so I stopped...I just fake it with you and isn't that what you deserve?

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Fri Nov 23, 2007 6:28 pm

I do need you. And I thank you.

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Fri Nov 23, 2007 7:14 pm

Well I'm sorry about doing crap in a bit of HOMEWORK, sorry for trying my best, next time i'll just not turn up and see how you feel then yeh? Probably no different as I didn't even get an E huh?

bus

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