Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

idork · Post by **idork** » Mon Nov 12, 2007 1:51 am

I don't want to stop. I just don't want to get caught.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Mon Nov 12, 2007 9:18 am

today my heart flipped and i felt about 14 again.
i really want something to come of this

Kaelyn · Post by **Kaelyn** » Mon Nov 12, 2007 3:52 pm

I fear that this time the eating/food issues are much worse than last time. I fear that I'm never going to be able to cope without a destructive (ED/SI/drugs) mechanism. And at the same time I'm angry at myself for being so "weak" - for not being able to cope in a healthy way all the time.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Mon Nov 12, 2007 4:58 pm

***RELIGION***

i've lost my faith in the lord because no one deserves to suffer as much as i have and get ignored. the only thing that has been keeping me alive is my belief that you will pull me out of it.

now i have no one reason to keep trying

Li'lRuby · Post by **Li'lRuby** » Mon Nov 12, 2007 9:06 pm

Where do I go???

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Nov 12, 2007 9:22 pm

i feel like im losing my only safe place

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Tue Nov 13, 2007 2:33 am

I have imagined just walking up to you.. and breaking your nose. I'm surprised I have the willpower to hold back.

Arcana · Post by **Arcana** » Tue Nov 13, 2007 5:46 am

i miss you. i want you. but you probably hate me. i'm so fucking fat, and gaining weight. even though you can see my ribs if i move my shoulders back a bit or raise my arms a little and my collar bone sticks out and i'm fucking cold all the time and everybody says i'm a stick, i'm still fucking fat. and a social retard. and that's why you don't want me, isn't it? the sad thing is that i still miss you so much

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:43 pm

i need help.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Tue Nov 13, 2007 5:25 pm

i'm supposed to be ok but i didn't even try and fight the urges

idiot

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Tue Nov 13, 2007 9:47 pm

i'm maybe going to quit uni.
two and a bit years in, 7 months to go.

i can't do it.
nor can i fucking drive.

i'm shit at this stuff.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 12:57 am

It's a really stupid secret, but...I accidentally ripped the hem off my little brother's pants

ChaosCat · Post by **ChaosCat** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 1:11 am

I want to quit DBT.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 1:46 am

I want you to hold me.. just, hold me. I've thought about just feeling your arms wrap around me, making me feel safe..

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 4:03 pm

i'm giving up driving lessons
as well as uni

I.CAN'T.DO.IT
and yes i know you fucking can. stop rubbing it in my face. i feel useless enough already.

Blazergal3 · Post by **Blazergal3** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 5:30 am

It has been three years today since you passed away, it has been a hard day. I know I need to get on with life but........................I miss you and love you daddy. I wish I could just hear you tell me you love me one more time.[/quote]

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:39 am

i need other people's support and kindness more than i like to admit

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 1:02 pm

the_tempest wrote:i need other people's support and kindness more than i like to admit

.. I think we all do

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:49 pm

i appear to have lost everything in a matter of days, for the second time in mere months.........can i get off this ride now before i lose anything else?

Post by **Spidey** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 11:56 pm

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