Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Nov 13, 2007 2:28 am

like I'm not good enough.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Beasty » Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:18 am

conflicted
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Post by idork » Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:48 am

scared and dorky.... weird combo, the feelings back saying that I should cut again... but I'm not in a bad mood
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Post by BlueStarSkyMonkey » Tue Nov 13, 2007 9:19 am

okay
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Post by treasure » Tue Nov 13, 2007 11:11 am

kind of content :)
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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Nov 13, 2007 11:13 am

scared
stressed
grumpy
like a fuck up
worried
anxious
hopeful
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by shannon88 » Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:04 pm

fine
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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Post by twinkletears » Tue Nov 13, 2007 8:44 pm

want to die
want to cut so bad
want to hurt something
want to scream
want to cry
:redstar::redstar::redstar: If you could look past my tears, past the fake smile on my face, see right inside me, feel my pain maybe then you would understand.:redstar::redstar::redstar:Image
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Post by Callisto » Tue Nov 13, 2007 9:46 pm

vulnerable
scared
unsure
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Nov 13, 2007 11:39 pm

like quitting uni
rubbish
defeated
too much
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Nov 13, 2007 11:47 pm

i can't stop crying.
i haven't cried properly in ages as i've stopped myself.
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Post by ChaosCat » Wed Nov 14, 2007 1:13 am

I feel dark, numb, and kind of empty.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Nov 14, 2007 1:41 am

blank
numb
empty

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Binayshee » Wed Nov 14, 2007 4:06 am

down
in a lot of pain
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Post by idork » Wed Nov 14, 2007 4:25 am

Frustrated, exhausted, like there's a weight on my shoulders
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Post by thisshallbeformusic » Wed Nov 14, 2007 4:37 am

extremely anxious.
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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Nov 14, 2007 10:32 am

vaguely suicidal
terrified
in need of change
lost
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by pelagic » Wed Nov 14, 2007 12:09 pm

isolated
invisible
worthless
hopeless...but as hopeless as I feel... I have some desperate hope that I will hope again... that one day, I'll wake up and not wish to end my life and harm myself. Just for one day, I hope that I hope for that.
And so... I feel desperate.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Nov 14, 2007 12:41 pm

blah.
achy.
tired.
icky.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by whatever » Wed Nov 14, 2007 2:57 pm

frustrated, sore, worried that i'll be tired at work tomorrow.
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