Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
You are going to be the death of me, kid. But until then, please smile at me some more.
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i think my sense of humour is broken....as part of me wants to laugh over the fact that no one will tell me what i want to hear, that no one will tell me that im worthless and that they hate me and that they only spoke to me to use my words against me.
i think my mind may have broken, as i probably shouldn't wish for that or find it funny.
i think my mind may have broken, as i probably shouldn't wish for that or find it funny.
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god, you have no clue how muhc i still love you and need you. you are and always will be my sister-of-heart. i need you. i need you so much it hurts. and i am embarrassed about this and it worries and scares me. i don't want it to be like this. i want to be able to handle things, i want to be completely independent of you because i don't know when you will run off again and leave me here by myself without a word for years.
i cannot live without you. yet i have lived without you so maybe i can do it again.
but god, dear god, i just want to see you again, hold you, hug you, laugh with you, cry with you. dream about raising our kids together some day. that would have been great, wouldn'T it have been?
and here i am, still miles away. and there you are, still miles away. and we're so far apart emotionally it hurts.
we were so close once. and now i am afraid to show you how much it hurts.
i miss you, Jae, god i miss you so.
i cannot live without you. yet i have lived without you so maybe i can do it again.
but god, dear god, i just want to see you again, hold you, hug you, laugh with you, cry with you. dream about raising our kids together some day. that would have been great, wouldn'T it have been?
and here i am, still miles away. and there you are, still miles away. and we're so far apart emotionally it hurts.
we were so close once. and now i am afraid to show you how much it hurts.
i miss you, Jae, god i miss you so.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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I did not come here to be insulted on top of everything else. Keep that sort of pathetic shit to yourself.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
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- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
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it scares me how much you are starting to mean to me.. how just seeing you can make me smile even when that's the last thing I want to do.. God, you can make me see and hear reason, and you remind me of what is good.. what is it about you that causes me to love you? Cause damnit you.. I love you.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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